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Reform, Too Late

by Matt 3/17/2015

written by Matt

If you’re a Brit’ like me you’ve probably heard about an overhaul the NHS are planning, if not then I’ll explain.

The national health service are known for being lacking in the treatment of children and young adults with mental health problems in Britain, and as part of a new move there will be a comprehensive overhaul of all the services they provide.

I can’t help but feel this is all too little, too late for some many young people. I’ve suffered for years and found the treatment excellent. What little of it I got, that is. My mum is treated for her anxiety and she saw […]

3/17/2015 0 comment

Can I really do this

by lissbabe 3/10/2015

written by lissbabe

Can I do this? Can I keep on pretending that everything is alright when it’s not? Life is to hard to even carry on and yes I am a teenager but not with a young mind I know life is hard I know there will be struggles but when you have no-one beside you to help you through those struggles it gets tough and horrible like you can’t do anything good like your always in the wrong. Which possibly could be true that I can’t do anything right however if their not related to me why should they have the power of judging me by […]

3/10/2015 3 comments

Purpose to die ?

by catchthetrain 3/2/2015

written by catchthetrain

I’ve never really had any sense of direction with my life. I think about the future quite often, but I don’t see myself in it. I never have. I don’t see myself doing any job or having children or getting married or living anywhere. I just don’t see it. I’m 23 and that’s still young, but most people have an idea of what they want to do with their life… I just don’t. I think I am destined to commit suicide. I feel like that’s my purpose in life. Does anyone else feel this way or think this could be my purpose ?

3/2/2015 4 comments

A Logical Decision

by dtm247 2/28/2015

written by dtm247

First, I don’t think i’m depressed. I just thought about it and decided that to die at a young age makes sense. I worked as a care worker for 6 months before eventually it got to me. I saw what to expect as I got to the end and I didn’t like it at all. Couple that with nihilistic beliefs and it made sense to me that to take my own life when I was happy and healthy made more sense than waiting for my body to slowly decay.

I don’t know why I haven’t done it yet. I’ve tried spontaneously when I was actually depressed. […]

2/28/2015 2 comments

Need you here (a suicide awareness song)

by Gebrochener Mann 2/6/2015

written by Gebrochener Mann

Made a grown man cry today. Told my father I just want to pass away, that I dont want to live another day. that death would kill my pain. So turn you eyes away, you dont want to see this. Avert your eyes and pray, and then he screamed

Dont go, I need you here with me. Dont go, I need you here.

Saved a young mans life today. I caught him as he jumped to his fate. I told him son I know your pain but doing this will just pawn it away. I wont turn away I cant let you do this. I wont walk […]

2/6/2015 0 comment

Passive suicidal ideation.

by Jess 2/5/2015

written by Jess

That’s what it’s called. The happy moment interrupted suddenly by the painful thought, “God, I’m so stupid, I wish I could die.” It’s so silly, I can’t cross a bridge anymore, or stand near a high window, without it creeping up on me. “One jump, two seconds, splat! It’s all over.” You think that you’re happy, but all of a sudden the sanctuary of your mind is no longer safe. You have to tiptoe around your own thoughts, control the urges, try your damndest to keep it just that. Passive. Because if you take that leap, if you make that plan, if you reach for […]

2/5/2015 1 comment

The Loss of an Innocent (Sexual assault)

by DarkWeasley 1/2/2015

written by DarkWeasley

(Warning, this is sorta long and it may trigger things for some people. Bex, isn’t a real person. Bex is just something I used to make this easier to write. Whether or not you read this is up to you, I just felt it time to put it out there.)

Dear Bex,
Why do we blame ourselves for the shit that happens, when it’s we who are the victims?
Why do we try to act like nothing has happened, when the events are life changing?
Why do we hide beneath our own humiliation, when it’s they who should be humiliated?
Just why..?

This is something I’ve […]

1/2/2015 7 comments

The touch of a woman

by empty glass 12/22/2014

written by empty glass

I long for the touch of a woman, a woman near my own age. I don’t understand people who say that age doesn’t matter. Age does matter. If you are in it for young sex or the money perhaps that is different. I am not that kind of man. I do not want any younger women lets say under 45 because I am 57. It is not fair to the woman since I will not be alive for a long time like her. I would not want her to deal with the sadness and heartbreak that may come with a dead boyfriend/husband. She may also […]

12/22/2014 14 comments

Nothing Left

by Realm of Great Darkness 12/15/2014

written by Realm of Great Darkness

All I’ve been doing, for nearly twenty years, feels like it’s amounting to nothing. I feel like If I were to die tonight, I’d have lived life to the fullest. I’ll be 34 on Yule; I’m still pretty young as considered by some, but it’s like I have nothing else to experience, other than the things I’ve been doing for the past two decades since my emancipation. Does anyone else have this feeling?

