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I wish to be a part of earths journey where people don’t need to visit sites like sp

by addicted
written by addicted

If this is how humans live on this planet, I don’t want to be part of it.

My conscience says that our life can be way better. Each human that sprouts on this earth is special. And has right to get all things that human race developed till now. But it’s not happening.

The first and foremost one must do ” strive for intelligent human beings on earth”.  or at least let dumb ones know the fact ” He is dumb and don’t deserve to extend his genre”

intelligent: If problems comes, find a best or innovative solution that no one had thought. 

dumb: If problems comes, suicide or a poetic […]

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Life

by creeper tales
written by creeper tales

I’m going crazy.

I’m going insane.

All my thoughts

inside my brain.

i can’t take it.

Make them go away.

I am so confused.

Don’t know what to say.

I really need someone.

Anyone will do.

Someone i can vent with.

Someone I can talk to.

I’m so young.

Why is it I can feel like this?

All these emotions,

putting me into an endless abyss.

So many tears

I often cry.

I don’t know what to do.

I don’t even know why.

I’m garbage.

I’m shit.

i am done.

This is it.

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few months later and I still feel horrible

by kingdomFife
written by kingdomFife

This is my second post on this site and again I am speaking of my girlfriend that broke up with me a few months ago. For a background on the situation please read my previous post to save me explaining it in this one.

So far life has got worse and worse, the last time I was happy was October 19th last year when I took her to a hotel and the rest for her bday which was on the 6th but I was busy working (to get more money to spend on her for her bday). I hadn’t spoke to her since the 12th of […]

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Day by day.

by Feeblefish
written by Feeblefish

This is related to http://suicideproject.org/2014/02/31st-of-may-2014/

I know this place is more of a message board but I want a public record of my efforts. Also this way if I’m doing anything wrong or just plain stupid then somebody can tell me.

Day 1. Wednesday 5th of February.

My initial thoughts were that I needed to spread my wings a little so I booked some time off work and booked a trip to Vietnam. I have a friend that lives there and he says I can stay a few weeks. I’ve never been before and I figured that if These are my final months I need to see some […]

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Professional help?

by lilcat
written by lilcat

I want to ask your opinion about seeking / talking to a professional. I never go to one. My mother asks me to go to a psychologist / psychiatrist. But I am afraid to pour out my deepest heart to a complete stranger. I feel embarrassed. I am also afraid that he/she will declare me as just an attention seeker. (Am I? I don’t know the answer. I don’t think I am but if a professional says so, who am I to counteract) It has happened before. I opened myself to some people in authority, and they ridiculed me and brushed me off as attention […]

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Days like these

by poisontongue
written by poisontongue

How do other people manage?  Going about the mindlessness of life.  I guess they drink themselves silly and distract themselves with other meaningless things.  Squabbles over stupid crap or finding something they can say serves as an interest or something they can tell an interviewer they do in their free time.  Even though all of this essentially serves no purpose, at least they have other people and money and can put aside for a moment the general zombification of being a wage slave, the growing dissatisfaction with Western life.

I can feel the pain building inside me, even though they’ve tried to numb me to it. […]

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Wait, They Don’t Love You Like I Do

by WiltedRose
written by WiltedRose

Damnit. Why do I do this to myself? Why do I let myself hope and think that it’s going to be ok? How do other people handle it? How do they just move on from people, how do they keep breathing and living and laughing? I need serious help, because it’s clear that I’m not getting better. And I don’t know what to do. I’m scared.

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Is it today?

by blacksheep989
written by blacksheep989

I have spent a long time reading through this site. But never posted.

For the last 3 years now is struggled with depression, caused by job stress, relationship etc. Over the last two month I hit a patch where my job and my boss brought me right down. I’d entertained the idea of suicide, but could never go any further than that because of my partner, whom I love very much.

So for two months I’ve fought back, getting back to a healthy state, then on saturday night, after a good day in the sun, drinking and enjoying my time with my partner and friends, I go […]

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It’s always been a battle

by thecris001
written by thecris001

When I was 11, I tried to kill myself.

When I was 13, I tried to kill myself. Four times.

Then when I was 15 my boyfriend told me I’d be better off dead. Of course, guess what I did? I tried to kill myself.

I wrote poetry depicting my mind’s perpetual spiral down into hell. I blamed myself. I said things like Well if you weren’t so darned stupid maybe you’d deserve to live.

But why would I say that? Who am I to judge?

Really that makes me selfish to think that. Everyone on this damned planet suffers every day. Every. Fucking. Day. Why should I get the cheap […]

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Daydreaming

by Pum
written by Pum

What do I like? I love to daydream. Vanish into another world that only I know about. Escape from the struggles of reality and breathe easy knowing that nothing is wrong anymore. Everything is OK. I can picture a paradise, and fall deep into the unexplored realm of imagination. I can be separated form those I need no company from, and become closer with the people I want to love. The test tomorrow would disappear, and in it’s place would be adventure and a different life. A different life. An unattainable postulation, but a desirable one. A daydream can transport you away from stress and […]

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You Broke Your Promise

by LetItGo
written by LetItGo

i need you
but i can’t tell you that
i need you to be here
but you’re busy
but i need you to comfort me
but you’re busy with important things in your life
i need you to be here
like you promised
you promised that you would be there
but you’re not
and now i feel broken
i don’t know
maybe i deserve it
maybe im not that important
i guess im not
i don’t know your side of the story
but i need you
but you aren’t here
you broke your promise
that you’ll be there for me
where are you now?

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by LetItGo
written by LetItGo

i need to post things
but i cant
one of my friends
they check on me
i don’t know how regularly
i don’t know when
but because of that
i can’t post certain things
and its killing me
because im bottling my feelings
maybe its good
to do this
to bottle them up
how should i know
but i need to post things
but i cant
and now what
should i do?

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Doubt.

by purplepain
written by purplepain

I need advice.

I know I need help, I want help, I want to be able to talk to my parents about how I feel, I’m tired of being seen as the happy girl with no problems. That’s why I’m scared to say anything about how I’ve been feeling for so long, will they believe me? Will I disappoint them? I never talk to them about much anymore, I don’t feel I can. How can I tell them something like this?

How can I tell them? I’m dying inside day after day.

Feeling insecure,
PURPLEPAIN

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Sometimes…

by whyme336
written by whyme336

Sometimes I feel as though I bother you with all my personal problems. I feel like I annoy you.. I don’t want to add stress on you because you don’t need it. I just don’t know what to do. It’s either you or the internet. I’d choose you if i knew for sure you could handle it.. I just don’t know what to do…

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I need fresh planet to live

by addicted
written by addicted

hey guys, just do some errands and get off from this planet

planet earth is so screwed, it is no more the right place for people like us

it’s been stinking from billions of years and billions of humans made it more worsen

” Just hold OOON for 80 years, you are free to go”

 

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