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Sinking into Nothingness

by neverland 9/12/2014

written by neverland

I wake up each day wondering what I am doing and why I am still awake.

I had aspirations and hopes that lifted me up really high only to drop me in abyss of nothingness. Live to the fullest? What is the point? For what? For myself? I hate to break the news. There is no more me left as I no longer can feel anything except my weakening willpower and body as the days go by.

What is life for really? What is this pursuit for life actually? For happiness which will slowly fade away to nothingness? For challenging your brain which will […]

9/12/2014 1 comment

Reasons to live and why they are wrong

by queenofdarkness 9/11/2014

written by queenofdarkness

“But life is so beautiful”

Um no it’s not

“It gets better”

Riiiiiiight. I am 17 and I’ve been feeling like an outsider my entire life and it’s just magically going to get better someday? I call bullshit

9/11/2014 5 comments

The Past …

by Dawg 9/11/2014

written by Dawg

And you cannot CHANGE the PAST … the endless stress, worrying, beating yourself up and regrets DO NOTHING except wear you down, eat away at your sanity and immune system and waste time. Learn from it and move on … tomorrow is another day and another […]

9/11/2014 9 comments

Ugh

by depressednihilist95 9/11/2014

written by depressednihilist95

Life is a depressing experience. Each day at college, I feel like I’m being forced against my will to conform to society. I’m only going to college because it’s either that, work for no reason, or suicide (such great choices). Seriously, there is no reason for me to work because I don’t want life. I’ve thought I might want a boyfriend, but I’ve never had one, and why bother? Relationships never last, and I’ve been told that I’m too sick to have one (so I guess I’m also unworthy of love). I don’t look forward to anything after college, or life in general. To be […]

9/11/2014 4 comments

How do you cope with life day to day?

by loldude12 9/9/2014

written by loldude12

Hey guys, I’m interested to see how some of you guys cope with getting by every day. For me, getting by another day truly is a millstone. It gets harder and harder. I usually take a lot of opioid pain killers like oxy, hydrocodone, vicodin, etc. I obviously have a problem with them but it helps me feel okay. I also like to drink often mixing the two. It’s the only way I feel somewhat okay anymore.

how do you guys cope?

9/9/2014 14 comments

My Story?

by icanonlygiveyoume 9/9/2014

written by icanonlygiveyoume

Lived for 13 years, almost 14 and still haven’t found out what the hell I’m doing. There is no sad sob story, there’s just my bleak life.

9/9/2014 2 comments

Greatest Fear

by Tegretol 9/9/2014

written by Tegretol

My son asked me one day what my greatest fear was. I couldnt respond. I was unsure. Usually ones greatest fear is linked to death in one way or another. I do not fear death. After a few months of thinking about it, i have come to the conclusion that my greatest fear is existing in this redundant way of life forever.

9/9/2014 1 comment

untitled

by SOrmerod 9/8/2014

written by SOrmerod

It’s here again, and I need a friend.

Times are tough, this life is rough.

Darkness here, nothing is clear.

Live on I will, despite this life.

Hope is gone, though I carry on.

Despite depression, I’ve learned a lesson.

This too shall pass, it will not get me.

There’s a fight in us, few will see.

Even on life’s darkest paths,

The light of hope will come and find us at last.

Depression is a swirling river, hope is a rickety bridge.

One small nail holds it in place.

We will wipe these tears off our face,

Let’s take this bridge together and find our happy place.

The sun will shine, I will go on.

Someday I truly hope […]

9/8/2014 7 comments

Tonight I had fun for a change.

by Recluse 9/8/2014

written by Recluse

One of my old mates that I have been fighting with came around to my house tonight and asked if I wanted to go hunting so I said yes and we went and killed some pigs and stuff with the dogs I had heaps of fun but my legs are sore because we have been running up hills all night it is 4:24am atm I’m so tired time for bed I think goodnight everybody.

In Australia hunting is a big thing and I have been brought up doing it my whole life so it’s kinda like my get away from sitting at home being sad 24-7

9/8/2014 4 comments

Emotions can’t be put to words

by darkwillow 9/8/2014

written by darkwillow

Sometimes I’ll just sit there and listen to slow piano music for over an hour.. Because I’m too broken to do anything and i physically can’t do anything.. It’s a hard life.. and it’s been too overwhelming lately.. I can’t go on like this.. I scared of what will happen to me.. I’m going to break soon i know it.. Just a few more panic attacks away..

