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Waking Up In The Morning

Stuck in the Past.. (I’m back)

by BrooklynBoxx 8/24/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

Is it normalâ€¦ to look in the mirror and not see yourself in the reflection?

Having been so caught up in everyoneâ€™s â€œexpectationâ€ of you. To have completely lost yourself trying to be what everyone else wanted you to be?

Every night you dream of this life, you could NEVER have, but every day you long for it.

You have all these hopesâ€¦ dreamsâ€¦ ideasâ€¦ that you want to fulfill but just not enough time to do so.

Then you go to sleepâ€¦ still having yet to achieve anything extraordinary in your life, waking up in the morning realizing your one day closer to […]

8/24/2013 4 comments

Shadows

by DoublingTheBlue 6/8/2013

written by DoublingTheBlue

My name’s Caitlin. I’m nearly 14 and you’re probably going to have a rant at me for saying this and only being 13 but it’s how I feel and I need to tell someone.

My life won’t be as bad as anyone else. To be honest, my life isn’t even that bad – unless you look closer. I get bullied at school, online, and even sometimes on the street. It started when I was 10. I started cutting. I don’t know why I just did. It went on for a year then it stopped. I started to be happy again. It was great!

When I started High […]

6/8/2013 6 comments

Can y’all feel my pain?

by hope_hinders 9/25/2012

written by hope_hinders

Life what the f*ck is it about cause I truly don’t know anymore. I mean nothing makes sense anymore. People tell you bad situations don’t last long but I would like to challenge that theory. Happiness doesn’t last long so if you ever achieve it cherish it because it’s temporary. However, misery can last a life time. I’m living proof of that I know I’m only 19 but I’ve been miserable for the majority of my life. And right now I’m just exhausted. My life has no meaning to me anymore. I have to be the loneliest teenager in the world. You know people think […]

9/25/2012 2 comments

september 10th, 2012

by fakingit 9/11/2012

written by fakingit

the day my mom finally decides enough is enough, and they are over forever. i now can finally be happy and no longer fear waking up in the morning..except nothing is finalized for a couple weeks..damn though my dad is trying to sell the house when he aint ganna be the one keepin it so i may or may not move i hope not hes the issue his ass can get out. im ganna enjoy this new adventure. however it will encounter shreaking from my sister…she does not like this idea..but its time for me to be happy and now thanks to my mom im […]

9/11/2012 1 comment

I Gotta Let Everything Out

by NeverPerfect 7/24/2012

written by NeverPerfect

This is long and scattered and weird, but if I don’t let everything out onÂ hereÂ I’m gonna let it out on my skin, so… read, or don’t..

Starting in January this year, things have been getting easier. Near the end of school and beginning of summer break, life was great. Better than it’s been in years. AlwaysÂ hanging with my girlfriend, we stopped fighting ever… i was sometimes depressed but always ok! It was great, it was… unbelievable.

When I realized how unbelievablyÂ easier my life had been to tolorate recently, I started to think of the future. Things can’t be this easy forever. Eventually I’m gonna have hard shit […]

7/24/2012 2 comments

We avoid risks in life so we can make it safely to death.

by lovelydyingdreams 6/30/2012

written by lovelydyingdreams

and here we are again. Back to old self-defeating habits. Hope?
What is hope? Is it believing that there could POSSIBLY be something better? Is it waking up and looking forward to the following day?
Happiness?… We use this word as if it’s nothing. As if in a split second everything could go from complete shit, to beingÂ honkyÂ doryÂ and you could be happy for the rest of your life. When someone asks me why I can’t “Put on a smile! Get out of the house!” I honestly don’t even know what to say. Yes, I know how to smile. But I don’t know how to meanÂ it.Â All […]

6/30/2012 3 comments

New here

by turtlepower 5/16/2012

written by turtlepower

I want a way out, simply put, no sugar coating it.
I have an average life, I know there are people worse off, call me selfish, I just want to end it all.
I am 17, 18 in October.
I hate the thoughts if waking up in the morning on weekends. I put on the fake show, pretending to be the happy popular girl in school. (Yeah call me big headed I’ve been called worse 🙂 )
I have above average grades, Honestly never opened a book in my life, pulled three A’s in Higher maths English and ordinary Irish, did transition year, passed it […]

5/16/2012 19 comments