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Song 2

by KIRA 3/28/2014

written by KIRA

When I’m sad or angry I usually hear to my favorite songs in my room, and I cry a lot.Each one means something to me (please don’t judge me for my preferences)

Safe and sound – Taylor Swift
I knew you were trouble – Taylor Swift
You make me wanna die – The pretty reckless
My medicine – The pretty reckless
Kill me – The pretty reckless
Miss nothing – The pretty reckless
Recharge e revolt – The raveonettes
I hate everything about you – Three days grace
Back to black – Amy winehouse
Stronger than me – Amy winehouse
Wake up alone – Amy winehouse

3/28/2014 7 comments

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by person you have reached is no longer in service.... 3/25/2014

written by person you have reached is no longer in service....

I can’t take it anymore I really wanna kill myself but can’t get the courage to do it…. I cut myself sometimes and I’ve been huffing Lysol so I don’t have thk think about things but now I’m really at my lowest and just wanna end it. I’m going to hang myself but need to get the courage cuss I’m a lil *****.

3/25/2014 3 comments

Another Ugly Talentless Girl

by kucing 3/25/2014

written by kucing

Honestly, no motivation words will work for me now. I’ve decided to suicide but I’m still trying to find the best way to do it. I am totally hopeless. I am 23 years old, single, ugly, fat, poor, no job, and talentless. Perfect reasons to do suicide. I just wanna ask anyone (who has suicidal thought too), how is your best plan to suicide? I really can’t survive anymore.

Thanks before.

*I’ll really thank you for sharing the way. I really want to die, please.

3/25/2014 9 comments

New favorite song

by suicidal_chick 3/20/2014

written by suicidal_chick

Starring at my food but I can not eat it,
Laying in my bed but I am not sleeping,
Crying in my room and I keep it top secret,
Because people tell me they care but they do not mean it.
I’m cut open, even thought I am not bleeding.
My heart’s broken, so Imma make it stop beating.
Someone runs in the room and screams,
“He’s not breathing!”

I’m rushed to the hospital to have a Doc treat it,
But he cannot beat it, there`s no time at all,
Cause I just popped some pills with some Tylenol,
And 3 bottles of antidepressants, and Zam […]

3/20/2014 10 comments

Today…

by CrimsonDream 3/19/2014

written by CrimsonDream

So today I found out that I’m failing a class. I’m so disappointed and ashamed in myself cause I used to be the girl in the front of the room telling you the answer to problem 7 and earning good grades. Now I’m the girl in the back of the class room asking you for the answer to number 7 and receiving bad grades. I get told constantly that I could do better , but when I try my best can still get improvement.

I get told to ask the teacher for help but I don’t want to. 1. Because I feel dumb and ashamed, and […]

3/19/2014 5 comments

by Kallian 3/16/2014

written by Kallian

ever have those days where you don’t even know what to post, or what to ask for? you just kinda wanna button-mash and be done with it? well…

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yeah

3/16/2014 2 comments

Depression Is 25ft.

by CrimsonDream 3/16/2014

written by CrimsonDream

Imagine :

your at the beach only you , you walk through the sand and turn to the ocean staring off into the horizon.

you feel this pull towards the ocean so you start walking in;

3ft. Calm cool collected staring at the beautiful sunset

6ft your paddling slowly wading in the water staring at the sunset still.

10ft your getting closer to the sunset seeing its beauty.

14ft you think how your getting back.

17ft you realize you can’t see the shore anymore.

19ft you wanna go back but you can’t you don’t know […]

3/16/2014 3 comments

reaching for the pills?

by CheshireCatMadness 3/15/2014

written by CheshireCatMadness

im CheshireCatMadness and yeah im not gonna be bothered listening to all that it will get better stuff because it wont. Anyway when i was eleven i tried to take an overdose of sytraline anti depressants but i was a coward and my mum caught on and i was rushed to hospital. im not gonna mess up this time… if i take an overdose on sleeping pills i’ll be asleep and i wont feel death. its important that its quick so i dont have regrets and painless and easy to get hold of. i dont wanna wake up and im hoping i wont feel any […]

3/15/2014 4 comments

by Perfumepipes 3/15/2014

written by Perfumepipes

I just wanna be hot again so I could own the world

3/15/2014 2 comments

Why do i wanna feel like this?

by morrs084 3/10/2014

written by morrs084

I’m beginning to feel better, whether it be my drugs finally working the sudden nice weather we’re having.. i am feeling better. I’m not thinking about hurting myself as much.. but i do still have these thoughts.Â I’m cutting a lot again and i keep thinking of wanting to take all my pills. I finally got my pills back from my aunt who was keeping them from me. Ughhh

But after everything.. i feel guilty or bad feeling good. Like i’m letting the depression down? If that makes sense!?

