Today in 4th period I was fine, then all of a sudden I started getting really antsy and I got really nervous. I have no clue why, I asked my teacher if I could go to the nurse to take my medication (I don’t take medication) and she asked me if that’s where I was really going, obviously I said yes. But I went walking around and tried to calm myself, but instead I got angry. I started punching the walls and I started punching myself, I have no clue why. So for 45 mins I went walking, then I went back to class and I was still freaking out and shaking so I went to sit outside.
After school I went to go talk to my mentor and she told me she really wanted me to go see our school psychologist, of course I said no. I got home and told my mom what had happened, and she got mad at me, she told me I was getting to old to be seeking attention (I’m 16) and she said that she was going to take me to a doctor so they could lock me up in a looney bin. All I waned to do was find out if what was going with me was normal, guess not….
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Your mom was out of line to say that. I can kinda relate to this exact sistuation. Today I have a major break down for some Radom reason. Maybe it’s normal. Honestly I don’t know. But it does not make you looney or anything. Next time try spashing water on your face. Try to refrain from punching things. Especially yourself.
Sounds like you might’ve had a panic/anxiety attack…but you need to find out what caused it if you don’t know already. It could be a chemical imbalance or stress from your life.
Your mother sounds like a pretty mean person and it could be stemming from your home environment. Don’t skip out on seeing the psychologist. If you had some medical issue, would you not see a doctor? Therapy can be very helpful-don’t avoid it.