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Plea

Words are hard.

by Faithless 3/31/2013

written by Faithless

Bitter, broken dearest
Can only sullenly repeat
How hurt she is, the pain she feels
Like babe suckling at teat

Slashes at her wrists
Like a toddler with a knife
Yet expects you to acknowledge
The hell that is her life

Tis the ones just like her
That leave me only silence
The ones that are those proud to wear
Their suicidal violence

Yes your pain is justified
And your wounds are real, I’m sure
But witnessing your selfish acts
Makes me want no more.

They drove me to ignore
The hands, the words, the plea
Bitter, broken darling
I blame you for losing me

3/31/2013 0 comment

Something undeniable, getting weaker each day.

by Kain 7/13/2012

written by Kain

When i first decided to stop drinking and eating entirely I made the decision to die, at the time that I began my painful journey I had already felt no need to eat anything at all, the thought of a big juicy hamburger nauseated me. With many of those seeking a chance to escape, I plea with you to decide between Irrational Suicide and Compassionate death, I know that it may sound ridiculous to for whatever reason to willingly kill yourself, period.Â Many people who take this path are those who are already dying and have wanted to shorten their suffering, this is the difference […]

7/13/2012 1 comment

Just so tired now..

by Optout 7/1/2012

written by Optout

I’m tired. That’s all, just tired – of everything. I’ve carried a diagnosis of depression for a long time, but I’ve always managed to keep going in spite of it. Not anymore. I’m just too tired.Â I don’t think many people understand what it means to be tired like this -Â it isn’t the ‘I need to take a nap or get a good night’s sleep’ kind of tired – no, this is a bone-deep, soul-weary, insidious form of torment, an uncertain affliction of indeterminate etiology and obfuscate symptomatology;Â a weariness that persists and will not abate.

I want it over. I don’t want ‘help’, I’ve […]

7/1/2012 2 comments

I lack the ability to be persistent,so it’s the end of the line.

by jackraiden 5/14/2012

written by jackraiden

Up till now, i have always tried to change my life.

I have tried to be consistent, in everything but failed..in everything.

Everything i try from losing weight to even brushing my teeth ends up not being done, and im sick of it, im sick of it all, life is a god damn chore that i don’t want to join, its sucks,i have no one else that understands me, no one, all i have are idiots around me, my family and friends will never understand me and how painful it is thinking this way, getting up to wash your face feels like climbing a mountain.

I will never […]

5/14/2012 4 comments

I want to end it

by ijustneedhelp 4/6/2012

written by ijustneedhelp

I’m so tired of life. My dad is abusive he treats me like shit. No one is there for me not even my family…they think.its wrong for me to also be bisexual. I lost everything no friends.. they taunt me saying its wrong and its sinning I cry every night. Is it wrong? Shouldnt it just be people loving another regardless of gender. I failed a grade my parents call me stupid. I have no friends or anyone to turn to. I’ve been beaten and yelled at. I want to end life now. No one ever cared… I just need help. My plea is stupid. […]

4/6/2012 3 comments

Poems…

by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax 4/4/2012

written by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax

oh my, look at this. Ain’t this some fucked up shit?Â So now i sit here in the wreckage of what you have done, you added more scars to your only son.

Why cant you control yourself? Why do you always make my life Hell? I try to sit and picture death, to me it just sounds like the best.

I want to live, just not in this sequence. You mom, have always been my greatest weakness. I can’t sleep so I toss and turn. Imagining how great it would be, just to see it all burn.

My heart is beating, but im hardly alive. Life is a […]

4/4/2012 0 comment

nobody’s said anything..

by isabelle 4/4/2012

written by isabelle

ive taken to cutting myself so thats good. ive been doing it for almost 4 weeks exactly, my once spotless arm is quite impressively scarred now. no ones said anything though i mean seriously one of your best friends comes into school with giant scratches up and down her arm and you dont say anything? what is wrong with these people. and in my uniform my arms are never covered and i see all the random people in my class looking at my cuts and just being like ‘are those really..? but shes such a happy innocent person’. only one person out of at least […]

4/4/2012 3 comments

Lies deceit,

by Synonymous 3/28/2012

written by Synonymous

I wear upon myself a suite
A cloak, disguise to hide the truth
where fragile broken pieces lay
Of which I find myself today
I lay inside a maze of lies
in which I’ve told to keep disguised
the truth that hides behind the man
is not who they all think I am
the maze I’ve built in self defence
has now become a life sentence
its filled with demons kept inside
of all the things that I despise
there is no way to hear my plea
in which I wish to be set free
instead I get, eternity
With the troubles that I hide

My […]

3/28/2012 2 comments

My recent thoughts.

by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax 2/8/2012

written by [SyKo]Nuclearanthrax

People are getting confused, they know something is up, but the don’t have the slightest clue of what. I have not written in a while, and I miss it. I can’t express myself, and no one will know what is going on, there is just a whole bunch of missing pages in this story; if I can even call it that anymore. I have been sad, sadder than ever. I canâ€™t stop asking myself, â€œWhen will things be better?â€.I canâ€™t explain what is going on in my life for, there is nothing. Just the Same Shit, Different Day. Time is just being wasted more and […]

2/8/2012 2 comments

Need help

by triedtosurvive 1/15/2012

written by triedtosurvive

I am 60. I survived being hit by a bus on a freeway; broadsided by a construction truc, run over by a car and then falsely accused of numerous felonies for which were dismissed, but ruined my reputation, I lost my license to work as a counselor and live with a plea for “attempting” to do something which now I see makes no sense. Â I was suffering from Graves disease, down to 88 pounds and alone.

Anyway, after investigation, it was found that this horrendous accusations were made by jealous women who needed money to break the joint tenancy on my home after my late tenant […]

1/15/2012 0 comment

My plea out there on the Universe

by ehlpfulfrnd 5/15/2009

written by ehlpfulfrnd

Please, Universe help me find a place that is appropriate for my healing.Â Please, i know this place exist.Â And i just need to find it.Â I can have peace of mind, heart, spirit, body.Â I can heal.Â I just have to get away from hostility.Â I know this is possible.Â

Almost all my energy has been spent.Â I traveled thousands of miles two days ago, thinking that i would find a place that wasnt hostile towards me.Â I hope that my plan worksÂ This has to work.Â If this doesnt work, i dont i am going to run out of options.Â I need to find […]

5/15/2009 0 comment