you know i feel depressed i feel like i really shouldn’t be here anymore i feel like i don’t belong here on earth or anywhere. I know this sounds lame or dumb or you’ve heard it before i know and i’m sorry but god damn sometimes you have to understand we’re human to you know. I’ve just been down more then usual. I don’t feel like myself anymore for some reason. I feel like i’ve just lost all hope and its just bringing me and others down. Should i just end it or should i wait and see if it gets better like people say […]
I really want to end to end my life right now. I have no friends at school , my parents don’t even like me and now I can’t atop cutting.. ..please help me ????
Dear Mom,
No, I am not yet trying to commit suicide. Just not yet. Not here. Not in this winter. If I do it, I’ll do it right. I’ll do it at home. Our home. Our real home. Not here. So, chill, I’m still alive. Isn’t that explained why this post is called pre-suicide notes? Hah. I’m sorry mom. I’m sorry for being a failure. I’m sorry to disappoint you. I’m sorry I’ve been so wasted in this world. I’m sorry that I’m being like this. No, you did nothing wrong, mom. You’ve been a great mom. Yes you are. It is just me. I’m thinking […]
he was supposed tto call me like 3 days ago, n his phone’s been off, i know he said he was thinkin boutt checking himself in, but i feel he would’ve told me……i know alot of u have beef /w him, none of my bussiness, dont want any posts perataining to this either plz, just drop a line if u know anything please
In an immense amount of pain.. Someone please.. Anyone.
so many of you still believe… how?
if ‘God’ doesn’t make mistakes than i was meant for all this? God meant for my father to abandon me, left with a woman incapable of showing love, a torment and whirlwind of insanity my mother was, molested at 4, to which my mother ignored and allowed it to continue… the bullshit goes on and on throughout childhood…. BUT – it gets better… so, its not enough that all this shit happened, right? now thrust into adulthood i continue this abusive fucking cycle? once wasn’t enough for me? i can only choose to love those that cannot love back- […]
Hi everyone,
i won’t bored you with my back story. Needless to say it involves abuse/depression/anxiety/suicide attempts. I would love to talk to any like minded people about how they cope with continuous suicidial thoughts and crippling depression. Please message me :).
I literally have nobody right now and I feel so alone and so empty I feel so much pain I cant stop crying I just want to die I don’t want to wake up someone please help me I cant take another second of this please!!!!!
I am all alone and no one really seems to care at this point. NO i am not an attention seeker and NO i do not want to be helped if you don’t care and you feel like its the “right thing to do” I have had it with people putting pitty on me. I do not believe that I should be looked upon as a “mentally ill person” I am fucked up just fucked up and I will never get better. I am going to try and attempt today. I’m sorry that no one seems to comment or notice. I just need help and […]
Day 2 of 7 without you… you said you missed me a little and are leaning a little more towards yes, but still leaning more towards no… what am I going to do without you… please… don’t go…
I love you more than my own life… you swore to me marriage and a future… you swore to always love me… and now I don’t even know if you’ll be here… you may leave… please… don’t go… the millions of chances I’ve given you, just give me one… you PROMISED to work through this with me, no matter how hard… please… don’t go…
It has been a long time that I postpone killing myself for a week. But I want this to be over. Since I failed to overcome on myself I feel that I should finish it tonight.
I’ll be back to see your comments. If you have anything that can prevent me please share them…
I need help on a painless way to exit , please don’t lecture me… things have gotten so bad that I know things won’t improve and it would be better this way
Hi!
I got a new phone and need new music to listen too. Please recommend some songs that you like! Any type of music is fine.
Can anyone relate to the picture? Please comment!
First day and I still have to fight to not feel so fucking down when you’re not around. Your presence was what kept me alive. I miss you so much. Please come back ._.
They come at night, to pull me in… I try to scream, but for some reason I can’t.
The sun goes down, there is no sound, I fight but now there is no one around.
Help me please, I can’t do this alone.
But help won’t come, and if they do; by then it’ll be too late
Because, well… I guess I just couldn’t stand the wait.
Just any1. Any1 at all. I need to talk to anyone. I don’t want 2 feel like this I need to let it out. Im tired of holding it inside. I dont want to cut. I need a friend. I feel alone and scared. Im tired. Just someone 2 listen and not judge. please.
I hate myself i’m so goddamn selfish why cant I be fucking normal and be able to socialize with ease like I used to? What the fuck is wrong with me? Why the fuck am I so goddamn lonely? Why the bloody hell do I isolate myself? I try so damn hard to radiate fucking positivity but I end up sadder than ever. I was so happy just a week ago. Now I’m sad. Again. I cant seem to get out of it this time. Again. I have no one. I am no one. I want to die. Why cant I just die? I wake […]
Life is fucking hard. I think we can all relate to that. It’s sort of like being in a fight. We roll with the punches and when we’re knocked down, we get back up…but what about when we’re punched so hard that we’re dizzy and seeing stars? What about when we can barely stand up? What if we get knocked out? What happens if life wins the fight? What then? Someone tell me, please. I’ve been fighting relentlessly – and I don’t want to anymore. I’m dizzy and seeing stars; I can barely stand up on my own. Right now, life is winning the fight […]