I feel so lost right now: one of my few close friends- a girl- made me feel…………..special. We had just gone to see a marvel movie, and we were in the car, just chatting. I had previously mentioned to her passingly in the last week or so that I thought that I was going to being moving away soon, and she had reacted in a semi-sad, but mostly just bummed out way. But I brought the subject up again in the car, because I wanted to get her opinion on the whole thing. She started tearing up and sad that she’d really miss me. I […]
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I wanted to be open with you – I see you guys as friends – and tell you that I’m fucking scared.
I’m a student, 20 y.o, young, unsure of myself, and dealing with etc…….[doesn’t really matter].
As most of you know, February is Final Exams month.
I’m facing one of my biggest challenges I’ve ever had so far.
Even more than facing my father’s abusive behavior, or dealing with my mom’s suicide attempt .
I don’t know what this month will bring, I can either fail hard and go down as a man, or succeed.
Either way, I’m choosing to study the best I […]
Now I’m staring at the moon wondering why the bottom fell out , I’ve been searching for answers and there’s questions I’ve found. I’m feeling sad and alone.. again. And i’m losing control, i’m not ready to drown. I feel like I’m just too fucking bruise to keep fighting. I wrote this letter to my family saying ”I’m calm and feeling warm”.
And this bad feeling is coming for me, my eyes have been closed to the world. I can’t do it again. I need to be strong but I just I can’t.. I’m crying all alone in this empty room..again FUCK I hate this, fucking tired […]
Hello, I’m Herowanted and thank you for applying for the position of hero. I am here this morning after a pathetically desperate attempt to seek help (after all, who answers their phone at two a.m.?!) and look for those capable of saving me. I’ll start with myself and then move on to a few questions. My story is, oh, so typical so I shall keep it short and sour:
My broken-home birth left my words solemn from the first sentence. The alcoholism, verbal abuse and, sometimes, accidental physical harm that came upon me lasted until my mid-teens and, by then, I’d learn to cut, drink, fuck […]
Hi, I’m new to this and honestly I just need people to talk to and that actually get it. I’ve been through so much recently and I don’t know if I can take it anymore. My parents, boyfriend, and friends see me struggling and it doesn’t seem like they care. They are always “too busy” for me. I’ve tried committing suicide ever since I was, 13. It’s been different every time I’ve tried. Before my mother found me bleeding in the shower, and etc. I was raped recently too, and the cops STOPPED THE INVESTIGATION. I gave them so much too, and now… I’m so […]