Dead Already.. And nobody cares.

I am sorry that you are in so much pain. I am sorry that your parents don’t listen and are so dictatorial.

I am an old fogy but one thing I know is that things change and good grades is a great way to escape a bad situation in your family.

It sounds like your family are not supportive – so you may need to do stuff for yourself – maybe get help or simply concentrate on working to get out of your current situation.

I wish I could help more – I wish I had better answers – but don’t give up – don’t waste the work that you have done already and things will change.

Take it a day at a time – try to communicate through other means (other than using your own body). Life can suck when you are in a situation where other people have power over you and use it unjustly and don’t listen to words.

but it will change – don’t throw it in – not yet.