I’ve come to see existence for what it is, and it’s made me feel tired. Death or not, life is pointless. All that we do serves only to perpetuate our species for it’s own sake. Everything is either a lie or a distraction. Without the superficial activities, conversations, feelings, and thoughts we have, there is nothing. What are we working toward, really? Even if we were gods, we would eventually run out of things to do or learn. Even a simple person like me can see that the universe does not need us or care that we are here. There is no higher purpose. We […]
Although nowadays I rarely actively post in this wonderful website anymore, yet I still often follow and observe many posts here. Some have become a bit of spamming, which is so unfortunate IMHO, but I am glad that there are still some sincere, honest, human-heartfelt posts here I’ve noticed.
And of all these sincere, honest heartfelt posts, I’ve eventually noticed, and learned, that there’s really one common tread that if I may summarize it in one short phrase, it is this: It seems really ironic that nowadays we may have forgot about being Human, and instead become more like a Machine. Not asking (with empathy) […]
My lifee has been full of everything i used alcohol n drugs sincee i was 13 i havent stopped n dnt think i will, i had a friend who got me involved init she was my bestfriend she told me everything i tried to help her but it wasent helping, she was in a mental unit for 6 months just a week after her 16th birthday. i visited her weekly n each week she told me the same thing “it ends tonight” she trusted me so much she wanted me to have a suicide pact with her i said no n said your not going […]
I have released my book on my struggles with suicide here http://kingsdaughters21.blogspot.com/p/hopes-journey.html
It has been a miserable 40 years, I do not want to sound like I am whining, but it really has.
There has been the normal bad things in my life like everyone else death, teenage angst, job, fighting, family and friends etc that emphasizes the feelings of wanting to die, but even when happy, the thoughts of suicide are still there.
All my life I have tried everything to hold onto that little voice telling me that everything would get better. It has not.
Good days or bad I still have feelings of ending it all. I have read that everyone has feelings of suicide at […]
I’m Jasmine im bigger then usual I’m 14 turning 15 I believe im pretty only my head has good features my mom and sister talk down to me and get mad when I stand up for my self I truly want to kill my self idk what to do.
All I do is get criticism I know people judge due to my weight ive tried every thing I never tell any one every thing only one person or two know and that’s my therapist I got from freaking school not my […]
After so many things that have been said, and happening in this wonderfully eye-opening site,
I’ve ever gone to do more researches online on some proofs of consciousness does exist and goes on..
And some of the findings are surprisingly make sense a lot.
Here I’ll list some of them:
“The simple truth is that WE are all 5D spiritual Beings temporarily within a 3D physical body!..When our 3D body dies, spiritual us, our consciousness, then moves back to the world of Spirit, our true *home* sometimes known as *Heaven* (which has many different levels), and to our limited 3D eyesight 5D spirits are invisible, as […]
Sometimes I do wonder if the ‘System’ is just WAY too strong for any of us here to ‘bend’, or to NOT to work under it..
What if you don’t care what ur parents, society think, just do what u really want to do?
What if you just move out to a more peaceful remote village, if you *really* want some Peace?
What if, you just go google (the beauty of Internet era these days!) those like-minded groups, and just go join them, regardless of what people close to you WILL be thinking of you (ie: screw them!? they’re usually ‘selfish’ anyway in-a-sense, as you’ve known it) ?
I’ve given some thoughts about this very carefully.
And I’ve come to a conclusion:
Those of us who feel suicidal here is probably because either we’re a:
– Highly Sensitive
– Highly Creative
– or Highly Intelligent kind of people
– or the combination of both three above!
I am not saying this to brag or anything, but the more I observe & give attention to the people’s story and also thorough human’s history, the more it becomes very clear & obvious to me that MOST people who are suicidal can belong into those three categories above..in other words, they can see more things than what […]
If you’ve ever thought of suicide or even know someone who has, YOU MUST WATCH THIS VIDEO! Hope it encourages you 🙂
http://www.helium.com/debates/280516-is-the-world-getting-better-or-worse-with-each-generation/side_by_side?page=2
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20060704195516AAnrdOD
(read especially the “Best Answer” on the top)
So really,..the question then becomes: Is the world getting better or worse, all a matter of seeing and *choosing* to view half-empty glass, or half-full glass?
