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recognition

Truth

by thehusk 12/21/2015

written by thehusk

I’m a really shitty person. I don’t feel like I’m salvagable at this point. There isn’t a future version of me that should be able to be happy. Some people really should just die, and I feel like I’m one of them.

I don’t want to die. But it feels right, to a part of me. By continuing to live, I’m resisting the recognition of who I really am, and what should happen to me. I’m making the world worse, just by continuing to be in it.

The thought of a world without me in it is appealing, even though I wouldn’t be around to enjoy it. […]

12/21/2015 2 comments

A Bleak Clarity

by dragonborn 4/23/2015

written by dragonborn

Peaking through the pipeline, the red retina of a sweet, white death. It tunnels redemption and purification, drilling down through the walls and the ceilings of a deep-seated madness. It’s an exhilarating construction of love.

The sun never sets in the land of betrayal. I expended my life in the liberarion of people’s stains. I avoid the common and the norm, and recklessly crush my knees over new untamed paths, only to find myself chased, still, by memories of spiked colored eyes; stabbing my chest.

I was […]

4/23/2015 3 comments

Just sad

by unicornprin 3/16/2015

written by unicornprin

I ain’t shit, I am pretty sure that everyone around me knows that. I flunked out of college when I was only a semester away from finishing. I recently found out I got fired from my job but yet don’t know why.. I worked so hard, I was working almost three weeks with no days off. I received no recognition, no appreciation, no love, they were all shitting on me. I am sort of happy I am no longer working for a bunch off people who shitted on me constantly and never gave a damn about my feelings but i dunno how i’m going to […]

3/16/2015 3 comments

never thought I would really consider this

by honeyblood 11/20/2014

written by honeyblood

but i just want to die. I’m tired. i have been suicidal before. but this is different. because i know the outcomes. things get better. but they never really change. and i don’t want to live an entire life cast under this shadow. if that makes me weak, out of touch, mentally ill, so be it. all i ever wanted was some form of justice -some type of recognition. i never got anything. the man that ruined my life sits on the beach and i’m sick of it, so bye. sorry i couldn’t be the strong one.

11/20/2014 2 comments

Is it still World Mental Health Day?

by NotAttentionSeeking 10/10/2014

written by NotAttentionSeeking

Mental Health Week ends today in my country. I am very lucky to live in a country that is pretty accepting of mental health issues but even with it’s national recognition on media and such, I can tell you that I still continue to have stigma placed upon me from first hand experience. For instances, I was tricked into disclosing my health issues during a job interview and it was so obvious from what the lady said, wrote and acted after I did disclose my mental health problems that I wasn’t going to get the job. I stupidly tell people that I am feeling suicidal […]

10/10/2014 1 comment

by notwhoiwanttobe 6/28/2014

written by notwhoiwanttobe

It’s too hard to watch everyone but me get married, travel, do great things. I’m just sitting here, wasting away, working on a business that’s failing hard in it’s first week, and I have no money. Yes, I’ve applied to actual jobs and have been in the long process of a government position. Nothing’s really happening for me. It’s far too depressing. I’ve tried very hard for things to happen. Honestly, I’ve held a few campaigns from DoSomething.org, I’ve started my new business a week ago, hired so many new sales consultants to generate business (so far, nothing despite their 10+ years sales experience), and I […]

6/28/2014 2 comments

Flight

by khajiit 6/28/2014

written by khajiit

Like fleeting winds we travel, dipping across the slope of currents, lying suspended in the grasp of ebbing free fall, sucked into the satisfying regression of ephemeral flight. Your essence is wrapped around me, coating my spirit in the intensity of all your aggregated passion. We bear wings but no consciousness of them, allowing us to maneuver without thought and guided by the subconscious will of pure sentience. I’m beyond captivated by your presence, inebriated by the sustenance provided by your existence and the warm, chilly elation buzzing in my skin from your touch. The night swirls around us, breezes twirling and propelling our ascent, […]

6/28/2014 4 comments

Nearing the end

by Minstrel 6/11/2014

written by Minstrel

I’m so very tired.

Having battled depression for at over 40 years now and still feeling like I’m in the same place I started.Â Alone – divorced after too many years of a bad relationship and now my latest SO decided that I wasn’t worth the effort and took up with someone else.Â I’m unemployed and unemployable, my skills and my background being obsolete.Â I make myself get out of these 4 walls only with the greatest of effort and my energy is nearly depleted.Â I’m tired of fighting battles I can’t win.Â I’m sick of feeling like the world is just rolling over me every […]

6/11/2014 3 comments

Reconsidering relationships and concept of friendships

by CC 4/18/2014

written by CC

Before I write my post, I just want to say how relieving this place is. Strangely enough, every time I write a bit, after I feel better for a while. It’s like if writing a bit once in a while was a drug. But it feels goddam good to tell the world.

Sometimes I wonder why we should trust people. I have incredibly big trust issues. I really do not know who to trust. Ever.

Not my family, thats for sure… I can’t stand their judgemental “advice” .

My friends; Â I have many but none I can really truthfully talk to.

My best friend; I don’t know her sometimes. […]

4/18/2014 5 comments