12/15/2014 1 comment

I’m too young to feel like this!!!

by smiley demon 11/20/2014

written by smiley demon

So I’m only 12, nearly 13. I feel like dying each day. No one knows I want to die. I darnt say anything incase of being called an attention seeker. Some of my friends know I self harm:( they are always there for me. I’m really self conscious, like I don’t like people looking at me. It’s because I’m pretty fat and ugly. I hate the way I am. I try to change but I can’t. Most people seem to hate me because I’m different, I have bright coloured hair, I’m quiet, I’m not out goibg im clever, I’m different. IM FULL BLOWN WEIRD. Everyone’s […]

11/20/2014 2 comments

Blue Moon Motel

by Deleted.from.society 11/13/2014

written by Deleted.from.society

take me to the blue moon motel
carry me over the threshold
treat me like i am your young bride
together on our wedding night
fuck me in the motel shower
make my makeup run like a porn star
carry me naked to the bed
fawn my hair out when it’s still wet

from the motel window, the signs twinkle and the stars go
i see all the places you’ve taken me and all the places we’ll go together

hold me spoon me and i’ll pretend
in your arms that i am pregnant
with your baby, yeah your baby
your two babies softly sleeping

you’re […]

11/13/2014 3 comments

I want to leave!

by fishintheseaa 11/12/2014

written by fishintheseaa

I’m like so tired of being here. I am 16 still to young to leave this house. I just don’t belong here and I am such a bother to my family. Mostly everyone and I just want to leave…. Help me. Any tips?

11/12/2014 2 comments

I am more than what meets the eye

by SylviaPlathIsMyHero 11/9/2014

written by SylviaPlathIsMyHero

My name is not important.

My story begins at a young age. I have always hated myself. At first, it was the little things. I hated my boring brown hair and yearned to be the beautiful blonde or the vivacious red head. I wished I could be shorter, I despised being a sky scraper among my peers. I wished my legs weren’t so hairy, I wished my hair wouldn’t curl at the ends. But these were minor things. I spent my time as an only child traipsing through the halls of my home while my neglectful parents tended to other things, more important than I. And […]

11/9/2014 2 comments

The Past

by fallenstars101 10/27/2014

written by fallenstars101

When I was a young girl, my parents were divorced and I lived with my mother. I thought that’s how families were suppose to be though. You have two separated parents and just visit the one occasionally. Then one day my mom started seeing this guy. I had an idea of what was going on because my dad was also seeing another woman. But the strange thing to me was when my mom and this guy who was actually a complete stranger to me got engaged and he moved in. It was weird at first but I liked the idea of having two “parents” together. […]

10/27/2014 3 comments

Leftover on the plate

by empty glass 10/27/2014

written by empty glass

I have listened to the advice given on my last post, which was quite a while ago. I have been hoping that getting another dog would make me more happy. I believe that she has. She loves me and I love her. The sad part is that she is my only true friend in this world. At the same time I have been trying to chat to women my own age. They do not seem to be interested in me. The only women who are would be very young women. They do not need to be with me because they have their whole life ahead […]

10/27/2014 2 comments

Stumbled across this site…

by CaptainBipolarGirl 10/18/2014

written by CaptainBipolarGirl

Hi all,

I found this site accidentally whilst researching suicide options on-line and I have to say it is quite comforting knowing there are so many people out there that are battling with suicidal wishes…

A little about me…

I am 30, female from UK. I have struggled with depression from a young age and was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder last year.

I showed a lot of promise when I was young, teachers constantly commented on my academic ability and apart from general rebellion I was a good kid, that was until I was 12. I was sexually abused by a family friend and that was the kick start […]

10/18/2014 4 comments

Just a thought….. I seem to have those from time to time

by A Bridge Too Far 9/28/2014

written by A Bridge Too Far

Way back when, when I was young, people used to read. Not forum posts, not news headlines. This thing called books. Maybe some can remember them.

Now I had a pretty shitty childhood. But I loved reading. I read all kinds. It opens the mind, it creates ideas. It makes shitty reality go away for a while so you have time to recover.

It just seems to me that so many young people these days suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts. It is a result of modern society. I just wonder if a bit of old-fashioned reading won’t make things more manageable.

9/28/2014 14 comments

Too Much Sex Makes You Shortsighted

by seppuku 9/22/2014

written by seppuku

That’s’s an oldschool saying for you young ‘uns.

Short sighted all my life, only my long sighted glasses help me see what the fuck I’m typing nowadays. Might be something to do with having been celibate for the past three and a half years.

9/22/2014 4 comments

Angel of death

by Day 9/10/2014

written by Day

Taken his souls into the night upon a hill lays a tree a young man hangs from dangling the angel of death has had his first kill freeing the young man from his hellish world now to do as he pleases free from the ones who say they don’t need him now free from a world of hurt free to heal the angel of death smiles taking his soul the angel of death has once again had his first kill where upon a hill lays a tree the young man hangs and bleeds wrists slit this is it finally free to escape misery and now […]

9/10/2014 0 comment

cant take this anymore young artist and businessman age 21

by iamgone 9/9/2014

written by iamgone

it all started when i was 11 my dad passed away, after living a rich life my family lost all there money and we lived in poverty.

my mother has bipolar and after my dad passed away she spent all of the money on things we did not need.

I fell in love with a girl at age 15 and her parents hated my guts because my family is not rich and they are, because i loved the girl so much i tried my best to become a young successful entreprenuar so i opened up a little cell phone shop to prove to her parents that i […]

9/9/2014 6 comments

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