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Suicide Hotline

I have no friends

by lilylily2899 5/10/2013

written by lilylily2899

I’m Lily, I’m 15- I have social anxiety and I have no friends- well I have fake ones 🙁

Every day I go to school I feel alone and awkward when my friends are with their friends. I’m just standing there, I wish I was confident enough to make other friends but I’m not. My closest “friend” does her best to make me feel out of place by ignoring me and leaving me out of things. I’ve tried to tell them how I feel twice but they must think I am just trying to get attention or something. In a way I am trying to get […]

5/10/2013 12 comments

Time’s up

by BrooklynBoxx 12/29/2012

written by BrooklynBoxx

Just called a suicide hotline.. they guy i talked to .. he just kept saying uh well you need to look at it from a better point of view.

I lost my 2nd oldest brother cause my oldest brother raped me! and you exspect me to look on the bright side. I look at his facebook everyday, hoping to get to know him. I DONT EVEN KNOW MY OWN BROTHER. And i hate it.. i hate it so badly. I only found out last week he’s graduated highschool.. i never knew.. i didnt know..

I miss him so badly, we would stay up reading the hungry catapillar, […]

12/29/2012 3 comments

Friday.

by Engie 11/30/2012

written by Engie

I should be happy. I should be.

My psych didn’t change my meds yesterday. I still want to die. Tried hanging a couple of times before. Maybe I’ll jump today for a change. There’s a 13 levelÂ multi-storeyÂ car park across the road.

Told me to call the suicide hotline if I’m going to do it. Why do I feel this way? I don’t have any real reason to want to die.

11/30/2012 9 comments

Degrading health, degrading life

by zel 9/16/2012

written by zel

I have had very poor health since the day I was born. Genetic defects result in a very weak immune system, severe asthma and only partially functioning lungs, severe allergies that prevent me from going outside, heart problems which make me feel weak and will likely cut my life short, a bad liver that’s complicating the heart issues, a bad thyroid that adds to the exhaustion, a bad uterus and ovaries that are trying to bleed me to death, and the doctors want to remove, and a screwed up digestive system that limits what I can eat. I also have a degenerative nerve disorder that’s […]

9/16/2012 1 comment

My survival story PLEASE READ!!!

by staystrong1234 9/15/2012

written by staystrong1234

Im sure I sound like a million different ppl u all have heard but, SUICIDE IS NEVER THE WAY!!!!! PLEASE PLEASE READ MY STORY AND I HOPE IT CAN HELP AT LEAST ONE PERSON. I came home from the hospital about 3 hours ago and it starts like this…. I an 23 years old/female and have struggled with depression and anxiety from the age of 12. I was sexually abused as a child by multipule family members including my own father. i have always struggled with my identity and feeling that others didnt love me and i never loved myself very much either. I have […]

9/15/2012 6 comments

Depressed, self imposed lonliness, suicidal

by unsaved 6/8/2012

written by unsaved

I feel like I’m preparing to kill myself without even trying.Â My depression is getting worse and worse.Â I don’t take any meds except 5-htp, this natural supplement and who the fuck knows if it even works.Â I definitely feel hopeless.Â I’m alone.Â All my friends moved away and have lives and I’m just their facebook friend now.Â So, I deleted my facebook.Â I was active on blogtv and had friends there, so I deleted that.Â All I’ve kept is twitter and skype to talk to my online girlfriend but she’s getting fed up with my negativity and falling asleep while skyping.Â She’s 3 hours […]

6/8/2012 3 comments

on not calling the national suicide number

by bingo215 6/4/2012

written by bingo215

hi all.

someone (me) took my username, so I used my username as my password. anywho.

some idiot told me to call the suicide hotline about a month ago, and I’ve called it before, and from many different states in the USA. this was about a month or year ago. I really do forget.

I tried to kill myself for about 5 years maybe ten. I stopped trying to kill myself about 4 years or maybe 3 years ago now. Now I bounce in between states, jail and doctors offices. it’s great don’t get me wrong, if I had a gun I would shoot hella stuff, but I […]

6/4/2012 2 comments

drunk. remember that i love alcohol post a few hours ago?

by jamesmohio 5/21/2012

written by jamesmohio

fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. what more can i say besides fuck? im sick of myself. sick of depending on everyone else, sick of wanting everyone to support me, sick of the charity that comes with being a depressed fuck. i wish i could get rid of myself already. i cant do shit at this point. im too fucking drunk to do anything besides finish this bottle and die. and just so you know, SUICIDE HOTLINES ARE FUCKING USELESS!!!! the last time i tried, the ****** just stuttered like, shit, what do i say? dude ill tell you what to say: fuck me, i […]

5/21/2012 7 comments

School Sucks

by hellismylife 3/27/2012

written by hellismylife

I have never cheated on test in all of my life I have been struggling in my Spanish class so when I totally forgot I had a test I decided to cheat and got cought! I have been living with guilt for over 3 weeks and I can’t live with the guilt anymore I called a suicide hotline and they helped a lot and I also emailed my teacher about asking to take a retake but the only thing I am scared of doing is telling my mom because she is super strict on school I just got out for trouble for my grades and […]

3/27/2012 1 comment

So I guess it isn’t all so bad…

by ValarMorghulis 2/13/2012

written by ValarMorghulis

So my last post here was this one

http://suicideproject.org/2011/11/tonights-the-night-i-guess/

Long story short, after writing that, I waited until midnight, walked out to the Golden Gate Bridge, looked over the railing, and got ready to jump.Â I waited until midnight because I didn’t want anyone to actually see me die, and I know that security around there tends to watch out for any potential jumpers. Anyways, so I’m standing there, trying to talk myself into finally ending it all, when some bicyclist on the other side of the bridge yells over “Hey! What the fuck are you doing?!”. Or something to that effect anyways.

I looked over at him, […]

2/13/2012 4 comments

Looking for interview for mini-documentary series

by jenniferleareed 1/29/2012

written by jenniferleareed

Hello Everyone,

I’m the producer of a new mini-documentary series exploring philosophical, ethical, spiritual or existential issues facing people today. The installments look at these issues from social, scientific and spiritual perspectives and are intended to be thought provoking, reassuring and inspirational. Representative topics include: Can one person make a difference in the world? Is there an upside to adversity? How can we deal with grief and loss in a positive way? For each of the topics we will be turning to a variety of sources â€“ educators, scientists, psychologists, behaviorists and theologians â€“ as we sort out the complexity of the questions and the possible […]

1/29/2012 105 comments