depression is like trying to find your way in the dark your lost pumping into things and falling over all the time but hopefully one day we find the light switch
thanks for the support today guys it’s appreciated * hugs * *fist bump *
tomorrow another day for the battle to be continued
Here is a definition I found on the internet:
A mental disorder, also called a mental illness or psychiatric disorder, is mental or behavioral pattern that causes either suffering or a poor ability to function in ordinary life. Many disorders are described.[1] Conditions that are excluded include social norms. Signs and symptoms depend on the specific disorder.[1]
The causes of mental disorders are often unclear. Theories may incorporate findings from a range of fields. Mental disorders are usually defined by a combination of how a person feels,
I tried collecting my thoughts as they come in pairs
An overwhelming feeling followed by emptiness,
As im searching for the signs between intersections in my mind,
I trace back to questions left behind
That led me to a line between certainty and confusion
When I can’t tell the difference between
When I can’t see the difference it seems
What holds me together
What breaks me down
What pulls me under
What keeps me alive
This are the thoughts that keep me up every night
And I can’t help but be consumed by this
My thoughts derail and collide with insecurities,
Like crooked teeth I lose my place, […]
I had a bad dream the other night so horrible that I kept waking up, but I would fall back asleep. The pain from the dream has been lingering lately and truly saddens me. I sit here and tell myself and the rest of the world that I’m over the first guy I loved. It has been almost a year and the urge to have any contact with him has long been gone. I don’t love him anymore it feels like our whole relationship the past 10 years were all part of a dream. Him moving on helped me to move on and I needed […]
I can’t feel anything I’m so numb and depressed I go from okay to this every hour or so my thoughts hit me like bricks and my anxiety keeps it coming
Why cant i go a day without thinking of killing myself? Its like a constant struggle to continue to live in this world. Everything is just so meaningless to me now. Is there even a real point to continue living and moving forward or are we just fooling oursleves when we say “it will get better”.
When i use to try and ask for help to stop these thoughts people only made it worse by telling me there is something wrong with me and i should go to a therapist but all they would do is put me on pills. I dont wanna go on […]
I found my soulmate the love of my life we’re getting married next spring. But my anxiety depression psycosis and other things make me want to gravitate toward the drugs I promised I’d never take I’ve done half of all the ones I know of weed crank coke etc. I’m thinking about going back to cutting at least that’s what I think is best for me you know? My thoughts about my self have gone to the worst point they’ve been on in a while. My Ed has came back taken control of me I just wanna say fuck it but for my love I […]
I feel so empty
No, thats a lie
My thoughts fill me
spilling from my mind
Is everything a lie
Will I ever get the truth
Wasting away my time
Trying to help you
Im the one to blame
I saw it flash before my eyes
Visions of this happening
Before it came in time
Please just take my life!
I need to dissapear!
Im not comfortable in my own skin
I need to get out of here…
Watch as the bloods spills
Razorblades been stained
Take some more pills
Quiet the pain
Four years old; bright, energetic, smart. Completely unaware of his sister’s depression. “She had a fight with Captain Hook.†he says, pointing to her wrist while talking midst his friends.
Nineteen years old; musician, smart, engaged. Fully aware of the side effects of her new medication. “They’re not working, they’re making it worse.†She tells her therapist.
Two weeks later, he runs to her room, excited to tell her about his day at school. But… her door was shut. It was never shut. He opens the door; she’s dangling from a rope, her face contorted. “Sissy, sissy, wake up!†He starts […]
First of all I just want to say this before I start anything :
I’m sorry if I offend anyone at all I don’t mean too I just want to help someway
Ok here’s what I notice about suicide ( this is my opinion so please don’t be mean)
It isn’t your fault but it is..you know? Like ok I’m sounding mean but let me explain myself :
– I mean it isn’t your fault you feel this way and this might not apply to others but for me it makes sense because I felt that way and then I just noticed that people can help […]
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