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Rock bottom

by snader 10/2/2014

written by snader

This is it, my limits have been overrun by such bad feelings and thoughts.
I have never felt this bad in my whole entire life, this is consuming me and i don’t know what to do with myself anymore. Everyone i have turned to for help, has just ignored the fact i’m very suicidal or minimalised how i feel. They don’t take me serious, they underestimate how bad i feel and how suicidal i am and how badly i want to die. Even my therapist ignored the fact i’m suicidal, even though i told her everything.
Nobody wants to help me. I see that now.

My […]

10/2/2014 1 comment

date set…

by kateralia 9/23/2014

written by kateralia

As the title says, I have set the date. I am so very very tired.

I have moved with my friend & her kids into her boyfriend’s house & its not a picnic. I basically live in the garage since its a 3 bed house & her 2 kids have finally got their own room.

I keep saying ‘it’s a roof over my head’ & ‘I could be on the street’. But I think I might prefer anywhere else but here.

He wakes up at 5am to go to work, so everyone is awake, including me who gets woken by the garage door. Mind you, I have a […]

9/23/2014 7 comments

Farewell SP friends…

by Still Lost 9/15/2014

written by Still Lost

As some of you know, I tried most, if not all treatments out there… My psychiatrist abandoned me 6 months ago. We had a close relationship so it crushed me. She energized me and inspired me to do things I never had the courage to do myself. She got sick (but us better now) so she couldn’t manage me being suicidal. Even though she said we could reevaluate after 6 months, she won’t respond to my texts, emails or calls. She is really the only hope I had to get better and stay better. I left her a voicemail this morning saying that I will […]

9/15/2014 17 comments

I’m dying over and over again..

by alina_01 9/14/2014

written by alina_01

I’m alone now, truly, ignored by the people that were in my life. I’ve pushed away now accepting that it is done and I have been spiraling. The weather is changing getting cooler now and for some reason that is making me depressed. I was numb for about 8 months and now all those months of pain that I was suppressing all that anguish that I was ignoring well it’s making its presence known. I have a pain so intense that I can feel it down to my very core, I feel like I’m drowning in it. I have cried so hard lately and felt […]

9/14/2014 3 comments

ANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

by SadAlone01 7/6/2014

written by SadAlone01

WHAT do others do with anger? Thankfully, i live alone, so i at times rant and slam things down. i beat on my arms, i LOVE feeling the pain…it allows my mind to refocus. I sometimes cut, but i prefer the hitting, beating myself….usually my lower arms and when they get too sore the upper arms. sometimes i leave bruises…sometimes it takes a day or so to show up. try to cover them when out in public. Again, at home i am alone. i wish for crazy things…like to drop a cynder block on my head, knock myself out (doubtfully) or get a brain bleed […]

7/6/2014 3 comments

tired

by thlay 7/1/2014

written by thlay

honestly I am just so lonely. i am so tired of being sad and not being able to help it, and i am tired of feeling ignored and unloved. I have a friend that i trust and always help when they are in need but whenever i need help with my problems they are never there. And i dont know if i am being selfish or if i am even sad enough to be suicidal, and i wonder if i am convincing myself i am because i want attention. i just want to know if people actually care or if they are just saying that.

please […]

7/1/2014 6 comments

Him

by Jaye 5/25/2014

written by Jaye

He left me because I was depressed and he couldn’t cope with it.
That fact hurts in itself, because I never asked to feel like this and I hate it too.
I asked for just one chance, that was all, to prove to him that things could be different; I’d given him many throughout our relationship.
He said no. He said he didnt even want to try.
It’s been a month or so, and he hasn’t contacted me at all.
I’ve tried so hard to make things up but every attempt I’ve made, he’s ignored.
We were best friends for seven years before we got […]

5/25/2014 2 comments

by whitneyirene 4/25/2014

written by whitneyirene

I really love being ignored and forgotten… Said no one ever.

