I am speaking directly to people that suffer from severe depression and social anxiety. Â To people that know that they have been diagnosed with severe depression or social anxiety; please know that there are people out there just like you. Â Just like me. Â For five years I have been suffering from severe depression. Â I was diagnosed when I was 15 years old. Â Everyday is a struggle for me whether it is visible to the people around me or not. Â I don’t have anyone left to turn to. Â All of the people that are in my close circle of friends and family just ignore my call. […]
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Step At A Time
I’ve decided to go to work today. I haven’t been there since Tuesday. I woke up today so sore and stiff that it took me 15 minutes to pry myself out of bed. My head hurts, and once again I was unable to eat anything. That makes it two days without a decent meal..
I feel my anxiety kicking in. Although I’ve worked there for over a year. I know my staff very well, and I get along with each and every one of them. I have multiple repeat customers that I am able to talk to. Life, and weather, and entertainment. I like my job. […]
I used this website for a bit and it helped some to communicate with people who can understand the struggle of depression. i think i managed to be okay for two years.. but i had a downfall and im not really sure what exactly caused it but the point is.. im back and personally it got way worse.. i had mentioned how i had tried taking my life but i dont remember ever doing some of the things i have done in the past months.. almost a year already that i guess “the cycle” came back. ive actually reached out to professionals and i went […]
I am in a limbo of life and death. I can take the day one step at a time and find joy in things around me, but I am not living. I sometimes get dizzy because I can imagine the world around me, living on as if I never occurred, and I try to take in as much as possible, knowing I won’t last much longer. In august I had an abortion, and the healing process has been very, very slow and full of challenges. I have only told three people, one of them who doesn’t talk to me anymore, one who won’t talk to […]
Do you see the light
At the end of the tunnel
Is it bright?
Come on now don’t fumble.
One slow step at a time
You can make it
You’ll be fine
Come on go bit by bit
You’ve reached the gates
Is it what you thought it’d be?
Look it’s the three fates
Dancing to sad symphonies.
Will you be waiting for me through the strife?
The comes with hell
I think it’s time to pay the price of life
Death come take my soul without fail.
As I am now “literally” in the & from the future, I wish everyone here, young & old(er) a somewhat happy New Year, and I genuinely hope/want/desire that you all have a “better” (not perfect, it doesnt exist) year ahead.
Will there be so so days or problems? Off course there will be not so good days & problems. Thats normal. That is life.
Staying positive is really like eating. If you don’t do it regularly enough, your entire health suffers.
Can I make a suggestion to everyone, whether you are sick or not? Use google for good ~ Go Google “inspirational quotes” (or people who have overcome […]