but i just want to die. I’m tired. i have been suicidal before. but this is different. because i know the outcomes. things get better. but they never really change. and i don’t want to live an entire life cast under this shadow. if that makes me weak, out of touch, mentally ill, so be it. all i ever wanted was some form of justice -some type of recognition. i never got anything. the man that ruined my life sits on the beach and i’m sick of it, so bye. sorry i couldn’t be the strong one.
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I totally get this. Wish I could change it for you.
The man who ruined my life is skipping about happy too, so I understand. I wish I can smack that smirk off his fucking face. Maybe he will get run over by a truck while cycling.
Nothing has changed for me either. My life is fundamentally fucked up. I’ve only delayed the inevitable this past year. It’s so sad, because I have many dreams and only want to have my health and live a happy life.
I don’t know what your circumstances are, and i’m sure things are tough for you to feel this way. The only thing to do is force yourself to move forward everyday, in any way.