4/25/2014 7 comments

Logic Of My Friends…. What?

by InvisibleGirl 4/24/2014

written by InvisibleGirl

Okay so this has been bugging me for a while now…. Â I don’t really have people to talk to about it so I guess this is my best place to get it out.

When I was in elementary school I was exactly the same as I am now, passive aggressive though it was probably worse back then. Â I didn’t talk to anyone and I was super shy. Â Around third grade I ended up befriending this girl, lets call her L. Â So L ended up becoming my best friend. Â But around the end of fifth grade she started ignoring me. Â She ignored me for the rest […]

4/24/2014 1 comment

I am so lost in my emotions it’s unreal.

by immortal_defiance86 4/11/2014

written by immortal_defiance86

As I cut deeper and deeper, I think about all of the wrong I’ve done. I think of how much we once loved each other and how we have nothing now. You are the only one I ever want to be with.Â You never stop loving someone. You either never did or youÂ always will. I know I will always love you and I know it will be the death of me. You tell me you love me, but you can’t handle my depression. I always have been and always will be here for you when you need me. You make it sound like you were […]

4/11/2014 0 comment

yes it is

by LetItGo 4/7/2014

written by LetItGo

i just want to go.
people wont miss me.
the one person i thought
that would miss me
well i just discovered that
in the end they wont miss me
theyll move on
i just want to leave
im numb but in
so much pain
all at the same time
its weird because
i cant feel happiness
i dont remember
how to be happy
what it feels like to
be happy
all i know how to
feel is sad, pained,
and lonely
oh and ignored.
i guess i was right
this world is better off
without me.
isn’t it?
yes it is.

4/7/2014 3 comments

Why does everyone abandon me?

by Aaron The Panda 3/31/2014

written by Aaron The Panda

So basically people are absolute dicks head in my local towns, like I am a pretty normal guy except I love metal I have long blonde hair and I tend to fuck things up quite easily, and I don’t even know how.. Like my ex girlfriend I had loved her for over 2 years and when I finally worked up the courage to ask her out ( also we were really good friends) to my surprise she said yes 😀 but then everything fucked up real fast, she said she didn’t like me anymore, since then it has been 2 months and she has ignored […]

3/31/2014 3 comments

Just Tired…

by CrimsonDream 3/17/2014

written by CrimsonDream

I guess im just Tired

Tired of being bitched about by my parents.

Tired of being laughed at.

Tired of being made fun of.

Tired of feeling ugly.

Tired of being ignored.

Tired of feeling unloved.

Tired of no one caring.

Tired of pretending to be happy.

Tired of being Tired.

3/17/2014 3 comments

Adjusting

by LetItGo 2/10/2014

written by LetItGo

Adjusting to the lights dimming
Adjusting to the hurt
Adjusting to the hopelessness
Adjusting to the lies
Adjusting to the late night cries
Adjusting to the mental pain
Adjusting to the terrible images
Adjusting to the temptation
Adjusting to the suicidal feelings
Adjusting to the suicidal thoughts

Adjusting to being alone again
Adjusting to being hurt again
Adjusting to being lied to again
Adjusting to being left again
Adjusting to being ignored again
Adjusting to being not cared for again
Adjusting to being something that doesn’t matter again
Adjusting to being a nobody
Adjusting to being just a fake
Adjusting to being nothing but a lie

Adjusting […]

2/10/2014 1 comment

Will it end

by Jay3312 4/5/2012

written by Jay3312

I live in a world where i am always unhappy. my grades are slipping and my parents yell all the time now or ignore me. My brother is their favorite they would give him the world if they could. But to them im just that other kid who was raised by baby sitters until the age of 10. I get bullied at school. I try to hide my depresion so i fit in. Iguess i’m pretty good at hiding it too. For a while nobody knew the dark cloud that surrounded my mind. i first thought about suicide when i was about 8 years old. […]

4/5/2012 2 comments

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