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Panic Attack

Part 2

by christina-- 2/22/2012

written by christina--

I just feel I’m not worthy of living.

People who live should want to live. They should be happy and should want to accomplish things.

Ive posted about my lists before, that was not really a success. (understatement)

Since Im very chaotic, sigh, I lost my original lists. Which lead to a panic attack caus I cant stand losing things. So I made new ones. And it bothers me really much that I dont know what exactly was on the original lists.. but anyway I’ll just add the things I forgot now later.

I thought I could maybe share the lists this time.

Reasons to die:

I am selfish;
I am ugly. […]

2/22/2012 5 comments

Breaking Point… Nowhere To Run

by BehindTheseSmiles 2/13/2012

written by BehindTheseSmiles

Iâ€™m S. I suffer with bipolar disorder. I was bullied all through school and had trouble making friends. I was raped when I was six then again at 12 after which I attempted suicide. I grew up with a perfect family. I have always been extremely close to my mam, dad and sisters. Last year I found out my dad is not my biological father when someone emailed me saying that Iâ€™m there sister. I now have 7 new brothers and sisters and a biological father who is currently in rehab. My family hasnâ€™t changed but I havenâ€™t coped with it Iâ€™ve just pushed it […]

2/13/2012 4 comments

I have always known…

by FadingAgain89 2/9/2012

written by FadingAgain89

Even as a child I knew how my life would end, I used to think it would be before my 21st birthday. My 23rd birthday is next month, I cant count how many failed attempts I have had. I do know that I am better educated now, I know what will and wont work, how much I should take and when to take it. I have a generalized date set, it wont be until after my birthday, it would be selfish to do it sooner. I have chosen to overdose, I have the medications I need. The money for a hotel room. I am calm […]

2/9/2012 6 comments

the depression is taking me again

by JBCubbs 1/20/2012

written by JBCubbs

i hate my anxiety. i hate my mental illness. i can’t work because of it. working terrifies me. every time I’ve went to a job interview I’ve had a panic attack or have had to take an Ativan and have been to drugged to be lucid enough to be interviewed. the older i get and the less work experience i acquire the worse it will get. eventually I’ll be 30 applying for a job. and an employer will see my application and ask why a 30 year old has never worked before. and I’ll have to say its because I’m mentally ill. there’s a lot […]

1/20/2012 4 comments

Second time

by hjm5 9/1/2009

written by hjm5

so. this is my second time posting something here.

i had a panic attack last night. and drove 30 minutes away to my family’s cottage where i then spent the night. the whole way there i was driving at at least 85 mph. there were a few times where i actually almost went off the road. and i dont think i cared very much.

my best friend was supposed to come visit me at college tomorrow. but we got into an argument because i said some stupid things. and now he isnt coming. and i’m extremely upset by this.

we got into an argument about a month ago. […]

9/1/2009 8 comments

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