It’s really a matter of perspective? and how you’re *using* it to keep continuing, or *stop* and give up?..
And finally, what do you think about this post:
“that bit about suicide struck me though… the universe presents us with challenges for us to learn from them. suicide is just saying, “i don’t want to learn now”. you’ll still have to eventually though. folks who believe that the end of your body […]
I am so sick of life. I feel like shit all the time. I have no friends, no family, no nothing. I am married, but am in a unhappy relationship. the biggest thing is i have no one to talk to. Not one person that really cares. If I died right now not one person on the face of this earth would care. I would be forgotten about the very next day. I dont matter, have no purpose, no reason to be here. I would liketo be gone, but cant find a resonable way to bow out. I dont know how to end it. If […]
“Each day as people make new choices we create the possible futures, so nothing right now is fixed.”
“‘Nothing we can do can change the past, but everything we do changes the future.” – Ashleigh Brilliant
“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.” – Maria Robinson
“Those who have changed the universe have never done it by changing officials, but always by inspiring the people”
– Napoleon Boneparte
“It is always the minorities that hold the key of progess; it is always through those who are unafraid to be different that advance comes to human […]
I just got back from dinner with my family.
And I’ve witnessed & observed an ‘event’, that might seem just ordinary perhaps to many people there, and even to my family members,..but certainly NOT to me:
We just got back from quite a ‘cozy’ new restaurant/semi-lounge that my brother’s friend just opened up.
And there I saw many people, mostly young, around my age or so (I’m 28 btw),..and lo & behold, they’re all seem so happy, socializing with their friends, tucked in their office uniforms, with beers at hand, and I’ve catched the conversations mostly are revolving around jobs, making money, how to make more […]
The first one is Myers Briggs (MBTI) Personality Type here: http://sminds.com/mbti/
In short, this is a Personality test continuation from Jung’s system that measure someone’s way of thinking, and how he/she perceives an information, which results in generally 16 Personality Types.
The second one is the Highly Sensitive Person (HSP) test here:
http://www.hsperson.com/pages/test.htm
to see if you could probably belong to this Type of person.
Surely, “each individual is unique”, it’s true,
but what’s probably the best thing about following these tests is:
1. To find like-minded, similar people who thinks like you,
and thus perhaps most importantly,
2. To know that you’re not alone in this planet, ie: […]
What are you reasons to go on living?
http://thereasons.ca
Have you attempted suicide?
Did you choose life?
If you answered “yes” to both questions, we hope you will help us with our research.
I am posting this on behalf of the team behind The Reasons to go on Living Project. We are collecting the stories of people who have attempted or seriously contemplated suicide but now want to go on living. The Project will study and share these anonymous stories for research, education and inspiration.
Please visit the website (http://thereasons.ca) for […]
“As soon as you’re born they make you feel small
By giving you no time instead of it all
Till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be
They hurt you at home and they hit you at school
They hate you if you’re clever and they despise a fool
Till you’re so fucking crazy you can’t follow their rules
A working class hero is something to be
A working class hero is something to be
When they’ve tortured and scared you for twenty odd years
Then they expect […]
I think it’s because we can’t seem to find someone, a friend, a person/individual whom we can really relate, connect, and understand each other..in our real life.
To find a similar like-minded individual,
or someone who’s probably undergoing or in the same situation like us..in our real-daily life.
You know..the more I see all the thread posts here, and seeing also the comments by other people, which can actually sometimes even give so much comfort, relief, and even there’s somebody I’ve read that can keep continuing her life, because she probably got encouraged, inspired, and/or helped by the comments posts from others; the more I see […]
This might be the ONLY hope I have for mankind & humanity:
I hope this is all true..
Other than this,….I don’t know what else. Seriously..