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by Sam 6/9/2014

written by Sam

June Carter Cash and Johnny Cash sang Farside Banks of Jordan (copywright blah,blah blah) but it makes me think of you Jeff…

I believe my steps are growin’ wearier each day
Still I’ve got another journey on my mind
The lures of this old world have ceased to make me wanna stay
My one regret is leavin’ you behind

But if it proves to be His will that I am first to cross
And somehow I’ve a feelin’ it will be
When it comes your time to travel likewise, don’t feel lost
For I will be the first thing that you’ll […]

6/9/2014 1 comment

I’m new on here…

by esme123 6/9/2014

written by esme123

I’m completely new to this site and I’m not really sure what kinds of things people post but here goes.

I am 23 years old and people think I’m a happy and normal person but I’ve been suffering from bipolar disorder for 5 years. The depression I experience in cycles is becoming too much and I can’t hide it anymore. When I’m like this I am such a drain on my family and I just don’t see an end to it. This is why I want to end it all.

There is one thing stopping me. Despite being completely non religious, I keep having this horrible anxiety […]

6/9/2014 10 comments

Did I get Your Attention?

by Please_SomeoneHelpMe 6/9/2014

written by Please_SomeoneHelpMe

First of all… I’m not going to censor this. YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND. I NEED SOMEONE. Listen. Please, just hear me out! I can’t take being ignored anymore! So please, please just see what I have to say! Your the lucky one…all of you who are not me…all of you who you don’t have to ask for your own mother’s affection. Those of you whose own sister isn’t always planning to bring you down. Those of you who’s father actually spends time and gives a fuckÂ about you. Why can’t I be you..? You don’t have to pretend to be someone you’re not over social media […]

6/9/2014 21 comments

How Depression Has Changed Me for the Better…A Message of Hope

by kreg77 6/9/2014

written by kreg77

Remarkably, two years from its onset, I’m still alive; still fighting. By some odd twist of fate, I’m still here…still on this beautiful earth that once was forgotten in my mind. I’m still here to speak of the taboo disease that is depression…this stigma that is an incomprehensible sadness. The sole disease that many encounter, yet the sole disease that no one wants to admit to. The sole disease that is so easily swept under the rug. The sole disease that is too disgusting to talk about, so it’s kept to a whisper. The sole disease that is too embarrassing to ask for help, so […]

6/9/2014 13 comments

Let’s talk together, Let’s discuss everything together.

by AbhishekShah 6/9/2014

written by AbhishekShah

Let’s talk together on Skype or Google hangouts. I need some friends to talk to. I’m 25 years old lonely…. I need some friends…. post your IDs below, I’ll add you guys, don’t forget to put your asl as well…

6/9/2014 5 comments

Am i doing the right thing

by meetjoeblack 6/8/2014

written by meetjoeblack

I am just after some validation

Basically I cheated on my 20 week pregnant wife with our second child. I am an asshole. Now she is alone, with a 22 month old, no job, no income…. It’s aweful. I want to give her everything. Im not angry at her. She is at me. She doesnt want me to ever see the kids again and that im not a fit parent. And you know what, she is right! I am an aweful person. Im not a fit father or husband. She says she’ll make it hell for me to see the kids… and she will and I […]

6/8/2014 16 comments

Counting Down the Days

by Counting Down the Years 6/7/2014

written by Counting Down the Years

62 more days to go. I met my then-future husband inÂ the state where I grew up and was practicing law. His work took himÂ to another state and I accompanied him after we got married.Â I’ve been a stay at home mom all this time — 13 years.Â He makes a good living but he’s a compulsive debtor. IÂ kept us afloat with my inheritance — overÂ $100,000.Â We’re in the middle of a divorce and it looks likeÂ our house will have to be sold because I cannot get a mortgage in my own name due to my not having a two-year work history. Â I love my house and our daughter […]

6/7/2014 2 comments

Hell here I come

by LovingLife 6/7/2014

written by LovingLife

Music from the game Diablo, very “hellish” and creepy as it can get, I bet if there were music in the underworld it would sound like this.

Some thoughts:

I can see what you see not
vision milky then eyes rot
when you turn they will be gone
whispering their hidden song
then you see what cannot be
shadows move where light should be
out of darkness, out of mind
cast down into the halls of blind

and another:

So this is hell. I’d never have believed it.
You remember all we were told about the torture-chambers,
the fire and brimstone, the “burning marl.” Old wives’ tales!
There’s […]

6/7/2014 0 comment

The cruel tutelage of Pai Mei

by Phil McLoven 6/7/2014

written by Phil McLoven

Â I watched both of the Kill Bill movies today (for the 14th time). Pai Mei is my favorite character from the series. I wonder if I could train under someone like him. How does one even go about finding an authentic Pai Mei? Would I need to infiltrate an international assassin networkÂ first?

