I feel like a stranger in my own, even though i have my stuff all through the house, i still don’t feel like i live in this place. It makes me feel even more depressed then i am. I wish there was someway to make myself feel like this is my home as well but i don’t think that will ever happen unless i live by myself or with my boyfriend instead of a youth organisation where we share a unit of the same sex. Maybe it’s because i have OCD, that makes me feel this way but i don’t know. I just wish things could be easy in life to get a house with the furniture i want and everything but its not that simple these days.
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Good Morning Babydoll,
Your post made me sigh. I so understand what you are talking about…and it isn’t just about the place you are living…now is it? Are you new to SP? If so…know that you are very welcome here. Ever feel like you are all alone in a boat in the middle of the ocean…even when in a crowd of people? Even when with the ones you love? Even when you do have a nice home full of nice things? Getting nostalgic again…sorry.
I’m sorry you are in the situation you are in…myself I was homeless as a teen and again in my early 40’s…I have also lived in a big, beautiful home and had all the toys…and I mean all the toys…entertained lavishly…many, many many friends…and still felt that way. So I would really love to talk to you more about how you are feeling if you are interested. And feel free to fill in more details about YOU if you would like.
Here to talk as are others
Peace
Amakua