I stare in the mirror and see my reflection.Â
The girl standing there isn’t beautiful.Â
Beautiful is what I want to be,Â
Even if it is only in the eyes of the one I love.Â
But beautiful I will never be for my love sees me through my eyes.Â
Tears fun down my face as I take that blade, I cut deep so that I can forget my sorrowÂ
and focus on the pain.
Am I ugly? I’ve been told I hate the feeling when people point out my flaws… That what makes me cut. When I know I’m not pretty enugh for guys I cut my writs and legs,but this time I cut a little part of my face. I cryed and cryed till my step dad got home… On my walk I thought about killing myself… But I won’t do it… I’m to scared to kill myself. So that the good news for now, I gues. Why can’t there be a guy that will think I’m beautiful?
NO MORE BULLYING! I GAINED SELF CONFIDENCE AND THATS IT! IM NO LONGER UGLY OR A SLUT OR ANYTHING. IM MYSELF! THATS IS IT! MYSELF. I’m sick of crying everyday because of the insicure people. I am now MYSELF! I’m done with believing people who are rude. LOVE MYSELF. In my description of the pic i say im ugly. ITs cuz I’m confused.
P.S. I guess im not that prettty. What do you think.? 
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