This actor is named Gordon Liu. He was also the leader of the Crazy 88’s – (theÂ pack of swordsmen who try to kill Beatrix KiddoÂ at O-ren Ishii’s compound).Â Mr. LiuÂ suffered a stroke in 2011 which left him partially paralyzed on his right side, and he’s got […]

6/7/2014 10 comments

hi

by everythinghurts 6/5/2014

written by everythinghurts

I hate myself, I hate people, everything hurts. I don’t understand happy people. Even if someone is not a psycho, most people are assholes. Everything depresses me, the pills don’t work, the exercise doesn’t work, therapy doesn’t work. A 15 year old boy was raped in the bathroom of my local mall. You’d think a kid that age is safe to go alone to the bathroom. I read that two 12 year old girls stabbed another 12 year old girl 19 times. A man tried to sell his baby for $50. What the fuck is this shit hole? How can anyone be happy? Is everyone […]

6/5/2014 5 comments

Perpetual fear

by nozmoking 6/3/2014

written by nozmoking

Remember when you were a kid and you did something you knew was going to earn you a trip to the woodshed? A lot of us kids when I was growing up had a place the old man would drag us to give us the “board” that was far enough out of the way that the whacks and screams wouldn’t make it back to your mother’s ears. That way the old man wouldn’t have to deal with her bitching about being to hard on you or risk getting the “It so upsets me when you do that” speech from her. It’s that feeling of impending […]

6/3/2014 2 comments

Shut away

by soulsurvivr 6/1/2014

written by soulsurvivr

Right now, I am scrolled away in my spare bedroom upstairs. Â It can getÂ claustrophobic up here as it is a converted attic with only a small skylight for a window. Â I have been up here for two days avoiding my boyfriend…. avoiding the world, really.

I am a 50 year old female with too much loss in my life and have reached a point where I just don’t want to go on. Â I am sure I don’t have the worst story out there, but for me, its been far too taxing.

In 2003, I buried my only daughter (9 years old) from a tragic car accident. Â She […]

6/1/2014 2 comments

Chilling slowly out from life

by LovingLife 6/1/2014

written by LovingLife

Here’s a great chillout piece for everyone. Enjoy, have a drink and relax. 🙂

Check out the video text:

With every sunrise, another day of our lives, begins

With every sunset, another day, is lost

Life is short, so every once in while

Break the rules; Forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably and never regret anything that made you smile

Growing old is compulsory, but growing up isn’t

Life might not be the party we hoped for, but while we’re here

Let’s dance.

6/1/2014 0 comment

Anyone?

by rainbow123 5/31/2014

written by rainbow123

Anyone here from England, Ireland, Scotland or Wales will to talk on facebook or anything? Wanna meet new people.. im a 17 year old female, so preferably someone round my age.

5/31/2014 3 comments

Perfectlybroken504

by broken_soul504 5/31/2014

written by broken_soul504

My kik is prefectlybroken504. I need someone to talk to before I walk out my house and go to the nearest bridge and jump. I’m lost and broken and need help picking up the pieces. I don’t want to live but i do. I think my thoughts are getting the best of me. And I don’t know what to do. I’m 22 years old. I’ll be 23 in a few months if I live that long.

5/31/2014 8 comments

Daddy, No..

by jaysillia 5/31/2014

written by jaysillia

Im kinda hesitant in posting this… I was raped by my father when I was 7 years old. I still remember the blood that was everywhere after he finished his thrill… What kinda person does that to his little girl, over and over again? I am now 25 years old. and I cant seem to get over this… I literally feel like screaming all the time. I am trapped inside an adult body. All I can ever think about is suicide. I dont want to live with the memories of something so horrible.

My dad was a crackhead. He’d allow his drunk/ high GROWN men to […]

5/31/2014 4 comments

naloldaroll. Tomorrow, I’m going to the vitamin shop.

by Bisban 5/30/2014

written by Bisban

The neon stars, and planet.
We are so small, yet, the master work of this epic universe.
When we are content, we are happy to die.
What about those that …
I only know of me of my kind. My cerebro morlock race.
Don’t forsaken nobody, the sound of the ukulele.

Acidic. Acidic. I am the dark Molorck.
In my robe darkness, a bolero dying entity.
The skeleton and the dying tree. My chain.
In the world of cain. Holistic to the death.
What the fuck are you doing. Man.
In this reality, you can’t go back in time.

One more time, to infinity to the end.

5/30/2014 1 comment

The Aftermath of Suicide

by charlotted96 5/30/2014

written by charlotted96

My father committed suicide when I was 5 years old leaving me, my 9 year old sister and mum devastated. I believe that he thought we would be better off without him and he was doing us a favour. I’m 17 years old now and I still break down and cry for the father I never had. Suicide is selfish, if a person has children on this Earth it is their responsibility to protect, guide and support them. Not having a father has affected me in countless way. My father wasn’t there to teach me how to ride a bike, to pick me up when […]

5/30/2014 7 comments

I’m new here

by mca2014 5/30/2014

written by mca2014

I never knew about this website, but I’m glad that I came across it. The thoughts in my head have been getting worse and worse, but I keep trying to push through. Sometimes, it’s just easier to think “what would it be like if I were dead?” It all stared when I was just 11 years old. Here I am, 21 years old, and still fighting. When I was 11, life literally SUCKED. I attended a private school, and it’s true, the kids who go to school there are complete and total BITCHES. Just in 6th grade, I was bullied non stop. I was told […]

5/30/2014 1 comment

End ov Days!

by fucked for life 5/29/2014

written by fucked for life

This is it for me split from my missus after 18 years now living in a crummy bedsit on my own. I have no family and im 38 years old with nothing to look forward to. The thought of this being the rest ov my life!! Now found out my ex has cancer but wants nothing from me & wont even talk to me so i dont no whats going on. And iv never been so scared in my life. So theres only one solution for me and iv accepted it.

So i either:

1. Drink bottle whiskey and drop from my 7th floor balcony.

2. Drink bottle […]

5/29/2014 13 comments

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