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Witness of my boyfriend’s suicide attempt

by Halfmoon
written by Halfmoon

He loves me and can’t live without me–he says.  But he won’t listen when I tell him what I need to be happy and to regain trust in him after robbing me while high on crack.  I was a codependent until I learned to implement a tough love routine.

He promised he would go to rehab so i sprung him out of  jail.  And then, he skipped off 3 hrs away blowing off rehab.  He insists i cheat on him when he’s the only one.  He’s psychotic and the list of guys he accused that I am having sex with just keeps growing.  We argue and […]

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everybody’s looking for something

by 1298
written by 1298

don’t read this

just wanted to say thattttt, well, not even feeling suicidal now, because I’m drunk, buttttt I understand how about 90% of you feel (after reading the posts as a non-member for a while) annnd i think this site is amazing. because when i was feeling these thoughts i was a lot younger (not that I don’t feel them now) but let’s face it when you’re younger you almost have to depend on your parents and it only worsens that feeling of helplessness when you can’t drive/escape because you rely on your parents’ money/support, etc. and when I was younger I didn’t have a […]

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“The End”

by RealTalk30
written by RealTalk30

To me, the end of the world has been a very real thing for most of my life. I am almost surprised at everyday I wake up and the world itself hasn’t fallen into a black hole, or been blown up by humans, or taken over by aliens.

It’s gonna happen eventually…when and how is the real question!

I’ve been waiting for so long, everyday just wanting to see the end for myself. I want my normal work day to be shaken by world wide news of fire falling from the sky. I’m just waiting to feel the ground quake for the final time, for the […]

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Today I

by Free@last
written by Free@last

Today I remember the life I had. Today I think of the posts I have read here. Today I rembember the people I have been a witness to in their exit.  Today I hope all people will be given the legal right to make the choice I have had to search the world for. Today I look back in sorrow and look forward in anticipation.  Today I wish for all, the lives they desire and the end they deserve. Today I am , if honest, a bit afraid.  Today I am  more sure than ever that what awaits me is better than what is behind […]

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Grieving

by roojay13
written by roojay13

      Something that I’ve learned recently is that when somebody very close to you passes away, the process of grieving that we human go through never really goes away and it can come back at any moment and smack you down hard.

 

     On July 24th 2008, the day after my 23rd birthday, my dad was diagnosed with ‘Small Cell Lung Cancer’ and it was devastating to my family.  He’d had a pain in his shoulder and when he had  gone to the doctors they suspected pneumonia.  With the confirmation of cancer, he was told they could not cure it but could prolong his […]

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My Birthday

by KatieKush
written by KatieKush

My birthday is on February 1st, this Friday, and I asked my mom
if we were going to do anything, an innocent question, right?

Her car hasn’t had a renewal sticker since November, which means its illegal for her to drive anywhere.
She and I had lost our jobs before the winter started, meaning we’re becoming dirt poor and can barely afford to keep anything we have.
I have a court trial coming up soon because of a statutory rape charge on my ex-boyfriend
I find myself thinking about hurting myself a lot or simply ending my life, but it would just put my family into more of a […]

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basically

by truthbetold
written by truthbetold

life will suck the optimism, beat and exhaust the shit out of you

then you’re dead and finally free .. no longer obliged to play this shitty game

if there’s life after death, maybe you can finally experience serenity in its purest form

but to imagine oneself being dead is too scary for the average joe

you’re supposedly lucky to be alive .. even when you haven’t found anything to live for

lucky of being here to witness or experience things you may not want to

being alive is better than being dead .. say the people who are getting something out of their lives

FUCK them

I’m at a point where I […]

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Whispering Silence

by fallenangel48
written by fallenangel48

This is the beginning of a novel i am writing…let me know what you think

 

In the whispering scilence there was not a sound to be heard. And then the screaming began. Now before i get ahead of myself allow me to tell you something. I was neither the victim nor the criminal. I was a witness. A witness to something i was pursued for. I don’t have much time left, so i will tell you as much as possible. It began with a scream. I was sitting in the playground under the tree when i looked up to identify the source of the scream. A […]

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