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I’m here

by ABurialAtOrnans 6/21/2014

written by ABurialAtOrnans

Hey guys,

So this is for for any of you who are feeling as if they can’t cope anymore or if you’re feeling alone and you want to make new friends, I’m the guy to see. c: Plus, it’d be a much better email to read than one from FasterLouder, Facebook, Twitch, Twitter, Jay Jays, or Quicksilver. -.-

So the address is: dconnolly96@hotmail.com (What, were you expecting boobielover_69?) You can talk to me about what you’re dealing with and how you’re coping with it, advice on things, just if you need someone to talk to, really.

Can’t wait to hear from y’all. n.n

6/21/2014 2 comments

What do I do?

by lmaz9 6/20/2014

written by lmaz9

This is the first time I have wrote on one of these so not sure what to expect. I’m looking for maybe an answer or someone to agree with me, anything really.
So I’ve been with my fiancé for ten years and we have three amazing children together, we have had so much bad luck together and lots of ups and downs. I have made a fair few decisions that have not helped us in our relationship two just recently, I got a number off a girl and arranged to meet but didn’t because I realised it was wrong, I know that’s not the […]

6/20/2014 2 comments

Daily Dearest Diary (Day 1)

by Flora 6/18/2014

written by Flora

I am looking for a way to commit suicide easily but i didn’t find a way. there is always hard to find a easy way even for dying. Life never give us easy choices, Life is giving me hard choices live with regrets as a looser or die. are these only options or there is another option but i can’t see it because there is so much darkness around me. maybe there is some other way , trying to find new hope trying to push my self for keep fighting not to loose hope. every day i wake up for finding new hope and every […]

6/18/2014 1 comment

Identity of a person over time

by ClairDeLune 6/17/2014

written by ClairDeLune

I think this is one of the most important unanswered philosophical questions at this time. Are you right now and you in a minute from now identical, apart from whatever experiences you may have made in this minute? (A) Is there something which identifies you as a distinct human being which is preserved over time?

You could for example imagine a duplication machine which copies every particle and all of it’s properties of an object and creates a new object with these particles which will be identical to the first object. (Let’s just assume this were scientifically possible (B) – which we don’t know of course […]

6/17/2014 13 comments

group of monkeys got bored of free life and started a race just for fun Â

by addicted 6/14/2014

written by addicted

lot of other monkeys got attracted to it, and they also started to jump into the race

new monkeys are born to racing monkeys and they also started following parents

after some time, first group of monkeys died, remaining monkeys keep running in the race

after a long time a new monkey started asking why should a monkey’s Â life wasted in the race like this?

no one has the answer.

Same way as humans donâ€™t have answer for why theyÂ live

6/14/2014 0 comment

Spilling my beans

by sica 6/14/2014

written by sica

I’m starting to see why people do certain things, I may not fully understand it but I think when we are in a place where we feel pent up by our circumstances, a change is wanted…needed. Right now I’m low on oxygen and I’m hanging by an idea. Will a moment come when we find something that gives us fresh air, makes everything seem lighter, brighter more promising, even scary. Looking back to a sad place its easy to ignore it, and maybe move toward what you want to do. In ways I wish I could see an option like that for me but now […]

6/14/2014 1 comment

Anxiously Living through Life

by escapist 6/11/2014

written by escapist

I am laying in bed crippledÂ by fear. There is nothing that can stop my brain from reminding me that I have something new coming up, something new to be afraid of. Why do I always feel like this? Scared, anxious… Hopeless.

Thoughts of “what ifs” and “what will happen” haunt my everyday movements. I can’t get out of bed, I won’t. It is just to hard. I am safe here, happy if I don’t let myself think.

Every little thing is hard.. If I shower, go to the shop, go for a stroll into town, will I get a panic attack? What if I do and I […]

6/11/2014 1 comment

An honorable fight

by LovingLife 6/11/2014

written by LovingLife

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42MAk4_DBFc&index=44&list=PL_lfsNREdSwx5eGkEOsFse8sWdjwSUi-K

As the shadows assume
shapes
I fight the slow
retreat now

my once – very promise
dwindling
alas, it is dwindling

now
lighting new cigarettes
pouring more
drinks

it has been a beautiful
fight

and still
is.

Sorry for the double post; something got mixed up.

6/11/2014 0 comment

Missing My Love Again

by Sam 6/9/2014

written by Sam

So here I am again, missing you. I can’t believe it’s almost been a year. I still haven’t gone through all our stuff, it hurts. You would have loved the place where I’m at now, its a little house on a 100 acre farm with a creek for fishin and train tracks and a whole lot of birds! Life is still hard, really hard, especially on my own. I’m looking for a second job so I can keep it, mama is losing her house so there is nowhere else for me to go now. I needed you baby, even […]

6/9/2014 0 comment

escape hell

by Bisban 6/7/2014

written by Bisban

the last strain is called comatose.
I do not want to get too close to the radiation.
a falling astral sound of the heart.
I only pray to one.

Icarus. Can you ever be born again.
I am the only that dies in this world.
I won’t walk again into the shop.
God. Is not just a word.

God, is the Almighty. Turning the word into capital.
The new age. I befall, stricken. Damnation secretly lives.
In front of our eyes. Inside our hearts.
But I just want to breathe. A trio, and all that I can’t do.

