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introverted

I miss being a child

by thehusk 3/24/2016

written by thehusk

I’m going through some of my old things from childhood, as part of a clearout, and I’m finding it hard to get rid of them. They’re my link to a time when I wasn’t like this. When I felt really alive, as opposed to just living.

I’m not sure what exactly it is. I suppose they remind me of when I was last happy. When the world seemed both fascinating and simple, rather than threatening and complex. Every tiny thing felt meaningful, as opposed to now, when everything I do is kind of empty. My life felt worthwhile. The world was a good place to be, […]

3/24/2016 6 comments

Day 11?

by Alex 10/16/2015

written by Alex

I’ve been meaning to post more often but most of the time I try to keep myself busy and try not to either cut or kill myself. Everyday.

Lately I’ve been feeling really, REALLY lonely and really wanting to find a boyfriend, but with my personality and me being very introverted and shy …. It’s really hard for me to approach really any guy or let any guy approach me … I’m just such a fail idk why I haven’t even attempted once more. Maybe this time it’ll work. Maybe I’ll fuck up myself even more. Who knows?

10/16/2015 1 comment

Chronic boredom

by snailing 10/16/2015

written by snailing

I’m a very cheerful person, in fact way too cheerful. I’m intensely outgoing and introverted, it’s hard for me to ever talk without having a smile on my face. I’m notorious among my peers for having a wild sense of humor. Nobody ever believes me when I tell them that I am in fact very depressed, and have been for a very long time. It’s very hard for me to be by myself because I get plagued by feelings of anxiety and suicidal thoughts. Most of the latter due to boredom. I am always bored. It’s something I’ve complained about from a very young age, […]

10/16/2015 3 comments

Peculiar sex-related issue

by Gentle 5/15/2015

written by Gentle

I need some help with this issue that has been making my life miserable. I hope someone knowledgeable will be able to advise me on what I need to do. I spent a very introverted life. I was a virgin while marrying. I found sex in marriage boring actually ! I couldnt make it pleasurable for her either. Then we got into some ego conflicts and finally separated. I lost my job too. I am unable to find another partner nor am I too keen as the wounds from my failed marruage havent healed completely. Now here is the strange issue. I have been […]

5/15/2015 3 comments

Peculiar sex-related issue

by Gentle 5/15/2015

written by Gentle

5/15/2015 0 comment

I Know That I’m Worthless

by ANON2015 1/10/2015

written by ANON2015

I am about to turn 25 years old and for most of my adult life I have tried to find a reason to not kill myself. I never have been happy for multiple reasons, which I’ll list below. It’s going to sound like I’m whining or complaining about my life, but my hatred for my own life (as well as myself as a person) runs so deep that when someone asks me what I like about myself I honestly can’t answer the question. Five years ago I actually tried to kill myself, and I have no idea how I lived through that attempt. Anyway, here’s […]

1/10/2015 4 comments

I think I’m always going to be lonely

by HighlySensitive 1/8/2015

written by HighlySensitive

Hi. I am currently a sophomore in high school, and honestly, I feel like a loser. I don’t have many friends, but the ones that I do have are very nice to me. I am very socially awkward and introverted. I don’t share the interests of most of the people who are my age. Only one boy has ever asked me out. I feel like I’m too ugly and weird to ever get a boyfriend, or even have a lot of friends. I’m very scared for university, to be honest. I don’t like parties, and I feel like I am going to get judged a lot for that.

P.S.- My […]

1/8/2015 3 comments

Life in a Cage Tailored Just for Me

by Realm of Great Darkness 12/11/2014

written by Realm of Great Darkness

My life has been hell for the longest while. I’m at a point now where I’ve lost all drive, and wish to die. My family hasn’t been there for me in years, and the job I have now is a ever ending fest of self-important douches who see the world within themselves and no-one else. Though, I suppose that’s California in a nutshell.

I’m Tessa, an introverted woman in her early thirties who has found herself living a strictly independent life since the age of fourteen, void of any friends, lovers, or anything else that might shape her life in normality. Nice to meet all of […]

12/11/2014 5 comments

Changing quickly

by SOrmerod 9/9/2014

written by SOrmerod

Okay, in the past week I’ve run the full spectrum of emotions. From depression, to anxiety, to straight out mania. Right now I’m manic. While I’d rather be manic than depressed. However, rather than those I would rather just feel like myself. Quiet, introverted, shy, but still secure in myself enough to know my worth. Right now I’m everything but that. Excitable, fidgety, talkative, basically sprung as though I’m about to run a 10k. Don’t like this. It’s a trap! I’m telling myself I’m more productive in this state but that’s just a lie. In actuality, nothing gets finished. Everything is left half complete, which […]

9/9/2014 1 comment

Suicide – lets talk

by Vocation 5/13/2014

written by Vocation

Look I’m in my 20s now. And let me tell you during my high school years I fell into a depression and started entertaining suicidal thoughts. I became so introverted and just really didn’t like my peers and school I attended.

Didn’t go to prom. On my graduation day my mentality was ” good riddance”, so whats my point? -Although I must add I did well in my academics. Well, all I have to say is any of you people out there struggling with suicide, don’t do it. I know this sounds generic but don’t give up. TRUST ME, I had nothing to live […]

5/13/2014 2 comments

No hope

by depressed girl 3/9/2014

written by depressed girl

I am 19 and for the past 3 years I have felt like shit. I fell hopeless, unloved, unimportant, insignificant. I feel like nothing really matters. I feel like my life is directionless and has no meaning. I am in major pain. I have a low self esteem even though I have been told the opposite of what I think. I feel like people are lying to me. I make good grades in my college courses that I take. I still feel stupid. I feel unwanted. I have no friends and no boyfriend because I am introverted. I can’t seem to make myself feel better […]

3/9/2014 8 comments

Existing in Limbo

by enola 11/17/2013

written by enola

Even though I’ve had my reasons, I still don’t know why I’ve felt so unhappy all of this time, why I’ve never been a friend to myself.

I am a huge disappointment to my past and present self, and my dysfunctional-but-loving family…

In retrospect, despite my flaws, I was pretty cool as a kid, I think. I should’ve given myself a chance…

I am in my mid 20s.

I don’t have my driver’s license yet.

I have little to no work experience or college education.

I have absolutely no friends, not even acquaintances. I hung around a few of my classmates during my younger years, but they were more like acquaintances […]

11/17/2013 5 comments

A turtle hidden in its shell

by friedoysterskins 11/28/2012

written by friedoysterskins

Hey everybody!

I’m a new user…I’m friedoysterskins, and I’m 15 years old.

Just thought I should introduce myself. Hopefully I’m welcomed to join the community!

For my first post on here, I’d just like to vent about a few things, if that’s alright.

Alright, well I consider myself an introvert. I keep most things to myself. I prefer solitude. I’m inexpressive at times. I suffer in silence.Â Why?

I don’t know why I bottle myself up, or why I don’t ever share what’s on my mind.

Two reasons I came up with why I do are:

I feel compelled to not show any signs of weakness. I’m a very emotional person. Whenever […]

11/28/2012 1 comment