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Obsolete

by ekkg 4/5/2013

written by ekkg

I’m 50, small business owner, two children, one who has graduated and one who is a sophomore. I’ve been married for 30 years and have been my own boss for over twenty.

I’ve had many had many ups and downs over the years, but the writing is on the wall, technology has made my business obsolete. I feel that I’m too old to start over again….. started this a couple of days ago, feel better today, not as suicidal as I was, but it crosses my mind all of the time. One thing I’ve noticed lately, the more I surf online, the more hopeless I feel, […]

4/5/2013 2 comments

One day at a time

by hereWithoutme10 4/4/2013

written by hereWithoutme10

One day at a time Â that’sÂ my new motto I dont think ahead or back and just put on blinders. Im still trying to get everything figured out in my life and still reallyÂ haven’tÂ expressed my thoughts to anyone. It kills me literally to keep these thoughts inside but If I tell someone itll just make everything worse. I dont know why im soÂ fascinatedÂ with suicide and it pops up even when im having a fun time. I feel stuck and that somehow I still havent gained full closure over my accident or my life.

4/4/2013 1 comment

one moment by moment..

by claira 12/11/2012

written by claira

K, made it through today, still on the right track, my child is so delighted to have me visit with her for Christmas, she is genuinely happy to have me stay with her, and I am genuinely happy to be staying with her. One day at a time, one moment at a time. I have faith (even if I am not feeling it much) in my mind I keep telling myself it will all work out, it will all come together and I will get that job and be able to move and support myself. I am putting my faith in my […]

12/11/2012 0 comment

Ok, I have gotten to the point where I know I need help.

by Disire 11/20/2012

written by Disire

I truly don’t know where to start; what I feel right now is from years adding up. It is from everything I have delt with and truly feels like nothing is ever enough. Please bare with my bad grammer and sentence structure I am typing as it comes to me and I’m a little shoken up at the molment.

Ok background I have two brothers who are older than me the eldest we will call Nick the middle Kevin. I am a gay male and I know the fact but have never accepted it. If you ask me I will tell you truthfully I am. If […]

11/20/2012 4 comments

R.I.P Amanda Todd

by Silent-screams 10/15/2012

written by Silent-screams

R.I.P
I feel so sorry for her.She made ONE mistake that ruined her life.
She was on webcam to new people to make more friends and to chat.And a group called her stunning pretty ect.Then asked her to flash she thought nothing of it and did it.The into the christmas break she got a msg saying “show me or i send your boobs” she ingored it then at 4am the police knocked on the door because that man sent the picture to everyone.She was hated so bad she had to move school.And again in one school she thought a boy liked her and they […]

10/15/2012 2 comments

A GOOD DEED

by Nolentwohundred 8/17/2012

written by Nolentwohundred

I know most of you feel that you canâ€™t make a difference in the world.Â We all feel that way from time to time.Â Â One thing we do all have is the freedom to do many of the things we want and need to do.Â Some are not so fortunate and I am asking a favor of all of you who read this to sign a petition to demand the state of California to release a man from prison that has been found â€œnot guiltyâ€ of his crime.Â Heâ€™s already served 12 YEARS for something he is innocent of, yet still remains in custody.

http://www.change.org/petitions/release-daniel-larsen-ruled-innocent?utm_source=action_alert&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=9605&alert_id=yilDLHVfTF_bKpfSgFvKX

8/17/2012 3 comments

already forgotten

by sabrina_96 7/29/2012

written by sabrina_96

when i see people sad and depressed on here it makes me sad and depressed. i decided im not going to write one note but a to couple people i actually love. one of the only things that makes me not want to get hitÂ byÂ that train, hang myself, blow my brains out.Â is the few peopleÂ have been saving me all of this time. one of my best friendsÂ has been in boot camp. i dont want him to find out. i hope by the time he comes back everyone willÂ have forgotton me,Â he will have forgotton me. i never go through with this. but i know how badly […]

7/29/2012 6 comments

My Father The Summary of My Life

by SomeMalaise 6/21/2012

written by SomeMalaise

My father’s existance summarizes how my life has been for me in a metaphorical term. Emotional blackmail.

My father calls me 24 times a day sometimes more for very trivial things. I do them. If i don’t I know what will happen.

Trash, yard, clean, glass of water, make my food, find my shoes, shave my beard, find my clothes, mow the lawn, water the grass, find my glasses, where’s my tooth brush, let’s get groceries. You go in the store I’ll stay outside (he talks on the phone to some woman i don’t know) Oh i didn’t give you enough money? How much is the […]

6/21/2012 4 comments

Dead Already.. And nobody cares.

by welcomedeath 6/21/2012

written by welcomedeath

My parents dont give a shit about me, or how I feel about anything. Only that I get good grades. If i get any less than a A they scream and shout at me and take away the only things I enjoy-My xbox, and laptop. I only enjoy these, because when I play games I can escape to another world. I have tried to kill myself three times already… One time one of my parents saw me trying and didnt even bat an eyelid. They couldnt have cared less. The only people I care about in the world are my friends.. And even they are […]

6/21/2012 2 comments

It Won’t Be OK

by mdm10099 4/24/2012

written by mdm10099

To let go

The mass – now too great to endure

Arms weary and swollen

Thwarting the barrierâ€™s fall since birth

Â Drained
limbs are lowered

Spirit broken

The partition falls

One last turn . . .

One last time. . .

One final gaze. . .

Leaving all that is good in the world behind

Stepping over the rubble of the once great wall

To the other side

Where the soil grows only indiscretion

And torment

If onlyÂ . . .

Another rootless soul wanders along . . .

Places limbs upon the wall . . .

Allowing a brief […]

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4/24/2012 0 comment

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I don’t think I’m in control of my life anymore

by AbnormalPsyche 4/2/2012

written by AbnormalPsyche

I feel as though there are different parts of me that constantly keep taking over myself. One side does stuff that ‘I’ do not do or accept, one is sad all the time, one is child-like, one is nice and angelic, one is rude and hateful…I don’t know what to do. I can’t make decisions because I’m never in the same mood/thought process within the same two hours. I tried to tell my mother about my situation, and she thinks that IÂ do have control over my life/actions, I’m just pretending as though I don’t. And I’m afraid that if she tells me that again, she’ll […]

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4/2/2012 2 comments

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Sexual Abuse and Suicidal survivor

by Tear_Drop :'( 1/6/2012

written by Tear_Drop :'(

I started to get Sexually abuse at the age of 3-10. Â Well I’m 13 right now. Well I remember snap Shots of when I was 3 ! I don’t remmeber everything. I would go over my auntie house because she would baby sit me while my mom was at work. I just remember my cousin taking my dolls and me crying and he would say “You would half to do this in order to Get your doll back”. Which my cousin was 12 or 13 at the time and I was 3 . He molested Â me lots of times as I can remember.He would tell […]

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1/6/2012 7 comments

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