I have a dilemma. A dilemma that makes me doubt my reasons for wanting to die sometimes.
1) I feel a certain fear towards actually going through with it. Which makes me feel like a coward. Does it make me one?
2) Some would say I (we) am a coward for thinking about suicide, for not standing up to life and it’s challenges.
Am I? Are we? Which one is it?
Feeling lost,
PURPLEPAIN
“Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suit on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your […]
Honestly, no motivation words will work for me now. I’ve decided to suicide but I’m still trying to find the best way to do it. I am totally hopeless. I am 23 years old, single, ugly, fat, poor, no job, and talentless. Perfect reasons to do suicide. I just wanna ask anyone (who has suicidal thought too), how is your best plan to suicide? I really can’t survive anymore.
Thanks before.
*I’ll really thank you for sharing the way. I really want to die, please.
What am I? Nihilist
What do I believe in? Nothing
What do I do? Nothing
What is life? Nothing at all
Where am I going? Nihil (Nowhere, nothing)
Is there any inherent meaning in life? No
Should I make a meaning for my life? Nah
Why not? No reasons to make reasons
People looking for the meaning of life are … Naive
Morality? Nope, thanks, that’s a lie
What is right? Nothing
What is wrong? Nothing
As soon as all my letters are written,
As soon as I say goodbye to the people I care about,
And as soon as I help this one person,
I’m leaving…
I know how, when, and where.
I already have the reasons why.
By legitimate, I don’t mean legal. Obviously, most people here are going through some type of (intense) pain. What I mean is, are there circumstances, both internal and external to an individual, which a group of mature, impartial observers would agree are so unbearable, and so unlikely to be changed, that suicide is a rational choice, maybe even a compassionate one ?
I once met someone who said that no one should commit suicide before 40, because s/he hadn’t lived enough to know what his/her possibilities were.
And not I’m talking about the sanctity of life issue, which being a religious/personal one, can never be decided on […]
There are so many reasons to die, there are so many ways to die, there are so many ways to kill yourself. There isn’t a lot of reasons to live. There isn’t a lot of ways to live. There isn’t a lot of ways to just make your self live…
so I guess that many of you found some meaning to stay alive.
I don’t know what else to say. Keep saving people. It’s truly a good project.
I’m not too well in describing, words, reasons… I just wish u all the best. Goodbye
I won’t be on this suicide blog anymore but
for those of you still arguing why I survived let me tell you the reasons.
First, the powder was pure.
Second, I sent the SMS before I ingested it.
Third, the girl to whom I sent the message knew exactly what I was going to take.
Fourth, she told the ambulance right after.
Fifth, I was in a hotel central in Prague. The ambulance was there almost immediately.
Sixth, I was brought to the best clinic in Czech Republic.
Seventh, they knew what to do. Articifical breathing, stomach pumped, the right medication, infusions etc.
I need help i can’t decide if i should live anymore here’s some reasons why 🙁
1. My Real dad died when i was young
2. My step dad blames me for all his fights the he starts
3. My sister has said to me she hates me
my bffl: so here’s a message  i hope you like me you’ve bin one of the nicest friends too me you’ve helped me stuck up for me played with me i trusted you with all my secrets you make me laugh all the time i love you as a friend
Mum: i love you you’ve done nothing to me it’s not your […]
Before I go I wanted to say this. So you’ll understand why I chose to go. I lived in a middle class style of life. Learning responsibilities young and trying to fit in whenever it was time to move again. I’m 22 and can easily remember about 25 places I’ve lived. Not counting the dozen others I can’t. So I’ve kinda already lived a travelers life. Knowing when to pick up and move. Knowing where to go the next day. I was born into it. Naturally I can’t be held down. Forced to please another living a domesticated lifestyle. The walls tell me it’s true. […]
reasons for doing this
1. Im addicted to trying to hurt myself
2.I have loads of pills its to hard to get rid of them.At at least for me.
3. Im pretty sure nothing will come of it anyway. After all ive attempted suicide more times than can count and a lot of the times i was never admitted for treatment.
4. Ive been very scared lately of death which is very ironic.But the point is i dont want to be around without the people i love.I dont want to feel the emotional pain of loss.
5 I cant survive on my own.One of my […]
when something bad happens,
i grab a bottle of pills,
twist it and turn it,
in my hands
round and around,
i listen
to the “drop the world”
because it is the same as my mood,
it expresses how i feel.
i turn the pills in my hand
and listen.
i think about suicide,
a lot,
i dont think that i am normal.
i think about suicide and death too much.
im scared.
but i want to do it- kill myself.
i think to myself.
what would u say if i told u,
that i had a death wish.
countless times- i wrote suicide notes,
and swallowed […]
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