Bye

I’m leaving not for a few days im leaving forever i can’t handle this obviously i was a mistake if i can’t feel happiness by the time you have read this im dead no takebacks i know but life would be so much easier without me bye world if your my friend and your reading this please don’t get upset don’t waste your tears over someone like me personally i don’t want to die but it’s the only way for me to remain happy it’s like my life is frozen in this one dark spot that i can’t get out of im only 11 but i cannot find anything to cheer me up i don’t have many friends either ones that call me a fat cow… life is such a horrible despicable and deceiving place but heaven love laughter is a happy place and hopefully that’s where i lead to when im gone +Ruth