First, I don’t think i’m depressed. I just thought about it and decided that to die at a young age makes sense. I worked as a care worker for 6 months before eventually it got to me. I saw what to expect as I got to the end and I didn’t like it at all. Couple that with nihilistic beliefs and it made sense to me that to take my own life when I was happy and healthy made more sense than waiting for my body to slowly decay.
I don’t know why I haven’t done it yet. I’ve tried spontaneously when I was actually depressed. But I do have a plan. I know it’ll work. And in my mind I think I only have a few months before I do it.
To me suicide just seems logical.
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dtm247 ,
I love it! a person that knows reality! a care giver! yes you will indeed rot as your living! teeth will fall out! wrinkle up! become miserable! but is that were your at now? if not don’t rush it, I say pick your time wisely, don’t wait till the last minute, but if your doing ok why not stick around? yes it’s coming for everybody, that’s a good thing, but if there are something’s you’d care to do them do them, why not?
Love it too! I plan the same. But there should be still a long way between you and the old folks. Keep waiting;)