The grim intense beating of my wretched heart is equivalent to the pounding and smashing of God’s hammer the day he built hell, for my eventual, eternal, resting place. Thank You Lord, Your wisdom knows no end.
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God loves people so much that he created a place where they can suffer for all of eternity.
In fact, he created human beings that he knew were destined for eternal torture, because he loves his creations that much.
That makes no sense. (Unless God enjoys watching people suffer, which means he’s not all-loving). Another possibility is that humans created the concept of God, and he’s nothing more than a fabricated character which exists in the imagination of those who have chosen to believe in unsubstantiated tales.
You’re forgetting one thing: unicorns. They’re pink. And invisible.
My bad, you’re right.
I totally forgot that God created invisible pink flying unicorns too. Someday I hope to retire on their secluded island enclave. (The island of invisible pink flying unicorns). My faith will surely get me there.
…and don’t forget that those horny bastards only let virgins ride them. So typical of those egotistical creatures… as if the rainbows trailing their arses wasn’t creepy enough.
😉 hope you don’t think this is an attempt to stalk you;-) but i realy don’t have a clue how the moderation system on this site works. The only thing i no is a person only gets notified of anny reply when it hs to be moderated so first i wrote on you post Dear God because this post is realy right from my herart. But yu din’t send me an email maybe because i told not enough to make you fell answering so i added some onformation about myself and my feelings but unfortunately this post was automatically accepted and i realy don’t think you’re checking 5 months old post for repleis anymore, so i try agai with this post and hope you will be notified again. Teh reason why i really liek to talk with you:
I feel exactly teh same most sentences like yo don’t even want to be in his heaven anymore, yu didin’t ask for your birth, you’re absolutely sure to enter hell and mannymore are exactly what i feel for years now. But no one understands what i feel and they say i’m crazy or i have to pray more often. I realy like to talk with someone that wrote a post that i could have written. so can you please send me an email at stefan@deds.nl so we can talk about it
somethign about me: I’m 31 years old, i’m blid so not everything on this site is usabel for me therefore i prefer email. I hope this message will be send to you for moderation again and that you will read it and email me. I was really impressed to fid someone that exactly wrote what i fell after years of beeing lonely in this.
Best regards, stefan
I read all your post on my story Stefan. I just logged in because I am feeling very depressed again and no one to vent to. I hope the email you gave to me is usable, because I see it’s not like ordinary email. :'(