so, after the failed attempt last week of shaving my legs (got really really bad razor burn, legs were covered in bumps) I noticed basically all of the bumps were gone, and they were just red spots on my legs, so I decided to try again, thinking it wouldn’t (really was thinking couldn’t) be as bad this time, I used a new razor instead of the dull one I used last time (it was dull last time) and I even used shampoo (no money for anything better) and welp, all was well, I thought I was fine, and then like 13 hours later during class, […]
Shaving
I do. It seriously feels like a disability often. You have so much that you have to worry about like making sure you don’t get raped. Every time I go out somewhere, I’m always told not to be out too late since it’s “especially dangerous for girls.” I hate that. That makes me try to dress as much like a boy as I can, so maybe I’ll be mistaken for one. I think about cutting my hair short and not shaving, but then I’ll be labeled as a “butch lesbian” since I am gay. It’s not fair. Aside from the obvious things like getting your […]
 The very first time i had ever cut my self on purpose was when i was 11 with a shaving razzor I saw my sister that was visiting from Tennessee kissing my nieghbor and i dont know why I felt even that young that cheating on someone was and is wrong but i remembered my brother telling me something about cutting helps some times so i grabed my dads shaving razzor and broke it apart and started cutting downward pretty deep it stang for a while and kept stinging for days but after i thought about it in some way it did help so i […]