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rollercoaster

Up and down and up and down… Fuck this.

by The White Rabbit 1/28/2016

written by The White Rabbit

For three days I was all excited… the guy I really like told me that he’d give me a chance… if… I weren’t suicidal.

SO! I took that thought an ran with it. I applied for college after having the app on my desk for about a month, and started feeling more chipper. I rewired my room as I’ve been planning, sent out orders for my shop, etc.. I was genuinely on the up-and-up for about three days. until today…

Today I see him, say hi, and he doesn’t even acknowledge my existence. Likely busy or having issues of his own no doubt, so I don’t blame […]

1/28/2016 7 comments

Everyday’s a damn rollercoaster

by ellarh 10/15/2015

written by ellarh

One time I’m flooding with emotions, the other I’m feeling absolutely nothing. Feeling numb or feeling way too much.

I don’t like neither one, to be honest.

I just wish I knew how to stop.

10/15/2015 2 comments

I hate life, it’s such a rollercoaster

by boredroaster 8/25/2014

written by boredroaster

Hello everybody. I really hate alot of things about myself. I recently discovered that I’m transsexual. I’m an 18 year old attending college to get a mechanical engineering degree. I feel like if I transition I’m going to destroy everything I worked for because I heard that workplaces just hate hiring transgender people. I also feel like if I transition I’m going to end up still looking manly due to being fat, acne ridden and hairy. I am also half black and from what I researched and understand black male to female transgender people don’t transition well. And to make things worse I’m not able […]

8/25/2014 2 comments

Rollercoaster, what one word can do with me.

by Engeltje 5/2/2013

written by Engeltje

Today felt like a rollercoaster for me. my day started pretty good, yeah I had some troubles with waking up and getting out of bed, but that’s quite normal for me. I was at time for my therapy. I have 5 days a week therapy from 9 am till 3 pm. Well, also that started prettu good, until the section visual arts. We had to draw the vulnerable side of ourselfs. I became very emotional of my drawing (I was drawing the word ‘trust’ with the first t as a cross) and when we were done, we had to say what you’ve had drawn and […]

5/2/2013 0 comment

blah; that’s how I feel.

by obnoxiousjello 11/7/2011

written by obnoxiousjello

Some of you can probably relate.

I’m a friendless, lazy dumbass. Who was suicidal….

I’m not a lazy person by nature, nor am I really dumb, but that’s how school makes me feel like, what with all these lowÂ grades, and theÂ constant reminder to do better and the uneeded pressure from parents and teachers.Â I just don’t give a shit about some of the classes at school, like math and history and chemistry, they are sooo boring, and I just dont bother with it–atleast I try not to, butÂ It’s hard to not be bothered by all the work schools pile on us, which are mostly useless, boring information that […]

11/7/2011 4 comments