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In A Manner Of Dreaming

by strangemusic 2/19/2013

written by strangemusic

I had this dream the other night. I can tell about it because it was quite detailed and made at least a little sense while most of my dreams don’t. Though I can’t fully figure it out, but I can link it to my daily fears. It will take Â some time to read, I tried to put it as close as I could.

The “action” took place in my home, that tiny apartment on the 5th floor that Â my parents own. Â I was home and they were at work as usual. Time around noon. I sat at our kitchen table watching some crap on my laptop. […]

2/19/2013 3 comments

If you’re reading this..

by Foreverdancing26 2/1/2013

written by Foreverdancing26

If you’re reading this you’re probably in some type of pain… You may be having a bad day, you may have self harmed, you may have skipped a meal or thrown one up, you may have made some horrible mistakes today, but guess what?? Â You’re still alive & I’m so proud of you for that. I guarantee suicide went through your head at least once today but you had the strength to overcome the urge… that’s amazing. You’re amazing. If no one can be proud of you for that, think of me. A complete stranger who couldn’t be happier that you’re alive. We all make […]

2/1/2013 5 comments

This Girl

by Rain 1/31/2013

written by Rain

Beautiful…you’d think she’d have no problems.
Yet she found me on facebook…and blast my soul, I almost missed her message because it was in the “other” part of my inbox.
She then told me how she had seen my post on sp and decided to read my others..and that she enjoyed my writing and that, most importantly to me, I was an inspiration to her..to HER..to anyone. She signed her message “Just a stranger passing through”..for she thought it was weird to write me though she didnt know me.

I replied as quickly as I could, letting idiotic words and sentences tumble across my keyboard but […]

1/31/2013 1 comment

Told to die

by Foreverdancing26 1/31/2013

written by Foreverdancing26

Today I was told I should committee suicide by a complete stranger who knows nothing about me… I really don’t know what to think nor what to feel.

1/31/2013 2 comments

new poem

by TheFacelessPoet47 1/30/2013

written by TheFacelessPoet47

We are the future of us all

we are the generation who is destined to fall

we are the present’s invokable call

we can’t be heard through the last generations wall

we destroy ourselves without remorse

we set sail on an unchangeable course

our parents have made us who we are

they have locked us up behind concrete and bar

suicide and drugs seem our only escape

we all go out with chalk lines and yellow tape

all victims of depression and anger

some are popular some the more stranger

we all grow up whether we want to or not

because […]

1/30/2013 2 comments

Perfect. Book mini sentences I love…

by Bloodi 1/26/2013

written by Bloodi

Pretty

isn’t

good

enough.

“Built”

pain.

and

drive.

bomb.

make

vaporize.

love

a deadly

weapon.

ghosts don’t

scare me.

flesh and blood

people do.

Don’t

plot.

I fail

life

presents

obstacles.

to overcome.

to fly.

to flee

To run

far away

fly

liberated

beneath,

The sun,

who

the stranger

inside

help

I’m

1/26/2013 2 comments

Why do so many of you iniate threads in May, the beginning of summer?

by Hofnii 1/23/2013

written by Hofnii

The weather is beautiful, either hemisphere.Â I don’t understand, but there are many things I do not understand.

I’ve been in 4 armed robberies, and I won every time.Â Why?Â It would have been so much easier if I could have lost.

My best friend and I were both going for a big bucks cab ride, and I won, I got the $200 ride.Â The consolation prize was a fellow with a 9mm in his pocket who simply wanted to become a member of the Aryan Brotherhood, and needed to commit a crime to get into prison so he could join.Â A little 16 year old kid, […]

1/23/2013 4 comments

Stranger of Cancer

by Miss.Mayhem 1/20/2013

written by Miss.Mayhem

You know what would be wonderful? If I got Cancer and died. See I wouldÂ rejectÂ ChemotherapyÂ and then I’d die sooner or latter. Then everyone would talk about me after I died like I was such a wonderful person.

“She fought so hard”

“There was always a smile on her face”

“She could always make me laugh!”

Maybe my dad wouldÂ finallyÂ show his face at my funeral…first time in almost 10 years…Or maybe my mom wouldn’t even tell him about it…My teachers would probably come. I was a very loved student. IÂ hardlyÂ ever did my homework and I was failing most of my classes but they’d come…I’m sure of it. My reading teacher […]

1/20/2013 0 comment

Tell everyone I’m dead

by backache 1/15/2013

written by backache

I don’t want to go back to work. I want to quit and just lock up in my room, hide under the bed, never open up for anybody. Tell everyone I’m dead because I am, I am, I am!

My mother keeps getting mad because I have turned into this apathetic stranger who won’t talk to her, won’t even say a single word in the house. But inside my head, I am as noisy as a train without a fucking destination.

And I can’t stop thinking about death. Even the smell of rain reminds me of it. We’re all dying, people. We’re all fucking dying. Tell me […]

1/15/2013 2 comments

Lifestream

by unicorn 12/29/2012

written by unicorn

Thereâ€™s no life with clean breaks
Or no chance we canâ€™t take
Forgiveness lies too deep
To be vanished away
So flawless from the outside
Never trust a stranger
Farewell to our hearts
Remember the so-called desire
A brand new spirit destiny
Wonâ€™t let my mind play tricks on me
Closed chapters, opened curtains
To let myself be focused
Through coldest nights we found ourselves marching
Summer nights were meant to save us
And stop us from aching
I donâ€™t need another tragic ending
No time for precious glorifying
Whatâ€™s left in me will be better shortly
I learned too much, Iâ€™ve seen it all

12/29/2012 10 comments

I’m not okay.

by leslieeeee 12/13/2012

written by leslieeeee

About 5 years ago my youngest sister was molested by my “mothers” husband. She was only 7 years old at the time and I was 11. As you could imagine I didn’t know what to think at the time. If the claim was true or not, I wasnt there. Of course she told her schools guidance counselor, she needed to tell someone. Next thing I knew, some lady from social services picked me up from school and not knowing what was going on I asked her if she knew. Til this day I really have no idea why she got all in my face about […]

12/13/2012 3 comments

Self-Hatred

by Miss.Mayhem 12/13/2012

written by Miss.Mayhem

It’s been so long since I’ve written. So glad to be back with my family. Have you ever just sought comfort from a stranger? I know I have.

