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How far will we go?

by Pretend Girl 4/13/2015

written by Pretend Girl

We who deal with depression- how far will be go to hurt ourselves? I overeat. I don’t look at myself in the mirror- no idea what my hair is looking like. I don’t brush my teeth. So embarrassed at the doctor’s office when she looked in my mouth. Yuck! But I told her why and it helped to tell even that little bit.

We get upset facing the depression. We want to hurt ourselves in one way or another. Why do we do that?? The pay off is you are expressing your pain? Even the talk (hopefully only talking!) of killing ourselves is part of hurting […]

4/13/2015 2 comments

feel so empty

by hornin 4/11/2015

written by hornin

Im up late as usual in my room scared of the dark to sleep.
Everyday is such a waste, i do nothing but watch movies. Barely anything gives me pleasure, i feel loke crying im so depressed. I feel like life is just a coincidence and then when we die we die, its over, which makes me really sad and depressed like whats the point of carrying on till death.
Barely anything interests me im scared of people i have 1 friend that scared of talking to. I dont know how to explain it.
i just feel so Sad and lonely right now and i […]

4/11/2015 1 comment

Why bother?

by brokengirll 4/10/2015

written by brokengirll

What’s the point in even living anymore?

4/10/2015 7 comments

still asking myself the same question again and again….

by iamafingloser 4/10/2015

written by iamafingloser

“should i kill myself? or should i wait and maybe life will get better?” this is the question i have been asking myself for more than 2 years. I still cant make a decision. life isnt getting better its only getting worse. so there is no point in living. i cant kill myself either because i only have one shot at life and if i die there is no guarantee that there is an afterlife. why does everything has to be hard? I used to musterbate my sadness away but now i dont even like porn and musterbation. what am i going to do? cant […]

4/10/2015 25 comments

still here, for now

by worthless_loser 73 4/10/2015

written by worthless_loser 73

I thought last night would be the end, but I still find myself here. I’m so tired of feeling this way but I can’t change it. I still love her every second of every day. Without her there is no point to life. It hurts to breathe knowing I will never see her again. At the same time I can’t get over her leaving me and treating me like I’m nonexistant. She erased me like our 5 1/2 years together didn’t even happen. Or mean anything at all. And her kids did the same. Yet despite all that, I still love them and long to […]

4/10/2015 4 comments

My boring old story, that’s turning into a new story

by Hampster 4/10/2015

written by Hampster

My story is a bit of a funny story, I suppose. I had an awful childhood. Not the worst, it had it’s bright moments, I suppose. I was never physically abused, but physical abuse isn’t the worst kind of abuse… When I was really little, I was diagnosed with ADHD, and the doctor said I was borderline autistic, but he didn’t want me to live with that label too, so he never gave me an official diagnosis. But he said my symptoms were so bad, I would likely never graduate high school, and if I did it would be through special education.

My parents divorced when […]

4/10/2015 1 comment

How am I to feel.

by simplytired 4/9/2015

written by simplytired

Everyday it seems like an endless struggle. Every morning seems harder. In all honesty, there are days where I close my eyes and think, well I wish this was it. To just fall asleep and never wake up. This is just a rant to let go of what I feel for now and maybe one day I will truly tell my story but for now this is what I feel & I don’t think I should be feeling it. I feel hopeless and worthless. I feel like I have failed in everything. All the people I trusted with my story have left. How am I […]

4/9/2015 0 comment

Screaming

by RoseHarper 4/9/2015

written by RoseHarper

What’s the point of shouting when there is no one to hear? I can scream my pain all day and night but everyone has lives. Everyone has their own pain. They can’t hear mine. It’s just a whimper. A passing phrase. A “How are you.” and “I am fine.” False. Unheard.
I had so many dreams. The only way to make them come true is to leave everything I’ve built; walk away from all that I know. Start over. Lose. I can only win if I lose. And everyone is blaming me for their suffering…and that’s not fair because I suffered so frigging long in […]

4/9/2015 1 comment

It’s been awhile

by KrysTheRipper 4/8/2015

written by KrysTheRipper

The last time and post from me was in July last year I believe. I want all of you to know that I got through everything, I have even lost track of the last time I self-harmed. I don’t have nay urges or necessities to self-harm and it’s great. I have fallen in some bad places since July, and I mean BAD, but my point is that I got through them, I’m currently getting through and when they’re over, I’m just going to feel free once more. So, just take it from me, love yourself, help yourself, and BELIEVE in yourself.

