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Things I’ll Miss

by Matt 2/4/2015

written by Matt

1. My dog.

2. nothing else.

Things I won’t miss

1. Disappointing everyone

2. Putting everyone on edge.

3. Messing up on a daily basis

4. The friends I thought I had.

5. The fact that you moved on before you’d scrubbed my blood off of your doorstep.

6. That you told me to die because I said I loved you and I needed your help.

I am sorry if you thought I ever blamed you, I really didn’t and I still don’t. You never were the cause of my problems, but I tried to make you the solution. I hope you’re happy in everything you do. I hope you never tell your kids […]

2/4/2015 3 comments

the bliss of non existence

by todestrieb 1/20/2015

written by todestrieb

Living on earth is like climbing a mountain with the goal of getting to the opposite side. Many will attempt to climb all the way to the summit, others succumb and travel around the side of mountain, and a select few will take the short cut – a high speed train blazing through the tunnel to reach the other side. Eventually all of us will end up at the same destination – at the base of the mountain at the other side.

I envy those who never existed on this earth. They may have missed experiencing pleasure but to miss experiencing pain is even sweeter.

1/20/2015 1 comment

Right now I need…

by TrisPrior 1/12/2015

written by TrisPrior

Someone to talk to, to listen, understand, care… I may die any day now, but I wamt someone to care for me and miss me. I need someone, Anyone. I don’t care who! Just someone who feels the numb, the pain, the sorrow, the hurt… Anyone thete?

1/12/2015 5 comments

It just seems so hopeless

by tinipie 1/6/2015

written by tinipie

I just had a friend tell me that it takes on average 3-6 months for someone to get a new job. I was fired on November 20th and have been on 11+ interviews with only one offer and it was for something I didn’t feel safe doing. I’m not even having the suicidal car crash fantasies but I ache right now. I see a therapist in about a week for an intake appointment and then maybe in a month I’d see a new psychiatrist for a med adjustment, but I know I need to go to the hospital. I just promised my husband that I’d […]

1/6/2015 5 comments

I lost in my war with depression

by gabreialla 1/6/2015

written by gabreialla

I try to get over my depression and I feel better for some days but I go all over again from the beginning . I’m tired of life and I decided to suicide . I know this will be hard for my family and I will miss my sister so much because she is life for me and mom was always a perfect mother for us and my dad and my brother are my love . but sometimes we need to take hard decisions because I can’t stay in this depression

1/6/2015 5 comments

Not suggesting anyone self medicate, but

by lost 12/3/2014

written by lost

…if you’re self-medicating already, don’t miss this great homemade version of Bailey’s Irish Cream (found here):

drink your medicine!

12/3/2014 4 comments

The one of many suicidal notes

by secretz180 11/20/2014

written by secretz180

This will be my last note to everyone. I lay awake waiting for something to happen, waiting for someone to text me, waiting for forgiveness, waiting…. That’s all I’ve done with my life. I’ve been waiting to end all of this. Everyday I wake up, I go to school because it’s easier not to think there. I’m sitting at a table where no one wants me there. I’ve gave up with wanting to fit into a group. When I’m not there no one thinks about me. No one loves me enough to call them theirs. Theirs no place for me here. I started thinking about […]

11/20/2014 4 comments

“God doesn’t make mistakes.”

by Lovebug4142 11/8/2014

written by Lovebug4142

So people tell me that God doesn’t make mistakes, that everyone has a purpose on Earth. Maybe my purpose is just to be here for a while. Maybe I have no purpose at all. I have nothing to offer this world. I have no gifts, no talents. Im failing all my classes, (im a junior in High School). I’m not going to write a great piece of music. I’m not going to paint a master piece, or come up with a cure for cancer. If I was gone the world wouldnt miss me, the world wouldnt have lost a great person.

11/8/2014 2 comments

My Last Goodbye

by capricious 11/6/2014

written by capricious

Dear Reader,

Thank you for taking a moment to read my last thoughts. It is appreciated even in death.

What did I do? I took a huge amount of pills.

Why did I do it? I couldnt stand the physical and emotional pain anymore. The stress of day to day life was too much for this fragile soul.