My salvation. Under the ocean. Descending.
A magician, there is […]

6/7/2014 0 comment

the pleasure of oh*

by Bisban 6/6/2014

written by Bisban

Oh, the sound of the magical lord.

Smile. Take me, will I ever go dance.

Funky. Oh, brother. Sister. Oh, sister.

This entire net of space would of been my bus.

Here, where I will create a new order. A flower.

But my half decapitated truth and deformed ego.

Inflamed, hexed. The world is indeed a cold place.

One versus the world, I always hear the sound of the chain.

Damn…

What can ever be the way, for me.

Oh, for the bounty.

Vowed, I swear it.

Take me to the land.

Take me to the land, oh.

6/6/2014 0 comment

Alone

by weareinfinite_13 6/6/2014

written by weareinfinite_13

I used to be popular. Grades and everything was perfect. But the girls I considered my friends weren’t friends at all. They bullied me and I let it go on for quite some time. Ripping my journals, calling me names, making fun of the way I dress, spreading rumor, making me cry, and laughing at my failures. That’s when I ended my friendship with them. It just became worse. I started talking to new people, making new friends and they started making and spreading rumors to them about me in an attempt to stop then from talking to me. I became friends with a couple […]

6/6/2014 2 comments

I’m… Stupid..

by Bloodi 6/5/2014

written by Bloodi

I’m stupid to think he would ACTUALLY want me….. WHY? Why does this always happen to me? I can’t even fucking CRY! He won’t talk to me, and he is with a new one. I warned her this time, because that f*cking b*tch is not worth her time. Not worth anyone’s time. He deserves to be alone. Sorry, but you don’t do this kinda crap to ANYONE. And I’m so tired of being used like this! I’m good until you get what you want and then you move on until you’re tired of them. Then where are you? Back to me because they won’t give […]

6/5/2014 3 comments

What am I doing, what are we doing?

by alina_01 6/5/2014

written by alina_01

I don’t know whats going on and I can’t really feel, its like I don’t have any real emotions. The few times I do feel sad I cry because I look at my life and feel like I should be crying. But I only end up crying a few tears and then I feel nothing again. I don’t love, I just remember thinking that I did at some point in my life. My ex and I just fell apart literally we just stopped talking and just pushed each other and I cried but there was never a real ending a real break up. We just […]

6/5/2014 4 comments

There Once Lived A Man (Prod. by Christopher Trosclair)

by bullfrog 6/4/2014

written by bullfrog

So I started talking with a member of this community (well, a member of the unofficial side to this community, at the very least [shakinbakin]) and we were sharing tracks from our own soundcloud streams. Ended up getting the idea that we could combine his musical abilities with my spoken word poetry.

Whilst we were working on a new piece together, he started to mess around with one of the old pieces that I’ve posted here before, “There Once Lived A Man” so thought I’d share it here again, this time with the new arrangement.

Like always, the poem is posted below to help those that have […]

6/4/2014 9 comments

Where is my life going?

by WhereIsTheSilverLining 6/4/2014

written by WhereIsTheSilverLining

All I ever wanted to do is be happy. How can I expect anyone to love me if I can’t even love myself.

My life isn’t as bad as some, but that doesn’t mean I am any less dead inside. I have thought about dying since Â I was in grade 6. That was before I even knew what the words depression Â and suicide meant. I learnt about cutting in grade 8, told myself I would never do it, I thought as soon as I did it would be over. In grade 10 my best friend told me she did it, that’s when I realized cutting didn’t […]

6/4/2014 4 comments

I need this all to end

by nozmoking 6/1/2014

written by nozmoking

I posted last week about repeatedly falling out of bed a few days earlier and ending up in the E.R. with respiratory failure from some type ofÂ Pneumonia. Fucked as my luck runs a few days later I was released to home care and cleared to go back to work.Â Of course I am far weaker than before the incident and my usual level of physical pain is now at least twice as intense as it was before.

I could barely do my job as it was. It takes me nearly two hours to get out of bed and dress for work – God only knows […]

6/1/2014 4 comments

Anyone?

by rainbow123 5/31/2014

written by rainbow123

Anyone here from England, Ireland, Scotland or Wales will to talk on facebook or anything? Wanna meet new people.. im a 17 year old female, so preferably someone round my age.

5/31/2014 3 comments

Dunno….

by Jamie-S11 5/29/2014

written by Jamie-S11

Hi guys, I haven’t written anything on here for a long time, mainly because there was some idiot ruining it but hopefully he’s gone now.

Does anybody else on here have the fear of being happy? Â Like when something good happens, all I can think is “Where is this gonna go wrong? Â Something bad is going to happen” all the time! Â Nothing good can just happen without something going wrong. Â Recently I’ve had a lot to be happy about. Â Things like passing my college course, getting a new dog,Â my football is going extremely well and it looks like I have a girl in my life for […]

5/29/2014 4 comments

Fish out of water

by Stain 5/26/2014

written by Stain

Pain, fear, hardship and all those crappy things are the greatest motivators known to any living organism. If you think back to the first prehistoric mass of slime that crawled out of the ocean onto dry land to evolve into what you see when you look into a mirror, you can bet the slime’s motivation wasn’t any lofty idealism or optimistic dreams of the future but rather, its motivation was because it was hunted or starving to death and had to go somewhere new.

That’s all fine & dandy. But even the prehistoric slime must’ve eventually reached some comfort zone, or at least some stage of […]

5/26/2014 1 comment

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