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teenage

One might be touch starved without even knowing it

by nextime1988 11/25/2015

written by nextime1988

I was one of those book worm nerds who started college a virgin up untill then and during all my teenage years i had never had any girlfriends, flings, hook ups……. nothing……

Fast forward to my very first semester in college, most of my class was at the library working on research group assignment.

I was standing bent over the table my group grabbed , when a female classmate gently stroke my back, now there was absolutely nothing sexual, intimate flirty about it she was just grabbing my attention to hand me a book i had asked for.

But the moment she touched me i mean it was […]

11/25/2015 37 comments

Nostalgia: Part 2

by InhalingAnxiety 11/20/2015

written by InhalingAnxiety

Nostalgia: Part 2

Sometimes things come up that remind me of my childhood or mostly my teenage years and it makes me more depressed. And it’s not because I had a horrible childhood (it wasn’t great, but others had it worse), but whenever I’m “taken back” to those times of my life, I automatically compare it to now. Usually what reminds me are old games no one plays anymore or popular music I remember being released and it played nonstop on the radio that no one knows anymore. Like those things I grew up with and still love to this day.. they don’t matter anymore. If I go up […]

11/20/2015 0 comment

How nice it would be to just die.

by sunshinestate90 11/10/2015

written by sunshinestate90

Ever since I graduated college last year, the meaning in my life has decreased. I’m at a low that I’ve never experienced before. When I was in high school, it was all about teenage angst and being heartbroken from unrequited love. In college I was preoccupied with struggling to get by and remnants of my teenage angst. Now that I’m over my teenage angst and I can see clearer, suddenly life has become so meaningless and so boring. Nothing impresses me. Nothing excites me. I suppose this is called depression? But I have no real reason to be depressed. Sure, I still don’t have a […]

11/10/2015 6 comments

An Aching Heart

by thelost 10/26/2015

written by thelost

Can I start off by asking why? Why did we ever use such a convoluted statement like this? Of course it probably stems from the long held belief that love comes from the heart, so heartbreak must reside there as well. I beg to disagree, heartbreak is not coming from one aspect of your life, it’s from everywhere. You feel it in the very depths of your soul. You can’t walk around without seeing something that reminds you of them. God, it sucks so much to be so alone. I won’t say I love this girl, no that’d be overreacting, also it’d scare the hell […]

10/26/2015 2 comments

A friend if you need

by PindoramaAiyra 7/11/2015

written by PindoramaAiyra

People. I’m a teenage female, and I suffer from seeing some of you so helpless. If you want someone to hear you and talk to you, you can contact me on my kik account – my username is the same as here’s, as I think you can see who the author of this post is – and my email. Search for my username on kik or send me an email at paiyra98@gmail.com. No, you won’t be bothering or disturbing, you can be sure of that. If you want someone to be friends with (well, an Internet friend, at least), don’t hesitate. I’ll listen and talk […]

7/11/2015 3 comments

Absolute hopelessness

by Agiroso 5/9/2015

written by Agiroso

So you think you have had a bad life? Well let me give you some insight on what a bad life is…I was conceived by a teenage girl with a teenage boy, of whom she does not know who my father may be. She had planned on having me in her bedroom closet, and then who knows what would have happened to me.

After discovering that my egg donor was pregnant, my grandparents forced her give put me up for adoption.

I cant ant say anything really terrible while I was a child, other than being molested by my “brother”.

I was a rather strong willed child, with […]

5/9/2015 2 comments

How long have you been depressed and when did you first start getting treated for it?

by gwerg 5/9/2015

written by gwerg

I’ve been extremely depressed for 4 years now (basically my entire teenage life) and have yet to seek any medical attention, like an idiot. So out of curiosity, how long have you been depressed, when did you start getting therapy and how has it been so far? Will be looking forward to every response. I am extremely depressed and closed to the edge but I doubt anything will truly help me.

5/9/2015 6 comments

Here’s the plan…

by vaughn124 4/7/2015

written by vaughn124

I’m a teenage drop out, nobody cares about me. I feel horrible and trapped and I’ve been here before, it gets better for awhile, but will always get worse. I’m sick of it, I just rather not exist.

My seasonal job will open soon, I’ll get my money for my method, and I will be good to go.

4/7/2015 3 comments

Bills and Debt and a Life Full of Nothingness

by justagirl7 4/4/2015

written by justagirl7

I’m nearly 30 years old. I’m in a long-term relationship with a live-in partner. We live in an apartment in a house. I work from home and because of this I basically work 24/7. My partner works as a delivery man but only works about 5 hours a day. His hand is broken from punching a wall when he was angry. He uses his broken hand as his newest excuse to be lazy.

There’s a lot of resentment. He spends most of his money on marijuana. This is a daily occurrence. Any attempt to discuss this issue is met with fighting, me being to blame […]

4/4/2015 6 comments

done.

by lostinallharmony 12/2/2014

written by lostinallharmony

I’ve felt empty since my teenage years. And now I’m 24. I never felt disapointed in me, even though I’ve never been happy with myself. More like always on other people. I never have spoken out loud about these things. Vice versa I pretend to be happiest person on this earth. Always cheering people to chase their dreams, whatnot. I never felt that there would be someone that would fully understand me enough. I get always the attention I don’t enjoy to get but don’t show it. Every single night I cry myself to sleep and wake up with a such a heartache. I feel […]

12/2/2014 2 comments

Over a year

by Palmer123 11/12/2014

written by Palmer123

Last year I was hospitalized and then I went to a residential treatment facility to be treated for an extreme depressive episode. I remember self-admitting to the behavioral health unit. I was so out of place. I had never had an experience like that. I’ve never used drugs, and in my group therapy sessions I saw first hand how much pain addiction caused.

It’s been a year since I was released. I’ve visited with a therapist, and I’m still seeing my psychiatrist.

After all of this, my thoughts of suicide are creeping back in. I read a story about two teenage girls who killed themselves, and one […]

11/12/2014 0 comment

Pills

by curlylion720 10/8/2014

written by curlylion720

I am a 14 year old teenager, depressed and suicidal. I know this may sound stupid but does anyone know any pills that will make me pass out if I overdose? I am not exactly trying to kill myself, just a way of revealing my pain to my parent without having to actually talk to them, but let’s just say I wouldn’t care if I died overdosing.

I know I will receive lots of “don’t do this” “you don’t deserve life” and “you’re worth it” but I don’t believe any of that. I hate my life and myself so much, I don’t think anything or anyone […]

10/8/2014 9 comments