9/8/2014 2 comments

One day

by pizzolatoo 9/7/2014

written by pizzolatoo

I know that one day, you will leave me. I dream of you every night. I used to have normal dreams, but now they turned into the most morbid dreams that you could ever imagine. Why won’t this leave me alone? Why cant this leave me alone. I wake up not knowing what to think. What to think of you. What to think of “my life”. “Our life”. Our poor kids. That’s the only thing that keeps me holding on. That and the fact that I’m to ***** to do it. My whole Family hates me. Cast me off. No friends left, no home left. I […]

9/7/2014 1 comment

What’s at the End? How Far, how High, or how Low does it Go?

by uni687 9/7/2014

written by uni687

We are all born, for the most part, knowing absolutely nothing about where we are or why we came into existence. When we grow old enough, we eventually learn of the inevitable mortality we will all face; we all discover there is an end to life. Sometimes, I go to sleep and wake up wondering what’s after all of this existence. I grew up living within the structure of a Christian denomination, which presents the possibility of ending up in either Heaven or Hell, depending on how unjust or just of a life I lead. On the flip side, as I’m sure many have, I […]

9/7/2014 1 comment

What is the purpose of living

by whereisthepeace 9/7/2014

written by whereisthepeace

All my life, people have hated and humiliated me for no reason. I have social anxiety disorder. I look timid and weird, so people treat me like crap. I’ve had rocks and trash thrown at me for no reason. Strangers scream at and intimidate me for fun. I stay home most of the time. I’m always lonely, so sad, and so angry. I’ve never been on a date. I’m so sick of life. I feel like the devil is punishing me for no reason. I wish I could close my eyes and die, but every morning I unwillingly wake up to a brand new damn […]

9/7/2014 3 comments

Really early morning rant

by Briar 9/7/2014

written by Briar

so i couldn’t really sleep so i was left all alone with my thoughts, and that’s not really a happy place for me. insert sigh here. heh i’m not used to spilling my problems out, but i thought this might help a little; that and i can think up horrible things for myself and this was a good way to distract myself. and right now any little bit is good. so i suppose i should start with the basics since this is my first actual post and non-comment. i’m 16, i’ve had a pretty good life so far, kind of distant parents, not that i […]

9/7/2014 0 comment

What is “Life”

by heartshapedpapercuts 9/7/2014

written by heartshapedpapercuts

I simply don’t look at life the same way others do. You can look at is as a miracle but I see it as a simple meaningless cycle. We laugh, we smile, and we cry but in the end it is ALL for nothing, you die. You die and then those who remembered you will die and then you are forgotten. I’d give the same advice to those I will leave behind “be strong, look on the bright side, things will get better.” Just when will they? If you’re telling me this everyday and nothing is changing then you are lying. Some say life is […]

9/7/2014 3 comments

I need a friend

by SOrmerod 9/7/2014

written by SOrmerod

I’ve been alone in my depression my entire life. I’ve got social anxiety so I’m basically a recluse. My depression is treatment resistant. The longest a medication has worked for me is two months before it stops and needs to be changed. To add to it I get the worst side effects. Uncontrollable muscle movements slurred speech and worse. I can’t take life anymore. I need a friend and a hug and someone to just hold me while I cry. It just doesn’t end. With everything going bad in my life I want to die so bad but I’m too big a coward to kill […]

9/7/2014 14 comments

Suicide: A Failure of Imagination?

by seppuku 9/6/2014

written by seppuku

When we run out of vision, we’re running on empty and the need to stop the pain becomes paramount.

Maybe in a fit of homicidal anger we can fly in the face of the body’s hardwired DNA to preserve its life.

But the challenge of life is to move into the higher dimension in this same body. Is it do-able? As a fully paid-up, card-carrying manic depressive I can only nod dumbly.

I’ve seen my body change numerous times, morphing into all kinds of different shapes. Currently my ‘look’ is ’52 year old post-menopausal woman who has let herself go’. Yet this is not ‘me’. It’s a disguise […]

9/6/2014 11 comments

????

by emokidd 9/6/2014

written by emokidd

I hate life. I made an entire 7 page long story telling u guys y I recently tried to kill myself. And now I accidentally deleted it… God I hate life

9/6/2014 5 comments

Hiding the real me

by justmehere 9/5/2014

written by justmehere

Why do people always tell you to just be happy? My ex always used to tell me that if I act happy I’ll eventually be happy.

Thats such bullshit though. I hate it. If you go through your whole life just faking a smile, how are people supposed to know the real you? Oh right, no one really cares about the real you. Do you believe that there are genuinely people out there that not only just accept your flaws but actually love them?

9/5/2014 3 comments

Depressed and suicidal

by Danilouise 9/5/2014

written by Danilouise

I don’t care anymore , all I do is cry I can’t go through with a shit life anymore feel like I have got no one anymore, need quick way to end it have no one to talk to who can understand how I feel for no reason people will think I’m crazy

9/5/2014 2 comments

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