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Im not a ray of sunshine

by sleeplessinSTL 3/17/2013

written by sleeplessinSTL

By any means, I am not a ray of sunshine. I can’t help it. I’m only a teenager and I’ve basicly given up on life. I have no hopes for the future.

I used to want to be a journalist. I wanted to move back to Ireland and write about everything and anything. I wanted to get married and have a kid or two. I just wanted something out of life, but now I feel nothing. I feel numb. I just don’t know what I actually want. I had plans to do marvelous things with my best friends. But now, since one’s dead and the other […]

3/17/2013 3 comments

Being treated like crap makes you feel like crap….

by hugoka 1/23/2013

written by hugoka

I have problems with myself. I believe everything in the world is beautiful ba me and some humans. I hate myself, because i have no friends etc. the usual nosh. Anyway, what really makes me angry and upset is my dad. I dont get along with my Dad, he is impossible. Im on summer holidays right now, and we have a grape farm. All holidays, seeing as i have no friends to go out with, i am in charge of keeping our very large house clean as well as things like laundry cooking etc.. and i also work on the farm (i’ve done 75+ hours […]

1/23/2013 10 comments

so alone.

by lone_wolf 11/4/2012

written by lone_wolf

I feel like my life has no direction and that I’m going to amount to nothing. No one in my life knows how unhappy I am. They don’t know that I cut. They don’t know that I think about stepping off the curb when we’re waiting for the light to change. They don’t know that I have no idea what I want to do with my life.

They already have all these plans. Doctor, environmentalist, musician, journalist. I don’t know what I want, and it terrifies me that time is passing so quickly.

11/4/2012 3 comments