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Stay At Home Mom

How to get help

by Smiley 5/17/2013

written by Smiley

I will spare you my sob story. Here’s what you need to know. I am 23, married and a stay at home mom to a 4 year old little girl. I have been depressed since I was a child. I have times where I am okay but I always end up feeling depressed more often than not. I first considered suicide around 13 years old but never really had intentions or means to do so. In my family mental disorders are not considered medical and I would be told to just get over it.

Now, present day I am more depressed than ever. I think […]

5/17/2013 1 comment

This is Me

by dontknowanymore 2/15/2013

written by dontknowanymore

I cant bring myself to tell anyone. The one person i love enough to tell doesnt listen. Maybe he listens but doesnt want to know. I hate myself and the life i have. But its not a bad life which makes it so much worse. I have tried to kill myself by cutting when i was a preteen but was so chicken shit i only gave a little scratch. Then as i got older i turned to pills for the pain. Overdosing did nothing but send me off to fitfull bouts of bad dreams only to wake up with a pounding headache. As a side […]

2/15/2013 3 comments

I try…

by globbit 12/9/2012

written by globbit

i am a woman,but i feel like a child sometimes. im married with a child, i dont know want to have these thought because i love my family but i feel like shit. i dont know if im smiling or im just waiting for the end of the day i stay at home ive only had 1 job n been out off work for a while He works and goes to trade school…somedays i try i look online for work i clean but i just give up its like forever is a day and it comes everyday we’ve moved far away from my […]

12/9/2012 1 comment

things don’t get any better

by palsc 2/17/2012

written by palsc

i’m just tired. i literally came today to a point where i wanted to seriously die. i kept trying to hold my tears back. and i was frusstrated.

i haven’t cut myself in 4 years but today i cut my arm to remember that feeling. the feeling that calms me down.

i spend my teenage years babysitting

monday/tuesday: Â Â Â 9am-10pm

wednesday: Â Â 9am-5pm

friday: Â Â 2pm-10pm

saturday/sunday: Â Â Â 9am-5pm.

babysitting a baby with down syndrome, a 2 year old and a 9 year old isn’t easy. Â sometimes even other kids.

i never have time for myself.. not even for a simple hang out with a friend. my mom always has […]

2/17/2012 0 comment

Hopeless

by palsc 2/12/2012

written by palsc

i’m tired of a lot.

i feel as if i have no life and no space. my father left us 3 years ago and he hasn’t been there much. he calls rude things and lies just about every day. i told him i dont see him as a father figure.. and he doesn’t really do much to change it.

my baby brother turned 5 yesterday but he has down syndrome. his test this year came out showing that he is in a mind of a 2 year old. and of coarse he still wears diapers, he doesn’t talk yet. exactly like a 1 year you could say. […]

2/12/2012 6 comments