3/10/2014 0 comment

i have a question

by lamarcell 3/9/2014

written by lamarcell

can I ask everyone a question…. do we really wanna die I mean of course but actually think about it.. leave our lives here to have an equally as bad or worse life after death… we just can’t win for some reason.. every time i come to this site for help I always think of that song wonder wall by oasis I can’t help but to think that song has a deeper meaning but ponder my question and answer… my kik: YD_LaSephiroth but im going to bed because I have school tomorrow.. yes im young :/

3/9/2014 1 comment

maybe sb helps us?

by luke4848 3/9/2014

written by luke4848

this is my first comment and …

I wanna to write sth which a great mathematician has said:”maybe I must stay and decay in this silence tower with the Vultures which are eating my soul and body.” John Nash

3/9/2014 1 comment

Why?

by -E- 3/5/2014

written by -E-

I never thought I would actually get to this point. School’s shit. Can’t even hug my girlfriend without getting into trouble. Barely any friends to talk to. My dad’s pissed cause we started arguing about me bringing my girlfriend home. Apparently, I didn’t get a yes to bring her home. I just wanna die. I’m basically a slave in my own home, can’t do anything anywhere else. I feel pointless. After the next band concert, I’m ending it.

3/5/2014 3 comments

Fuck that person named Carlos,with his ugly druggy piece of shit,waste of space,self.You disgust me,I spit In the mirror when I see you.Finally Always & Forever Fuck you Carlos.

by lifeishorrible 3/4/2014

written by lifeishorrible

A month In a half ago,I almost overdosed on pcp.I smoked two wet sticks by myself.I could’ve stopped on the first one but I didn’t feel high enough.That day I had the truck pretty much all day with my friends getting high,drunk and on wet.My friends and I smoked six wet sticks that day.I was pretty messed up driving and stuff but I could still maintain,even long drives on the freeway that night.I went back to the house.I was cleaning the truck and I saw that my friend left to wet sticks In there so I started to smoke them. After the second one I […]

3/4/2014 2 comments

by LetItGo 3/4/2014

written by LetItGo

Just a song I found that expresses how I feel towards my sister:

Youâ€™re too mean, I donâ€™t like you, fuck you anyway
You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs
It hurts but I wonâ€™t fight you
You suck anyway
You make me wanna die, right when I

*Song: Afraid by The Neighbourhood*

3/4/2014 3 comments

What is a friend?

by yukibear 3/3/2014

written by yukibear

I was just wondering. Everytime I tell my closest friend (but this is my view of our friendship) what I am feeling, for example last night, I told him that I felt like complete shit and everyone would go along their merry ways if I die without even caring, he just says, ” If that’s what you think then okay.” And the subject stops there. He quickly jumps to another topic and I assume that he doesn’t really wanna hear what I have to say. I try not to get hurt by his words but I feel like it’s just one bigger proof that even […]

3/3/2014 9 comments

my problem

by ipromise 3/1/2014

written by ipromise

my problem is not that I wanna kill myself

it’s not that

it’s not that I get pleasure out of feeling my blood trickle out

it’s not that I love the pain rushing through my limbs

it’s not

that.

last thing I want to do is kill myself

what I want is to die.

I don’t want the meds.

not a drink of poison.

I dont wanna go out and

get raped and killed

after being held at gunpoint

what I want is to die, peacefully, in my sleep, away

I wanna die dreaming about you

cause any other way, I can’t

3/1/2014 0 comment

My story

by KelseyPearl 2/27/2014

written by KelseyPearl

8th grade was when it all started. It started in the middle of that year. My dad & I were fighting. He told me that the reason he tried to kill himself was because of me. At that time I started to believe it was me cause of the way I treated him. His mental health issues at that time were up & down. In previous years he was overdosing with his prescription meds which led to him getting into a car accident with me & he also fell down the stairs. Some other things happened like he ran into a tree with […]

2/27/2014 6 comments

Johnny come to Houston!!

by lifeishorrible 2/27/2014

written by lifeishorrible

There Is one thing that will keep me here and It’s pretty pathetic.Well actually two.Getting back with her will give me the “want” to wanting to live cause I’d live happily with her.The other thing Is the number one draft pick.(Feel free to laugh haha)If the Texans don’t pick Johnny Manziel I don’t wanna go on.This reminds me of the superbowl last year.If the ravens didn’t win,I didn’t wanna see tomorrow.Being from Houston and being a huge Aggie fan,I would love to see Johnny touchdown In a Texans uniform not no damn Teddy Bridgewater or Jadeveon Clowney.For the record Matt Schaub Is my franchise qb […]

2/27/2014 2 comments

Someone new

by TheGlassChild 2/24/2014

written by TheGlassChild

I’ve met somebody online..

This person is making me feel better than anyone ever did before. This person has an endless capacity to love people. This person is stronger than anyone I met before. This person is positive and happy right now. Maybe ’cause she knows her time will come soon ? I don’t know that, but it’s surprising how a terminally ill person can make me wanna live.

I wish she could stay alive. But maybe she wouldn’t be the same person, and I need to enjoy her “presence” while she’s still there.

2/24/2014 3 comments

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