A lot had happened.

Me and Brice (love of my life) went out…once again. He ended up not talking to me for 2 whole weeks. Then he said he never wanted to talk to me again. I once again wrote my suicide letter, thinking I had nothing more to live for. I think it was the 6th time. But anyways he eventually ended up talking to me again. We still talk. Everything is not solved and I’ve promised so […]

12/13/2012 2 comments

by givin' up? 12/9/2012

written by givin' up?

(Sorry 4 my english i’m chilean) Why is always my fault? The answer from my parents always is “all these problems are your fault” really? Because all the problems starts 3 months ago when i played truant and i admit i play with my parents trust but they took off everything, i can’t go out, i can’t use my 10 ear rings and they say that ALL my friends are bad people and influence… I was desperate i was always wrong and always in a fight with them.. And i cut my veins by the first time e 3 months ago. Now only 3 people […]

12/9/2012 2 comments

Stranger in my own home

by Babydoll95 12/9/2012

written by Babydoll95

I feel like a stranger in my own, even though i have my stuff all through the house, i still don’t feel like i live in this place. It makes me feel even more depressed then i am. I wish there was someway to make myself feel like this is my home as well but i don’t think that will ever happen unless i live by myself or with my boyfriend instead of a youth organisation where we share a unit of the same sex. Maybe it’s because i have OCD, that makes me feel this way but i don’t know. I just wish things […]

12/9/2012 1 comment

behind my smile…

by shesmilesthroughthepain 12/3/2012

written by shesmilesthroughthepain

i think that it is very sad to see people going through these rough times in their life and i can relate because im one of them. my name is faith and this is my real story. my depression started when my parents put down my dog, they didnt realize how strong my connection with her was. after that my depression got worse and i resorted to cuttingÂ and trying to kill myself. i wasnt happy anymore i wasnt that happy little girl who loved life and would help everyone else before herself. the only part of that little girl that is still alive is […]

12/3/2012 4 comments

The Baptism Machine

by enjoytheraven 11/15/2012

written by enjoytheraven

(From a dream. Sorry if the size of the post annoys. Just scroll on down.)

I was standing in a large grove of oak trees. It was sunny and warm. The wind was blowing faintly. The grass was bright green and lush. It seemed to be spring.

Through the trees a crowd of people emerged and walked toward where I was standing. The people were all smiling and laughing. They seemed to be in very good spirits.

Amongst them was a procession of young girls each wearing white dresses and adorned with a crown of wild flowers and each carrying a bouquet.

I was swept up into the crowd. […]

11/15/2012 0 comment

1st Day Here – Observations

by JustTooLate 10/16/2012

written by JustTooLate

So many nice people here. Sympathetic and caring. Everyone here has obviously gone through their own hell. But does me posting something here affect anything? Honestly… everyone here posts about their problems, then instantly there are comments of encouragement… I honestly don’t need some empty words from someone who doesn’t even know me. All you will do is say “aww thats too bad blah blah blah” then move on to the next life story and say simliar shit. Like my suicide will be your sick source of entertainment for a few minutes. Am I expected to not think about how your attention is divided between […]

10/16/2012 21 comments

Not Really Sure What I’m Trying To Accomplish Here…

by JadedConfessions 10/11/2012

written by JadedConfessions

I stumbled upon this site on accident, as I’m sure a lot of users have. Â After spending a good hour reading through older posts I decided that maybe it was a good idea to share my own story. Before I do though, I would like to request that I don’t get any of those standard responses that you see on most forums. I really don’t want to hear about how selfish I am, or how things will magically get better one day – no offense, but none of you know me and you can’t rightfully say anything about my lifestyle choices. Isn’t the internet grand?

Anyway, […]

10/11/2012 4 comments

Stranger Like Me

by Nephilim_Sancti 9/29/2012

written by Nephilim_Sancti

A stranger hides behind my face,

Someone which no one sees.

A broken soul,

imprisoned by remorse,

longing to be set free.

A stranger walks on by your home,

unnoticed by your eye,

You think its me, when it’s not,

My faces’ clever lie,

Chained to darkness,

but not by choice,

Punishment befitting my sins,

Regret and bitter judgement,

ever closing in.

It steals my name,

It wears my clothes,

this stranger,

that everyone knows.

9/29/2012 10 comments

im struggling.

by smileonherface-cutsonherwrist 9/21/2012

written by smileonherface-cutsonherwrist

i shouldnt feel this way. i got rid of all those feelings when i left my old school.Â i have new friends, a new identity, a new school and a fresh start. Â then why do i still feel like this. I just float through life everyday, a lifeless burden to myself. Â I hate everything that i am, i hate everything that i do, have done and probably will do. i walk around school with this label “smiler” because im always smiling!

“hey smiler!” “right smiler!” dont they know its all a cover? a front if you will? Im alone, scared, cutting and dying inside. I respect myself […]

9/21/2012 3 comments

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