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Day 3.

by Alex 9/12/2015

written by Alex

I have to go to work in a couple of hours. I hate going there. I have to deal with constant sexual harassment from my boss. I’m quitting in a few weeks since he treats me like shit as well, he makes me do stuff that he can do, while he sits there watching dramas on his phone. I’m tired of being mistreated for 9 months and having to deal with the harassment without being able to tell anyone.

This morning my mom was awake early and noticed that I hadn’t taken my medicine at the time I’m supposed to so, she made me take it. […]

9/12/2015 11 comments

Death

by Shattered Night 9/11/2015

written by Shattered Night

i feel very depressed today the only thing that im thinking about is death. i crave for the peace that you guys talk about yet at the same time i want to hve a future i dont know what to do anymore. peace or future which one.

9/11/2015 6 comments

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by sleepwalker 9/9/2015

written by sleepwalker

Hi, does anyone have any advices how to cope trough another day? I am collapsing and my chronical pains have encreased lately. Every day is harder than the previous one. I feel so tired.
If you just have any tips how to cheer up, even for a little bit, I would appreciate if you could share them.
Thank you. Hope you are feeling okay today.

9/9/2015 8 comments

:/

by toxicllama 9/8/2015

written by toxicllama

im basically word vomiting at this point so if this post jumps around a lot please bare with me.

ive been in a pretty big slump and i cant seem to get out, all i can think about is dying and what it would be like to die, and what people are going to think when i die, and what happens after i die. i made several plans to commit suicide and i just cant push myself to do it, im such a lazy piece of shit. i thought that maybe if i go back to school ill enjoy senior year so much that ill hang […]

9/8/2015 1 comment

20 poem

by alonelybird 9/8/2015

written by alonelybird

Your eyes, green
Freckled face, in a smile
Walking away, always
Sunny day, I think today
Gone again, again you’re gone
But sometimes we meet
Oh the joy, though quickly faded
Lie in the seat, poetry, jaded

9/8/2015 0 comment

Burned inside my head, Images of everything I had.

by Rotted_Flesh 9/6/2015

written by Rotted_Flesh

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=46teotoyLiw

What’s your excuse for all of this?
It’s 12 o’clock and it’s times like these I know for sure won’t be missed
but for now, it’ll always be raining in my mind
I can’t take back what I said, words that go your way seem to disconnect
It’s burning me inside and out, but yet my heart’s so cold.
It’s another night I have to face being all alone.
I never thought it was possible, but I’m seeing shades of grey.
This weight you left me, just gave you away.
I won’t face today, all my thoughts keep bringing me down
Not a single […]

9/6/2015 1 comment

I thought I was gonna get a drink today..

by wndozh8er 9/2/2015

written by wndozh8er

unfortunatly I don’t gave the money to get a cab or pay for it. My aunt is gonna allow me to get drinks on Friday. At least I’m lucky in that reguard. This is the last two weeks of my life, I wanna get drunk and pop pills ya know. I wanna be freed up to do what ever the heck I wanna do until the time comes. Don’t know how I’m gonna sneak vodka into the house. Guess I’d have to put it in my underwear as silly as that sounds as long as the bottle can fit. Guess for now I’ll stick to popping […]

9/2/2015 2 comments

I Give Those Upper Classmen On My Bus My Thanks Sarcasitically!!! (Rants)

by LittleMissPurrfection 8/31/2015

written by LittleMissPurrfection

Are the people of society today kidding me? Like what is wrong with them all? Is it really funny to throw grapes at people while they’re talking to someone and it is none of their business to do anything like that?

A long while back earlier on the bus ride home from my high school I was pelted with grapes. There were no more than three, that hit but obviously were aimed at me and they were laughing about it! Is it really so funny to you to pick on people smaller and younger than you? For your information, and if I could snap my fingers I […]

8/31/2015 23 comments

Gonna drink myself into oblivion today.

by wndozh8er 8/31/2015

written by wndozh8er

been having slot of flashbacks over what happened and what happened before, I’m gonna drown those motherfucking thoughts down. Thanks your all your love and support. I love you all

8/31/2015 25 comments

Depression

by Diablo 8/30/2015

written by Diablo

I don’t even know what to feel anymore I’m just kind of, numb. I’m pushing everyone away from me and refusing to talk about what’s wrong when I’m asked. Day 1 almost down of no eating, day 2 almost down of another sleepless night. After going a few months without cutting I dug the blade into my thighs yesterday and again today. I layed in the bath and just bled. Like it was the most normal thing in the world, no pain just emptiness. I have an doctors appointment soon and I don’t want them seeing my thighs. I don’t feel a thing but I […]

8/30/2015 2 comments

I need help please !

by Hussain1996 8/30/2015

written by Hussain1996

I have a heart disease since 2012 my life changed since I went to doctor. I love foot ball but he told me that I mustn’t touch a ball anymore or do any sports that exhaust me because I will die so after that I watched my friends do every thing they want except me. I accept that but in 2014 days passes and I cant sleep it was painful my heart very hurting me until now. I completed my high school this year. but my friends hate me they don’t say but they don’t want me to go out with them and when I […]

8/30/2015 3 comments

Uplifting Songs

by geekinthepink 8/29/2015

written by geekinthepink

I want to share some songs that might uplift a sad soul today.

