I’ve given myself until the above date to find some meaning and joy in my life. If I can’t find it. Then that’s it.
I’m not gonna sit on my arse and mope. I’m going to try. I’m going to pull my soul apart with every second in attempt to find my meaning. This way I know I tried my best and have no regrets.
I’m not an attention seeker. I will follow through with all that you read. But I want some sort of record of my decision.