That being said, I will be in a better place. I know my family will miss me, but they will get over it in time. I’ve tried the “just wait, things will get better” game. It seems only those cut out for life get over these things. I’m just not meant […]

11/6/2014 21 comments

“I still love you, even if I don’t like what you are doing.”

by Lovebug4142 11/6/2014

written by Lovebug4142

Today, was really down, more then usual, so I had taken a pain pill. And I was thinking during the last period of the day that I was going to home and overdose on pain pills. My friend had asked me why I was so quiet, so I told her, and she told me a lot of people would miss me. I told her I didn’t believe her, she told me to go ask my Mentor, Ms. M if she would miss me. So I did. She told me she would be sad and mad. And that she would miss me. She gave me a […]

11/6/2014 2 comments

What’s the point..

by Idk2025 10/31/2014

written by Idk2025

10/31/2014 6 comments

I don’t understand who I’m becoming

by Isabella 10/3/2014

written by Isabella

I posted yesterday.

This morning I woke up and thought “If I’m going to kill myself, today is the day.” And I’m too cowardly to go through with it. I’m giving myself just a few more days to pull out of this mess. I want kids, I want to get married and I want to graduate college. I’m a freshman this year. I have plans and ambitions. But I don’t want to live with this pain. Taking 3 pills for my depression is what I was told to do, and with that, I sleep through my classes.

If I take only 2? I want to die

Someone tell […]

10/3/2014 5 comments

TommyGun

by DayDreamer6 9/21/2014

written by DayDreamer6

Why do you play with my emotions?

You actually asked me how I felt.

You already have someone so why do you want me?

I felt something new with you today that actually gave me hope.

You’re such an asshole.

Why do I miss you so much when we’re apart?

Do you miss me?

9/21/2014 2 comments

I changed my mind

by SeasOfBlue 9/12/2014

written by SeasOfBlue

This morning I woke up with a different mentality. I don’t know why, something just clicked inside my head. I don’t want to die. I still have things to do. People to meet. People to help. People to love. And I don’t want to miss out on that. Not now, anyway.
I’m not guaranteeing that I won’t ever end it, but I just wanted to let you all know that I’m reconsidering for the time being. I don’t want you all to worry.
The people I have met on this site have changed my life forever. They have opened my eyes to the world […]

9/12/2014 6 comments

We Feel Alone

by DayDreamer6 9/11/2014

written by DayDreamer6

All of us have so much in common. It’s both amazing and heartbreaking. Imagine all of us getting together and just chatting. Being face to face with the people who are really there for you.

There must be some alternate universe where all of us are happy, truly happy. No longer faking it, no more suffering, just happiness.

What a childlike dream.

We all may feel alone but we’re alone together. Even if it’s not face to face. The first day I posted on here, I was in a very dark place. More specifically, I was standing on a bridge looking down at the water. Wondering. What would […]

9/11/2014 6 comments

alone

by brober13 9/4/2014

written by brober13

My mom has always hated me i have no dad.no one will miss me for sure.I thino about suicide everyday I think of new ways to do it.please help me. Someone love me

9/4/2014 6 comments

Do I?

by tctc 9/3/2014

written by tctc

Sometimes I wonder, do I really love you?
Or am I just too used to spending time with you? Or that I’m just attracted to that charisma in you?

I don’t know. Everywhere I go, I try to avoid you, but yet, I still want to see you, even if it means catching only a glimpse of you.

I know you’ll still be there for me. But I don’t know if I’ll be there for you.

But I still miss ya.

9/3/2014 2 comments

Love this song… makes me cry every time

by overit20 9/2/2014

written by overit20

I had a good friend commit suicide 5 years ago. I love and miss you Amber. I know you have found peace.

9/2/2014 0 comment

karma

by kateralia 8/28/2014

written by kateralia

Karma

As I sit under this empty tree,
I wonder how life could be so cruel to me.
I give my all to those around,
But karma doesn’t come back and surround.

There are no answers that I can see,
To ease this pain inside of me.
But it will end sooner than you know,
When all I have to do is let go.

I cannot wait for karma to return,
The love for my soul that I most yearn.
All I hope is you learm from this,
To take more care of those you might miss.

D.A
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author- me 2013
I had many more poems, but sadly I lost the only copies when I couldn’t afford my storage shed […]

8/28/2014 2 comments

everyday

by shhyanne 8/20/2014

written by shhyanne

everyday I plan a new escape route. This window, or that rope? This blade, or the bathtub, maybe? It scares the living shit out of me but it’s the only thing I’m 100% certain about. Death is the only thing that I feel is real. Death is the only thing I can relate too. Death is the only thing I see in my future. It’s the one thing I know I can do, it’s the one thing I know I won’t fuck up. People tell me every day that I’m selfish for wanting to end my life. but it’s pretty fucking selfish to force somebody […]

8/20/2014 1 comment

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