I’m 16 years old. My life is absolutely shit. Everyday I’m made fun of by peers and family. The one girl I loved hates me now, I have no friends and my grades are slipping. I cut my wrists every night as well. My story on how all this happened starts freshman year. I was popular the start of freshman year, I was doing great. I hung out with a lot of different people and I was well happy for once. But then I started to get into fights with people like throwing fists kind of fights. After that everything changed and I do not […]
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Most everyone I know use social media (Facebook, LinkedIn, twitter, etc). I’ve never gotten on board with those things (remember MySpace?) lol. I’ve never really tried or cared for any of those.
I understand that that’s what’s “in” at the moment, and I’m a weirdo for not using them. But…are they better for you overall or worse for you overall? Does it make you feel MORE lonely and MORE disconnected or less? I do miss out on “news” by not being on social media and seeing everyone’s “updates” or whatever.
Seeing everyone posting useless crap. Seeing how annoyingly “happy” everyone […]
So I have heard of people writing in journals and doing art. Although I just made a private facebook page to submit all of my feelings about the subject in order not to say it publicly. I’m afraid my friends would stop talking to me if they knew how much on the verge I am.
What techniques do you use?
I’m just going to put this here for me to re-read when I’m at a low point. Kind of as a public time-capsule. Bear with me as it’s going to be a lot about I-Me-My.
I was born to a single mom with a lot of personal issues. She was a pretty promiscuous party girl during my early childhood. She dated, and we lived with a few
different drug dealers before I was even 3, not that I minded at that age. I temporarily lived with my grandma for a year from 3 to 4. I don’t have any memory of
this but apparently, according to […]
Everywhere on social media, men and women post perfect pictures of their bodies and faces, making it look like their imperfections are inexistent and unreal. We, as normal, maybe even weird, human beings – look at these people as our role models and ‘omg, goals‘. We never really think about the face hidden underneath those layers of foundation and filters, or the extra curves in one’s body.
It’s all about the look, right?
Makeup isn’t a sin, so aren’t filters. Looking beautiful isn’t a sin. But being cruel towards those who are physically and facially inferior to you is a sin.
You can have a flawless body, and have a heart of […]
A few days before I tried to die, I had attempted to self medicate with antidepressants I bought off an acquaintance. I felt hopeful, I thought I wouldn’t feel crazy anymore. It did nothing for me. I probably used the wrong dosage, but at the time I decided to give up hope.
Friday night, I get home from my job. I’m a cashier and waiter under the table. Tips are always fluctuating between me feeling rich and getting 8 bucks for 10 hours of work. I don’t remember how much I earned then, I just remember that at 6 pm that day, all my friends were […]
*WARNING LONGEST STORY + RANT EVER ABOUT FIGHT WITH FAKE FRIENDS*
So once again I am taken advantage of and treated like shit for it. I try to be a good person and this is what I get. So I was friends with four girls, their initials are S,M,ME, and E, because i don’t want to use their real names. I was friends with them for almost a year and I noticed that even at lunch, M stopped talking to me. And a few days later, E told me M said “I need to talk to you about Tara, I am so done with her […]
Letter to nobody
I have been started to write a letter or something similar about my thoughts maybe someone will understand the pain inside
I am an immigrant from east, arrived in Belgium for a better life, but the things did not work that way, they just went down the drain slowly. I work in a computer store, giving other people advices about how to run computers, fixing it problems something like .it was fun at the beginning because this is a thing I like to do the whole it thing, but slowly it is not working anymore.
My wife and I arrived in Belgium to make a […]