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Rabbit Hole

by kittiekat 5/24/2015

written by kittiekat

I’m not a selfish person. I’ve been told suicide is selfish. People will miss you, greive, feel guilt, brcw depressed themselves. Your parents. Siblings. Friends. Grandparents. Extended family. They’ll hurt. Some, forever. My parents, especially my mother, will be forever grieving.

My life is good. Good job, family, friends, lifestyle, living conditions, amentities… There is not much i need that I don’t have. Sure I’m single, but I’m seeing someone, kind of, and he’s great. Other guys ask me out, I have to turn them down.

But still I can’t shake this.

I feel like I’m spiralling down a rabbit hole.

I don’t want to get up in the […]

5/24/2015 1 comment

Rabbit Hole

by stranger_to_the_unknown 4/25/2014

written by stranger_to_the_unknown

“Ever since I fell down that rabbit hole, I’ve been told what I must do, and who I must be.
I’ve been stretched.
Scratched.
And stuffed in a teapot.
I’ve been accused of being Alice.
And of not being Alice.
But this is my dream, I’ll decide where it goes from here.”
-Alice from Alice in Wonderland

I feel like this completely applies to our society, as if every line represents a real life thing.
Like, in the first line, I think that could probably, signify our birth. Being thrown into a society, where there are people who are going to tell you, what you […]

4/25/2014 1 comment

I promised I’d follow him into the dark… Rabbit Hole

by StuckInThisBody 11/20/2012

written by StuckInThisBody

for the first time in 18 months I saw the love of my life in action-via video. It was filmed just months before I met him. he was so happy, smiling and laughing. i recalled that smile, remembered that laugh. felt that feeling he gave me. we just lied in bed all day holding each other. but underneath we felt the same thing. we walked in on me once as I was vomiting up a large amount of pills. my liver will never be the same. I watched his eyes fade over the months as he sunk deeper into PF. I followed him down the […]

11/20/2012 1 comment

Sometimes.

by David 6/25/2012

written by David

Some days itâ€™s easy to hate the reality of your own existence. Some times itâ€™s simple to think there isnâ€™t a point to getting by and getting on with life. Some how itâ€™s simple to die on the inside.

Sometimes…but not always. Sometimes people bring you back from the brink- a girlfriend, a boyfriend, a best friend etc… Until they leave me also.

I used to think that it would take some kind of life altering event to cause someone to spiral down the rabbit hole of depression, that people were born happy or content and then weâ€™re twisted by the world around us.

The more I think […]

6/25/2012 1 comment

the Switch

by the Guardian 5/8/2012

written by the Guardian

Sometimes, when I answer you I ask a question of you;
If you really had a choice, how would you choose?
Or
If you had a magic wand to fix your life,
How would you wave it?
Or
If you had a switch, that you could throw, that would end your suffering without killing you, would you throw it?
Would you?

More important than discussing the possibility of such magics, is discussing your will to use them.

What good is a true solution if you won’t use it?

And is there such a switch?
Does such a choice exist?
Can you have such power over your own life?

Yes

5/8/2012 7 comments

i’m here because i don’t know where else to go

by avapidspace 5/2/2012

written by avapidspace

i don’t know where to start. i’m 22 and to keep it perfectly honest i’m a beautiful, intelligent, upper class, white female. nobody thinks i have any problems… and if i do, they’re miniscule. it’s a lie. i’m living a lie. every cry for help that i make isn’t taken seriously because people can’t seem to fathom that someone who is so blessed could be so absolutely and incessantly depressed. i have been through every anti-depressant/bipolar medication, talked to countless psychiatrists/therapists/psychologists for the last 7 years… you name it, i’ve probably done it in hopes of pulling myself out of this never-ending rabbit hole that […]

5/2/2012 6 comments