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Lsd

Haven’t left the house, ate four instant noodle cups, psychedelic medicine, hope,and a short rant

by rayonhousefly 5/13/2017

written by rayonhousefly

And seriously want to murder my moms drunk loser of a boyfriend. Maybe one day if things get bad enough, I’m really just waiting for him to hit her or something then all bets are off. I mean I wouldn’t kill him, probably just stab him a few times.

So I’ve been really good since my last post, did an ibogaine treatment and have been living in Mexico ever since. Been clean for longer than I ever have, and the visions I had will be with me for the rest of my life. I became a part of the ibogaine community here and made tons […]

5/13/2017 0 comment

I Understand Now

by ugh_sxph 11/1/2015

written by ugh_sxph

My friend, lets call her Bells, was under a lot of stress at the time, emotional and physical stress, not having to do with school but with how she felt. I didn’t really know why, she never told me much less anyone, but she said she was abused and she was bullied most of the time, people called her “fat” and “ugly” etc. but she wasn’t either of those, but there was so much hate, that in blinded her. One afternoon, in Spanish, the rain was heavy on the window pane, and our teacher had us jot down ideas, and Bells started to write things […]

11/1/2015 1 comment

Uncomfortably numb

by johnwhogivesashit 5/4/2014

written by johnwhogivesashit

It’s Â almost to a point where I wish I was dead just to end the nothing. The deadness inside. So much pain. Pain is all thats left. Pain and more pain. I cling to the pain like a life raft. I’ve shut out to feeling anything else. Its like being colorblind. More like LSD. Pain is like LSD. The colors are brighter more vibrant when tinged in LSD or pain. Every other feeling is like normalcy. It feels dull. The world just isn’t as vibrant. Happiness doesn’t feel as happy. Its tinged. It feels like the difference between color TV and black and white. It’s […]

5/4/2014 3 comments

Disability unseen…

by PhantomShadow 1/29/2014

written by PhantomShadow

Things become complicated when talking about the source of my depression…Â Apart from the Bipolar and the usual day to day naturaly occurring depression, there is almost certainly a third…

Appologies for the length of the post, I hope someone is bored enough to read the whole thing ;)Â I just wanted to post it in case I had to explain things again at some point…

I have a fairly rare connective tissue disorder called Marfan’s Syndrome.Â About one in every 5000 people are affected.Â The condition is extremely hard to diagnose and I was only diagnosed by the age of 28.Â As a baby, I refused […]

1/29/2014 9 comments

Would someone please put me out of my misery

by aregularguy 6/5/2013

written by aregularguy

I’m bored with everything. I’ve snowboarded from helicopters, climbed many mountains, traveled and been to many places, and work as a molecular biologist. I should not feel the way I do. This should make me a fun and loving person, but instead I always feel empty and alone. I get a lot of attention from women, but nothing ever comes from it because I hate myself and the sadness pours from me. I can’t live like this. Happiness teases me and runs away. Nobody, not even joy wants to have anything to do with me.

I started taking drugs again to spice things up. 30 hits […]

6/5/2013 9 comments

A night of passion with a girl named Lucy

by Ford 5/9/2013

written by Ford

**Disclaimer: don’t do drugs mmkay. It is not my responsibility if you do, be safe, be careful, be responsible. Don’t do stupid shit.**

Guys I have been there. I want to show you what it is like but I can’t, I can only describe it. It was so intense, some might have been afraid in my situation, I thought even the bad parts made it better.

I took presumingly 140 microgrammes of LSD (well that is what the guy who sold it to me said). I took it at home by myself to explore my mind (not recommended, especially if it is your first experience with psychedelics. […]

5/9/2013 10 comments

so yer

by why i dont no 4/21/2013

written by why i dont no

well iv lost my friends to them calling me a atanchion seeker i was just lookinf for help thats allÂ and james jump off the tamar brigÂ copul weeks agoÂ seems the ones who understand me kill them selfs iv spent mosr of my life all 16 years helping people and noe im looking for help ther trowing me away now that im spent of all my love and careing

its got to get beter right it cant get wors.. thats what i say to my self evrey day the lsd hs stopt working so has the weed and people say to me your still young you dont know […]

4/21/2013 5 comments

for your entertainment: my shit!

by tastelikecherries 2/16/2012

written by tastelikecherries

It’s been a while since I’ve been on here; I don’t know if any of the people I used to look for are still here. I have a story to tell you guys, cause it needs to be told and I canâ€™t afford to be held accountable for it telling someone I know.
Last time I was frequenting Sp, I was living in a halfway house and coming up on 6months sober. I met a woman named C on this site who was living in the UK and planning a trip to the US, â€œgoing westâ€ as it were to Las Vegas to go […]

2/16/2012 68 comments