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Perfectionist

Is killing yourself really difficult?

by shadowclone0 6/27/2013

written by shadowclone0

I’ve read lots of posts here over the last two years..

It seems like there are a lot of failed attempts..

so, without any ill intentions on my part..

Do random things just go wrong or something?

I’ve always been too scared to try because I know myself..

I’m a VERY huge perfectionist..Â not toward others, just things I do..

So I know very well that I will not fail if I try..

That’s why I’ve never tried because I still have a small small hope..

and as long as I still have that tiny hope(even if that same tiny hope

feels so hollow or totally gone some days), I won’t try it yet..

So […]

6/27/2013 6 comments

Last night, I decided it was finally going to be over

by NewBlueWorld 9/21/2012

written by NewBlueWorld

Hello guys, (edit: why is my post all written in green? its hard to read :S highlighting the text with your mouse helps)

I’ve been thinking about suicide pretty much my entire life. This is going to be quite straight up but bear with me. First, let’s talk a bit about myself so you now a little bit more about who’s writing this.

I am now 23 years old, on my last year of university here in Quebec, Canada. I’ve been studying marketing since I’ve always been really good at selling and customer service. My real passions, however, are sports, videogames and marijuana. Yes, marijuana. I won’t […]

9/21/2012 8 comments

I’m at a loss of words.

by Selfish916 5/2/2012

written by Selfish916

I have this friend, he’s awesome. And sometimes I actually let him in, emotionally. I don’t do that to anybody. I hide my feelings fairly well unless instigated. He’s getting fed up with my lack of concern towards myself. I wish I could just be like, “I’m really just venting, let me freak out. It’s fine, I’m not going to cut up.”. But alas here I am, getting all guilted up because I can’t change who I am. I’m completely worthless. Don’t try to tell me I’m not, I know the truth. I can’t literally remember a moment that didn’t end in guilt or shame. […]

5/2/2012 6 comments