This morning I woke up with a different mentality. I don’t know why, something just clicked inside my head. I don’t want to die. I still have things to do. People to meet. People to help. People to love. And I don’t want to miss out on that. Not now, anyway.
I’m not guaranteeing that I won’t ever end it, but I just wanted to let you all know that I’m reconsidering for the time being. I don’t want you all to worry.
The people I have met on this site have changed my life forever. They have opened my eyes to the world around me. They have shown me that, even in our darkest hour, we can still hope. And they have shown me that I am loved and will be missed if I go. So I thank you all for that. I’ve said it many, many times since I made my first post all those days ago, but… thank you all so much.
I don’t really have anything else to say… just thanks. Remember what I have said if you ever feel like ending it, because I’m not doing this for me. I’m doing it for you.
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I just have to say I’m so pleased, when your last post appeared I was so worried that the problems were going to overwhelm you again. You’re right, there’s always some hope and we do care, hope the ocean continues to comfort you, you’re so lucky living there, bye, ni.
Thank you so much nias. I’m glad to see that you’re still holding on okay.
Wishing you a life filled with love and happiness, SeasofBlue. Thanks for sharing the good vibes here on SP.
No problem. Just glad I could help.
I am so happy for you… I would like to say more, but I’ve got a temperature right now and am shaking with a terrible cough. But you made my day. You are very inspiring. Thank you.
Aw, that sucks. Hopefully you feel better. But don’t thank me; I’m just living my life.