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Still…

by coconut-scent
written by coconut-scent

I wont say names and I wont say ages, it’s difficult enough to even type this sort of stuff.

Within a span of 4 months my life changed dramatically. My father passed away and I was assaulted by peers older than me.
I wasn’t sure how to communicate what happened. My father dying, people I thought I was safe around. How can you tell your family or your friends about any of that and have them understand how you’re feeling?

Sure they could have been through something similar or close to your experience, but every experience is different. You don’t get assaulted by the same person/people. You […]

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by You Dont Even Care
written by You Dont Even Care

So my baby is gone I and so upset and I want to slit my throat every moment I think about changing things and I think about my baby. My boyfriend doesn’t even act like he cares. His mom told him before it all happened that we should get this over with so he could gwt away from me. And he wont even help me with this. His mom doesn’t care. I want to just be gone. I want him to know that I want him to help me tgrough this cause I fell stupid. He wont understand I hurt. His mom is like well […]

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fragile

by thelostgirl1499
written by thelostgirl1499

My boyfriend is the only one who I told I’m breaking,I think he’s forgotten though.

He just keeps getting mad and upset and frustrated wih me and he tells me I’m pushing him away and I tell him things about ex’s and he struggles too forgive me but I’ve forgiven him for so much that hes done in his past.

I need his support,but he’s forgotten I need it..but I don’t know how too tell him in a polite,non attention seeking way….I need him..I’m scared of losing control..

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i just need somebody to talk to, i need help

by mikewbu
written by mikewbu

i’m only sixteen. what the hell is wrong with me? honestly.

am i suppose to be happy? or at least the slightest bit content? everybody else seems to be. but perhaps that’s because they spend their time making fun of me. i can’t make friends, it’s hard for me. and if i do make “friends” they outcast me and make me feel bad and different. it’s like they’re only my friend so they can make fun of me really and make themselves feel better. my parents don’t believe me when i say i don’t have many friends. i think they’re In denial.
they don’t even believe […]

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My Epiphany

by AarinaDaae
written by AarinaDaae

I was able to hang out with a friend, more like sister, that I haven’t seen in what seems like forever. In reality, it was a few months but to us, it felt like lifetimes. We used to see each other every day. She is my sorority sister and we were colleagues. She left the job that we shared because of mistreatment so we didn’t get to see each other every day. Well, we both knew how difficult the job is so we would take turns doing something every week for each other. It helped keep our sanity and our depression in check. Well, she […]

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News @ Work

by NoNameNeeded
written by NoNameNeeded

My colleague at work was upset so I asked her what was amiss.

 

She said her mother was extremely emotional and trying to console a friend.

 

“Her friend found her son hanging in the closet.”

 

I was stunned, but not by the fact the friend’s son had hung himself in his closet. I was a bit taken aback that I had recognized the method mirrored my own exit plan but, more notably, more so at the lack of sympathy for the family. Instead, I felt what I have identified as…

 

Jealousy for the gentleman…

 

It has become clear I’m ready. I didn’t expect the realization would be so anticlimactic. Then […]

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I’m just tired

by ItsASecretShh
written by ItsASecretShh

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/Yiruma-Moon-Light.mp3

I’m tired. I’m just tired.

I’m tired of food. I’m tired of television. I’m tired of work. I’m tired of school. I’m tired of going outside. . I’m tired.

Anytime someone asks how I am, my answer isn’t “I’m fine”

The answer is “I’m tired”

I’ve lost any shred of hope that I might of had. And I don’t see the point.

And the funny thing? I’m tired…but I can’t sleep.

I guess I’m not physically tired. I’m mentally and emotionally tired.

I don’t know what to do with my life anymore.

I don’t feel like going anywhere. I don’t feel like talking.

I seriously […]

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Angry

by JiminyCrispies
written by JiminyCrispies

I am in such a shit mood right now, and I don’t fucking know why. 

I was all happy and laughing an hour ago, and then I had a shower and hate a complete breakdown in there for 10 minutes. I then kept seeing this girl in there with me and I got really freaked out over it and started having a panic attack because I thought they’d stopped appearing in the bathroom. So I was in there for an extra 25 minutes having a full out panic attack, and then I came out the shower and started blow drying my hair in the kitchen when […]

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Where I’m at now.

by MisunderstoodAndAlone
written by MisunderstoodAndAlone

I guess I should start off with saying that I am a 17 year old Female.

