I was one of those book worm nerds who started college a virgin up untill then and during all my teenage years i had never had any girlfriends, flings, hook ups……. nothing……
Fast forward to my very first semester in college, most of my class was at the library working on research group assignment.
I was standing bent over the table my group grabbed , when a female classmate gently stroke my back, now there was absolutely nothing sexual, intimate flirty about it she was just grabbing my attention to hand me a book i had asked for.
But the moment she touched me i mean it was physical, it felt like a ton of weight got off my shoulders, at the same time experienced a feeling of warmth and releif inside me as i never felt before.
A couple of years later when researching on the subject i realised at that time i was touch starved and didn’t even know it,……. now i know it which makes it even worst…..FML