now that you are near the end!
I dont know maybe life does get easyer, but right now its getting harder for me to live.. im not the best but I at least try to be there for everyone… people expect alot from me but HELLO im only a 15 year old girl… im just one person they cant expect me to do everything at once..ONE DAY I WILL CHANGE WHATS IN FRONT OF ME…
Im done living this life I cant done it anymore im hurting to much no one cares. Maybe it would be a good thing that I leave this world. NO ONE CARES ANYMORE, SO IM DONE!!
There are those times in all of our lives, where we feel like we haven’t seen her in such a long time.
There are some times, you haven’t seen her in such a long time, you don’t even remember what she looks like.
It is usually around that time, she decides to come over for a surprise visit, she’s a funny one, that aunt D.
She can come to you while you were having a great day, then you lie in bed and her ugly face shows up again.
Or sometimes, just when you feel like you cannot bear her company anymore, she gets up and leaves.
But in the […]
One day I know I will die because of suicide. It may not be today, or next year, or ten years from now, but I am certain that my life will end one day because I end it myself.
They were siting on my friend audry and me and im the one in the black jacked with stripes shes the one crying xD
I went out of my house for a change, to hang out with some of my old friends. I rarely do this now since i tend to lock myself in my room, when im not inclined to go to school.
I hung out with 15 of my friends and we watched “end of the world movies” since that was the theme of the party. I was cuddling with my gay friend […]
He called my name
I walked away
Now im wishing i would have stayed
We walk around
Both looking at the ground
Scared to catch the other staring
But we both move on with out a sound
Remember the first night we kissed
I hope im not the only one who misses it..
I’m stupid for still loving you
My hopes are childish like i am
1 year younger, worlds apart
Here i sit with a broken heart
You said you wanted to ask me somthing..
Now im wondering what
But i lost my chance to hear it
By my own stubborness
Forgive me
For loving you
More then you could ever love […]
This is me and my x boyfriend. I met him at a party he was the first guy i was truely happy with. I love him so much i was willing to give up everything.. even my virginity. but we never made it that far. When he got a job he started to like another girl. Weeks past and i noticed he was distancing himself from me, one day i asked him ” what time do you get off tonight” and he snapped saying “why do […]
One year has passed since I saw you last.
The memories I have amassed are fading fast.
You could neve be at peace with the haunts of your past.
You left my heart broken, it still wants a cast.
I now sit alone in this summer field of grass.
Thinking of the winds that carry your ash.
I now stand alone on this winter hill of snow.
Torn because you couldn’t say, and I can never know.
One more year has passed since I saw you last.
All I can remember is the sound of your laugh.
Its never enough, it will forever only equal […]
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