King – Lauren Aquilina; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vEeOLYwiTz8
Fly – Hilary Duff; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ptfLLg7malo
Hold On – Wilson Phillips; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XQBvMob3YOE
Brave – Sara Bareilles; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dyAfjUHlFSM
Dare You to Move – Switchfoot; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKY28a3Dwe8

Share some of the songs that kept you going. 🙂

8/29/2015 3 comments

Worst day of the year

by Lebuque 8/28/2015

written by Lebuque

Today is my birthday. I never celebrate and rarely tell others that it’s today. Unfortunately, my family knows, so i have to deal with them coming over and bringing some food and blablabla.
I d like to spend it alone, thinking about how im still not moving forward. Thinking that its just another year of failures, disapointments and suffering.
If everything goes alright, 2016 august 28 will be a lot better. It will be my last anniverssary and my last day alive

8/28/2015 8 comments

Horrible People

by BluDude976 8/27/2015

written by BluDude976

Had an experience today that reminded me of how horrible people are. I don’t understand why people harbor such intense hatred for the homeless. I don’t get how people could be so selfish to the point they’re willing to screw everyone around them.

8/27/2015 1 comment

I messed up..

by GerbzBaby 8/23/2015

written by GerbzBaby

Yesterday wasn’t the best day, and neither was today. I might have lost 3 friends over my mistake that I made.

I was supposed to go to an amusement park with my friend today but I refused to go out of fear. I feared being left out again. She ignored me at dinner last night to talk to my sisters (or at least it felt that way). I just boiled over and got angry, ran upstairs and cried. I didn’t say anything to her when she came up to get me. Just put a smile on my face and continued on.

When today came around I told […]

8/23/2015 3 comments

Fuck-up

by thegirlwiththecinderblockgarden 8/21/2015

written by thegirlwiththecinderblockgarden

That’s me. A giant fuck-up. A huge mistake. A waste of space. Nothing important.
That’s how I feel today.
I accidentally came out to my mum today. She asked a rather leading question, which resulted in me accidentally telling her. She didn’t say anything back, and continues to treat me as normal. I wish she had said something, because I have all these thoughts of what she could have said or thought, and I feel like these thoughts are slowly destroying me.
I wasn’t ready to tell her, and I feel like I have been forced to come out, and it’s really upsetting. I feel […]

8/21/2015 1 comment

Trip-Hop Jazz, Oh My, This Tamagotchi

by Bisban 8/21/2015

written by Bisban

And so, maybe I should say it

I repent for today

Until for the next day

Where I’m just going to go play

And hopefully, I won’t repent in this way

It was just a bad mix with, the onion

To balance, perspicacity to thine situation

Humbling, always in discourse from within

Crumbling

Until for the next day

Where I’m just going to go play

And hopefully, I won’t have to repent in this way

…

You see, it involves of a kind of lonesome; me

Maybe more, of a solitude

Maybe, like a Weezing, wandering alone

In a room

I hope that it went okay, and that you did become

The Moon, and the Sun

8/21/2015 1 comment

Is this my fault?

by Sui_RC 8/19/2015

written by Sui_RC

So, i liked this girl. But she’d only talk to me over texts. So, when i meet her at school, she never acknowledges me, or comes and sit with me.

So i grew frustrated nd frustrated cus i really liked this girl, and then when she’d say something useless like borrowing a pen and cracking a joke. Id lash out and absolutely slay her with words. Sure, i felt like shit a moment later.

So, today, she completely ignored me and started talking to a good friend of mine, like nearly the whole day, and mind you they’ve not been friends, more like acquaintances.

And […]

8/19/2015 5 comments

Life Is Stressing me

by DayDay5151 8/17/2015

written by DayDay5151

Its like nobosy care how i feel i tell them how i feel then they say the kind rhing to me because its watyhu suppose to say life is really stressin me to the point i wanna give up i try commiting suicide couple time but something always stops me from going with the process for instance today i try to put a bag ova my head so i couldnt breath but i couldnt do it i dont know what do do any more

8/17/2015 2 comments

Sick of this

by thegirlwiththecinderblockgarden 8/13/2015

written by thegirlwiththecinderblockgarden

I’m sick of feeling sad all the fucking time. I’m sick and bloody tired. There are some days where I think ‘how could I have possibly felt that sad?’ but then it all comes rushing back.
I don’t have the right to be sad. My life is a breeze compared to other people’s lives. And it makes me feel like my problems are inferior, which in some ways they are.
I got my English Literature AS result today, and I got a B. And I’m not happy with it. I should be, considering I’ve taken it a year early, and that’s like an A at […]

8/13/2015 0 comment

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