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Just some thoughts as the end draws near

by drummer
written by drummer

When you listen to the old philosophers they all agree that the human mind is a thing of beauty and interest. For some people on the earth that still rings true, but for people like me and im guessing people like you this is bullshit. The human mind is terrifying. Yeah sure it can let some people work out a complex maths equation but show it a hint of weakness and it will exploit it and tear you to shreds, leaving you sitting in pitch blackness in the corner of a room dripping blood onto the floor.
That is what happens to me.

“Suicide is not […]

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Wrecked-It-Domino (Update on The Life of Domino)

by Domino Jays
written by Domino Jays

Anyone seen Wreck-It-Ralph?

Well, the title’s inspired by it.

 

Finals are next week. I’m barely keeping up in one class. That class has the E. The rest of them are B’s or higher. Science has never interested me much, and the only time it did was in Biology. That was the only class I liked. And then Accelarated Chemistry this year just tore my mind to shreds.

Just trying to understand the very basics of Chemistry will send me into a suicidal-crying-fit. Now it’s finals, and I still don’t understand 90% of it. I tried to get out of it before, but I couldn’t. So I just tried […]

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hope you like it!!

by sinful desires
written by sinful desires

screaming around
saying your name,my fallen angel
hoping you were here again
fragile i’am for not knowing how to forget
i can’t let go of the past no matter how much i forgive
weak and broken my heart is
for not knowing,it will tear me to shreds
this sins,are just roaming in my head
screaming aloud that i’m dead
screaming around again
hoping you were here to save me from this living hell
oh!fallen angel, come to take my soul
and send it please to your underworld
surrounded by monsters and devils
now i feel like i’am at home
far from everbody,far from the human […]

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Can’t. Shake. This.

by feduplady
written by feduplady

I am at my wits end. I used to love life, now I am lonely and in poverty. I am married and my husband takes my entire paycheck every week. I’ve told my husband very clearly “I want to die”, he acts like he cannot hear me. I don’t eat, I don’t have sex anymore, I am nothing. All I do is work and cry. I punch myself in the throat, I tear shreds of hair from my head, nothing makes me feel better. I’ve done drugs: nothing. I’ve seen a therapist: joke. I’ve scalded my […]

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Lose it all?

by Blood.Orchid
written by Blood.Orchid

Me?

I am a 14 year old girl in the verge of giving up her whole life away. I don’t seem to sound like Amanda Todd or any other teenage obsessed love seeking little *****. But there’s nothing left in my life I can hold on to. Everything around me feels so bland. I don’t tend to have reasons for what I do. There is not purpose left for me. I am tired, and lonely.
I am a child abuse case, ever since I was 9 year old my parents started abusing me. Beating me up to shreds, channel their frustration in me. I lost my […]

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to cope…..

by kiku_nothing
written by kiku_nothing

I sit alone in my dark corner, my insides are dead and my eyes are cold.

My eyes are flat as my sight turn to my companion, so shiny, so sharp, only one of many weapons I use to slice my wrists into shreds.

My companion’s name: ‘razor blade’

I wrap my wrists in the sleeves of my jacket.

Voices around me scream my name as I lift the barrel to my head, I place my finger on the trigger and close my eyes.

I drown out the screams to stop,My heart stops beating and I fall to the ground.

The gun falls to the ground away from me barrel still […]

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Nothing

by leftforthedead
written by leftforthedead

Nothing, that’s what I am, and that’s what I feel.  I may be breathing but, I am not living.  Nothing that I ever do is ever good enough for anyone, and it never will be.  For years I used to blame those that were around me for the way that I am, but maybe all along it has only truly been me.  Maybe the beatings, the abuse, the hatred that others always directed at me was never really their fault, perhaps the blame should have been pointed at me all along.  There is no reason for me to live, everything that I have ever held dear to […]

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Dear anyone who will listen

by rainbowsh3rb3rt
written by rainbowsh3rb3rt

I am NOT a fuck up. I do care. I care so fucking much. I know I don’t have scars on the outside, but inside I’m torn to shreds. Don’t you dare say you understand. NOBODY FUCKING UNDERSTANDS. I will not be dropping out of school. I will not be failing. Will you all just stop talking about it please and let me be alone?

 

Yes, my grades are absolute and complete shit. I realize that. No I don’t know how I’ll get them up, but will you SHUT THE FUCK UP?! Okay, I need help, I realize that. But I don’t need you. I need […]

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