I am so confused. People know me as a happy person. They dont see me getting angry. I’m not the type of person who show anger. But deep inside I’m hurting and crying. I rather cry on the corner and let it go. I feel blessed because of how lucky i am. I have complete parents, i have sisters, i have so many friends. All of my problems feels like i want to end my life. But a guy came to my life and changed everything. Were two years from now. And i love him so much. Im thankful that he never leaves me. I rejected some guys courting me because i have a boyfriend. But one day, he confessed that he have feelings for a girl and he sees something that he dont see in me. damn that girl. She’s a *****. Dont fall for a guy who is taken already. I’m getting angry, the angel inside me is turning into a devil. I’m hurting right now, it feels like i want to cut myself but i dont want to feel the pain. I’m not the perfect girlfriend, or perfect daughter or perfect sister. T_TT_TT_TT_T
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Finding something to love isn’t hard, but letting go is. You need to let go if you don’t want to break him as you hold him too tight.
Finding something to love isn’t hard? Why The crap You Saying that? Maybe not for you But it’s Too Hard for Average People out there.
Lacalamity is right. As much as it hurts, you just have to let it go. When he told you he has feelings for somebody else already then let him be. He’s not worth your time and you shouldn’t be wasting yours either by crying or feeling bad for yourself like it’s your fault because it’s not.
You’re right I agreed..