4/8/2015 2 comments

I wish I was stronger

by omnashime 4/7/2015

written by omnashime

Hey, you guys.

I’m feeling extra gloomy today, and this is the ony place I could think of.

I really wish I was dead already, and I wish I were stronger to just do it. I just can’t take it anymore, I’m at that point where you’ve lost absolutely all hope.
I think the only thing stopping me right now is the unbearable feeling that I will absolutely crush my folks’ heart forever. I realize how unfair it’d be to kill myself when they have done nothing but love me and support me all along. But tell me then, what am i suppose to do when they’re gone […]

4/7/2015 1 comment

there are truly subhuman humans that exist

by khajiit 4/7/2015

written by khajiit

Evil comes in many forms, in abuse, emotional neglect, psychological torture and many others – all instigated by a minority of individuals – there are some people who are the embodiment of evil because they are the medium in which evil propagates. I have a strong inclination towards physical justice, I would gladly and genuinely inflict pain and suffering on those that have committed evil acts, ironic? I suppose on some levels, but I distinctly think that those that injure the innocent are subhuman and therefore are not allowed the benefits of human morality.

Coming in contact with these individuals breeds such vehement and unrelenting hatred in […]

4/7/2015 7 comments

Legalize assisted suicide for depression.

by Waste 4/7/2015

written by Waste

It’s my body. I should be able to do with it what I want. I know assisted suicide is legal in some places, for people with terminal diseases. But it should also be legal for those who have depression. What is the point of living if we feel there is nothing else left to live for?

4/7/2015 14 comments

Tired

by xxxchiicrazyxxx 4/5/2015

written by xxxchiicrazyxxx

im tired of being tired im exhausted at this point il never be perfect or beautiful il always feel like an inconvenience and i no im stronger than this but right now i dont have the energy to fight this dark negativity

4/5/2015 1 comment

fuck everything

by miss_sadness391 4/4/2015

written by miss_sadness391

So i have managed to loose my boyfriend my two bestfriends and half my family all in one week,life is just fucking amazing. Fuck everything,fuck life. what even is the point anymore iv lost everyone. i guess its time for me to go now.

4/4/2015 2 comments

bullying

by staystrongthroughthebad 4/3/2015

written by staystrongthroughthebad

this is gunna take a lot off courage so yeah, im fed up with people bullying me now and they say i ask for it, well i dont, ever since secondry i was bullied so much, i was bullied to the point were i wanted to end my life, i came home day after day crying, i never coped well in school and even at college i got bullied, i was so insecure about my self i used to wear make up/foundation because i wansnt happy with my skin i hated having spots wearing foundation gave me a confidence boost untill i got bullied for […]

4/3/2015 2 comments

Going on an adventure, anyone want to join me?

by Good Adjective 4/3/2015

written by Good Adjective

So the plan is this. I’m going to keep driving until I don’t know where I am any more. Then I’ll keep driving some more. Then I’ll find a place to park and then the fun can begin because it is at this point that I proceed to get immensely drunk. And if I wake up the next day, then i’ll get more drunk. And so on.

Now if this doesn’t sound like a party worth going to then I don’t know what does. Anybody care to join me?

If you live in (Northern) Ireland then just let me know 😉

4/3/2015 2 comments

Done with life..

by Toolate97 3/28/2015

written by Toolate97

I’m so freaking done with life. What’s the point of staying here? I’m so sick and tired of hearing “God has a plan for you” the plan I want is to die right now. I can’t do this anymore.. No one cares..

3/28/2015 3 comments

fuck this

by miss_sadness391 3/28/2015

written by miss_sadness391

What is the point in life?

3/28/2015 9 comments

cant be bothered

by lissbabe 3/26/2015

written by lissbabe

Why is it that you ruined my life every chance it goes good, why do you feel the need, you may have rasied me but that wasnt your job to do your job was to be a sister yet you never was you made my life hell. I was the one cleaning your puke up i was the one doing food shopping you thought i would never cope in this life but ive done well im managing my life right now arent i. Just do me a favour and leave my life to me you caused chaos when we was younger we never would of […]

3/26/2015 2 comments

About the plane crash…

by comomequieranllamar 3/26/2015

written by comomequieranllamar

– So, do you think the pilot crashed a plane with 150 people inside just because he didn’t want to live anymore?

– Maybe.

– But how can you live knowing that you are causing all that pain?

– That’s the point. You don’t. You die.

3/26/2015 14 comments

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