I’ve delt with depression basically my whole life, I can’t really do much about it except try my best to be positive. Life has been pretty hard, I’m not gonna lie. When I was 15 I experienced my first real serious relationship, he was a douchebag (so I’ve come to realize) but at the time I was pretty naive and didn’t see it. He constantly flirted with other girls while we were dating, he cheated on me and then dumped me for my best friend. We only really dated for […]

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too weak to move

by killmealready97
written by killmealready97

here I am laying in bed after a night of almost no sleep like every other night since ive been on these pills…im just to weak to move anymore its only a matter of time before my “sister” comes in yelling calling me names telling me to get up but I dont have the strength anymore im looking for a way to end this life,ive tried overdosing but that didnt work so I need something worse I dont care anymore if people are upset if I die because if they cared they would try to understand my pain but they dont even talk to me […]

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Bye

by Nicole246
written by Nicole246

I’m leaving not for a few days im leaving forever i can’t handle this obviously i was a mistake if i can’t feel happiness by the time you have read this im dead no takebacks i know but life would be so much easier without me bye world if your my friend and your reading this please don’t get upset don’t waste your tears over someone like me personally i don’t want to die but it’s the only way for me to remain happy it’s like my life is frozen in this one dark spot that i can’t get out of im only 11 […]

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Been suicidal for a long long time now.

by dandelion1966
written by dandelion1966

Hi I am a 47 year old woman who just wants to shuffle this mortal coil once and for all, but I feel trapped here because I don’t have access to a method that would enable a quick exit.

I am pleased to meet you all and I feel really sad for the people who feel that they want to leave the earth plane, and I really hope that you all can find a reason for living because i am sure that most of  you really shouldn’t be here planning your suicide as you all deserve a happy life with loved ones around you.

I would rather […]

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woe prison

by luke4848
written by luke4848

Hi
I have a question can you answer me?
I,m a shy and quite person and never I’ll tell my secrets to anyone but…If you really love sb is it normal to do anything to make him or her upset or disappointed?
I want to tell my feelings but the incapacity revenge me I want to cry I love you but I cry go away I hate you.I wasn,t like this but I can’t tell anyone about my inner person and now I have nobody who really loves and know me.
It seems like that I am in a prison which I have […]

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Last nite

by karenation
written by karenation

Last nite I was so upset, i was more than ready to kill myself. Instead of hurting myself, I decided to just wait another day. I went to sleep.

when I woke up, I was still upset, but I had calmed down. I just wanted to stay in bed all day but I couldnt, I had to go to work. I’m suicidal most days, but when it comes to work, Im too fucking responsible.

Right now I’m just as upset as yesterday, but I’m just going to sleep hoping that tomorrow is less annoying

 

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There is no point anymore

by joey123
written by joey123

All i really want to do now is go to sleep forever. IV always been useless and ugly. I am never going to get anywhere in life so what is the point in living. The only reason i am still alive is because my death would upset a few people to much. Iv let my mum down who brought me up all by herself and wasted her life to try and give me the best she could. People tell me im a lovely person but that doesn’t matter. Just want to be normal and not ugly and to have a tiny bit of success in […]

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Good habits?

by darkwillow
written by darkwillow

There’s always talk about habits like cutting, binging, drinking, ect on here.. But what good habits do you have?

Umm I guess for me, Whenever I text Zoe it’s really easy for me to tell what kind if mood she’s in. I can always tell when she’s upset by the way she texts. Another habit is I meditating at least 3 times a week.

So what about you?

 

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Sorta new.. confused

by morrs084
written by morrs084

I’ve been reading some posts on here for a few days and it’s helped a bit. I guess i was curious if anyone felt the same way i felt. I’ve had depression my whole life. I was sent to a psychologist when i was 8. There she told me i had chronic depression and a bunch of other crap. I’ve just kind of bottled my feelings inside my whole life. It wasn’t until i hit 16/17 years old where i realized it was okay to feel this way. Well.. not okay.. but that i wasn’t alone or a freak for it. Anyways.. i’ve still pushed […]

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Passive Aggressive Roommates?

by deathismyonlyoption
written by deathismyonlyoption

Why are people so unfriendly to me? Do I give off some vibe that says don’t talk to me? My roommate gives me dirty looks. I will call her Sandra from here on out. I am not sure if this is just how her face normally looks or what but she never says hi or good morning to me, I want to say those things to her but the looks she gives me make me stay silent. I live on campus this semester, it has only been a few days but it has been very hard. I feel like I am constantly sick to […]

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