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i will survive

Thank you guys

by moonlitrose34 1/6/2015

written by moonlitrose34

Thank you guys so much for all your kind words and comments. And all of the people that have been talking to me. You guys really helped.

I just met with my therapist and it’s been decided that I should go to the hospital. I just wanted to let all the people that have been talking to know that. I don’t know if I can come here in the time that I’m at the hospital but I will post again when I’m out.

And bluerabbit, I can’t message you because I’m on my phone, but I just wanted to let you know that I’m fine, and we’ll […]

1/6/2015 16 comments

more pathetic blathering

by kristink 5/8/2014

written by kristink

i feel a crying jag coming on for no particular reason. just really sad today. i am pretty sure i took my meds this morning though my memory sucks when i am in this state. i wonder what it would be like to not take meds. just be me au naturale. i suppose i would just fall further into the abyss. though at this time i question whether there is much more to fall into.Â my suicidal thoughts are all encompassing. i see my death in everyday things. falling down the stairs, crossing the street, cutting up vegetables, burning myself on the stove. when i […]

5/8/2014 0 comment

Im Done.

by Usless 4/26/2014

written by Usless

I am so fucking done with the world. It seems like I can’t do anything. I sing, well at least I try to, and every single time my family puts me down any buries my dreams in HELL. I Â write, and somebody either says “It’s Stupid” “It sounds like plagiarism” “Are you sure you aren’t copying?” “Im pretty sure thats already a book” or criticizes it. And I get the WORST writers block, and most of my stories remained unfinished, sitting in the hard drive of my computer. The one that I did finish is awful, and I’ve thrown that one in trash mountain. People […]

4/26/2014 2 comments

I hate it .. so much

by crazypops 1/23/2014

written by crazypops

everyday … everyday i go into college i feel so judge , that i don’t belong where i am . in my college class everyone has there friends … i do have mine to but they are all older then me by a couple of years but now its got to a point where everyone is turning on me ..i don’t know why or what i have done wrong … i was just being my self i guess . i cant tell my parents or my boyfriend .. not even my tutor , i have given up hope because no will understand, i know […]

1/23/2014 4 comments

Stop Suicide

by SuicideStopper 8/9/2013

written by SuicideStopper

Hi there. I’m a suicide survivor. I want to share my story to everyone that is going through the same thing. I have type one diabetes and that was one of the main reasons why I got made fun of, including my looks. I’m very insecure and I hate it. I’m a survivor. I wanted to die. I got a pocket knife and I was going to do it, but my brother walked in on me and he stopped me. He let me cry into him the whole night. A few weeks ago, I drank bleach. I threw away the bottle and my mom saw […]

8/9/2013 0 comment

All You Have To Do Is Ask

by drowninginsorrow 4/30/2013

written by drowninginsorrow

I finally have had enough with the emotional and physical abuse with everyone in my life. It is not like I have a best friend to tell all my problems to and receive advice from so I have decided to take a step forward and see a therapist.

I am partially excited about this decision because I can finally allow myself to open up without worrying about my secrets getting out but I am also afraid to tell about my feelings and emotions because what if he/she thinks I am a freak? A nothing.

This is my first step towards freedom from the dreadful memories that bind […]

4/30/2013 6 comments

Shit . Really?

by RuinedDreams 1/31/2013

written by RuinedDreams

Oh . my. fucking. god.
Long story short, I had a father who abused my mother, i would protect her causing me to get beat instead of her which was totally fine with me, as long as she wasnt hurt. one day he went too far, and she FINALLY -thank god- divorced the beast. that was around 3 years ago, and we haven’t kept in contact, (me and my father) . But my birthday, was around a month ago, and he sent presents for the very first time, whoopee. a fucking month late. cheers dad. not only that, but he sent me clothes, all in […]

1/31/2013 8 comments